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Film Eight; All Fall Down, 1962
Topic Started: Feb 13 2014, 07:52 AM (85 Views)
Eleanor Iselin
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[align=center]I will not be winning this game and that sucks but I have a point to prove to Maya and Lisa and will be trying to get as far as I possibly can. And honestly am I insane for thinking that people who hardly ever talk to me actually care about me? As of now it looks like Khan will be winning the Oscar tomorrow night and get a free ride to the final five which is not what I want to see happen but that is besides the point, I need to make sure that regardless of what happens I am safe in the double elimination round and if that means I need to team up with Khan, Ron, and Elle then I am fine with it. Ideally I'll be able to win an Oscar tomorrow night at least and be safe for that round and get a chance to win the final Oscar in a tiebreaker and make it to the final five like I want to. I really wish that it was Maya and Lisa that left I still can't believe that Lisa won the Oscar, I let my greed of wanting to win Oscars make a stray vote and it cost Norma greatly.

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Rough night last night but you survived! How do you feel about that? Why were people so made at you? What did you do?

How are you approaching the Academy Awards twist for next round? Would you like to get the Oscar? Who do you think will get it and why? Who would you like to see immune at the F7 round?

Who do you feel closest to in this game? Are you in a strong alliance? Who do you want to work with that you aren't, if any?

What is your path to the end here? Who would you want to leave next to make that happen?


[align=center]I owe you such an update holy fuck I've been lazy about this and so much shit has gone down. First and foremost let me start off with the last round. I hated voting out Norma and I did fuck up her exit, I had my chance of telling her what was up and I fucked it up because I felt so guilty about fucking her over like that. Now then Lisa's hate at me was expected and I should have probably just skipped over it but I had to explained why I felt so neglected by Casablanca, could I have done it better? Yes. Should I have done it better? Absofuckinglutely. HOWEVER, here was the big shocker, Lisa sent me this huge ass PM, this one actually.
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Fasten your seatbelt, Eleanor, this is going to be a fucking crazy ride.

I want to formally extend an apology to you for everything that occurred between us in the last round. From the sincerest depths of my aching heart. I was a rabid dog when it was going down, sure, there was no stopping me from spewing shit and flinging it in your face over and over. I think you know how I operate by now, and I wear my heart on my sleeve and get very emotional, angry, and reactive to shit when said shit doesn't go my way or stresses me out. But I kid you not, I went to sleep after that round and thought about the game as I often do. I'm usually thinking of how to get out of this awful situation. But after last night's events it wasn't like that. Instead I was feeling extremely guilty for yelling at you, calling you all sorts of shit, and just being a downright cunt in general when you've done nothing wrong but try to better your own game. I truly, truly felt like the biggest piece of shit and I am sorry for the distress I may have caused you. I meant it then, but I would take it all back in a heartbeat.

And not because I need you to be with me in this game just as much as you need me. It's not just all strategic. I felt like a bully and a mean girl. That's not who I am in real life. It's how I act when I lose control of myself. But it doesn't reflect me at all and I hope you know that, Eleanor. And it hurt my heart to realize I had attacked you and said vile shit when you're actually one of the sweetest and most carefree, happy-go-lucky people still here. You didn't deserve a word of the shit I said. Not a single word of it. It was brutal and I am sorry for that. Not only that, you were completely in the right too. I was wrong with whatever crap I said. It's true, I didn't talk to you as much as you deserved, and you had to do what you could to get out of this bad situation in your own.

I didn't like that you started working with our opposition and to be honest I still don't. But I can't say I don't understand it because I do. You're thinking ten steps ahead of what Maya and I were thinking. You were thinking of the right way to do this all along while we were focused on keeping the tribal lines all divided up and shit, and just going to war with them without talking game to them, and hoping we could get Elle to flip back. We were stupid and misguided and you had the right approach of mixing and mingling with people to get ahead. So I'm sorry for attacking your way of playing this merge and your way of trying to survive our loss of numbers. I was wrong.

And yes, I did not talk to you that much. I know that. It was never supposed to be an intentional exclusion. I am just a lazy bitch when I think I have my own shit figured out. That was fucked up of me, it was. I am sorry for that. I was beyond fucking stupid and beyond fucking arrogant to just think you would stick with all of us and do whatever we advised when we barely showed you respect or inclusion. I realize now what a big idiot I was, and I just hope you can forgive me or start fresh with me, though I would understand if you've already found someone else you want to run this game with. That would be natural.

Yet still, the bottom line here is we're both in a rut and a very similar predicament even if we've voted separately lately, and haven't been on the same page. We're still "together" in the eyes of everybody else. They may not think of us as working together. But they will damn sure loop us together as two that have got to get the fuck out at a certain point. I wouldn't be surprised if it's just an outright elimination of Casablanca, one-by-one. That's why I'm all crazed when I see you and Elle aligning with them and shit, even though that's what we have truly got to do right now.

But know this. We are meant to work together here, we're the last remaining bitches of Casablanca, the last ones left who supported Juno. She did love you a lot and mentioned that a lot to me, and you might have known that she and I were extremely close. She'd want us to stick this out together from final eight where we stand now, all the way to the final two. That's what I feel we've got to do anyway. I'm not here to just survive a pagonging, Eleanor, even though it would be fucking sweet to get further and further despite the targets on our backs. I still want to win and I know you do too, it's human nature and the reason we fucking signed up for this crazy shit. And guess what, we're not winning unless we're with each other at the end. I guarantee you that. I know this is sudden as fuck. But I can't not say all this to you, because I have achieved something called clarity and I just need to blab to you what I have realized.

I am broken, Eleanor. And I get the feeling you are too and again I'm sorry if I did anything to speed up that process by yelling at you. But what's a better way to rise up than to make amends and move the fuck forward as we should have done together ages ago? So I am proposing all of this to you with total sincerity, and I'm practically an open book here, I am. Whether you want to accept it or not is up to you but I think you know the sensible thing to do is say fuck these people, I know my roots, I know what I have to do and I have to make a run for it with Lisa Cohen, however crazy and psychotic and cunty she may be.

Where there is a will, there's a fucking way. It's a cliche saying but it's so fucking true and a source of a lot of inspiration right now. I will say this: I am determined as fuck to get out of this position and find some footing here. I want us to make the biggest comeback ever. And I'm going to bust my ass to ensure it happens, and I want you there working with me on it, I do. You should want all of that in your ally at this point. Just know everybody else comes attached to somebody, they have history together. I am alone here with Maya gone. You've been alone. It's only natural, and it's only logical that we should team up. Share whatever hesitations you might have with me, please, please. I don't want us to beat around the bush or lie to each other or blow smoke up each other's asses. I don't have time and neither do you. So let's hash out what we need to hash out, you can say what you need to say, and then let's do what we absolutely, positively, 100% NEED to do.

Now, for the record, this is the longest message I've written a bitch all game, because there's a lot of passion, emotion, and determination in it. And I am going to prove what I say not just to you but to myself right now. I'm going to vote for you to win the Oscar. I would never expect me to do that, since I've been a cunt and campaigned for Maya or Juno normally and I admit I voted for you the last two times just to spite you because I was pissed, and I was sad and pissed and annoyed that you voted for me with them, but I figured you were just doing the double agent thing. Well, I want in with whatever you're doing. I want in with you and I can only hope you feel the same thing towards me after reading this.


[align=center]This is honestly one of the best messages I have ever gotten from someone in any game and while I do not fully believe her I know that she needs me and we patched things up or at least tried to patch things up. I did give her a lot of information I had in hopes to brining us closer because as long as she is in the game she will be a target before me, as long as someone beats her in a god damn challenge, and she will hopefully be loyal to me.

This whole Academy Award twist is moot at this point so it doesn’t really matter. The answer to all of those questions would be myself. I wanted it, I wanted to be safe and not have to worry about the double but it was not in the cards and so be it. Khan winning wasn’t the worst thing in the world though since I do trust him to some extent and I trust that he will be with me during the double round.

I feel closest to Khan right now actually, I know he is a threat but I feel comfortable with him in the game and to bounce ideas off of. If we’re talking about who I am most open with then that would be Lisa of all people at the moment. I am in a strong alliance actually :o Right before the challenge Ron approached me about a final four alliance consisting of

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To stick together this round, I know that Khan was much more into this than I was, as much as I like that Lisa is open with me I need her to leave this game sooner rather than later. Honestly I hope that I can get her out in the double round Sunday because she is the biggest challenge threat left. The rest of us have all been relatively even on how much we suck in challenges and I feel like I could actually possibly win a challenge if Lisa is out of the picture. For now I want to try and balance that out and see where it can lead me. When it comes to working with Cal or Sue Ellen, there is no incentive to working with them, I need to be nice to them even if Sue Ellen is so damn hard to talk with since I have always had to restart the conversation with her every fucking round. Cal is a sweet boy but he has to leave next, he is not in my plans anymore and the longer he is here the more trouble he will give me.

From now on I need to play it a little bit by ear but in a perfect world I will have Elle or Sue Ellen with me in the final two since I think I have the best chance of winning this game with them. I know Sue Ellen is close to Elle though and I need to split that up sooner rather than later but for now if I feel like my chance of winning the game is best with those two.

So my ideal boot order from now until the end would be
7. Cal
6. Sue Ellen/Lisa
5. Khan/Lisa
4. Sue Ellen/Lisa/Khan
3. Ron
2. Elle
1. Eleanor (lol if this happens)
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Truman Burbank
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Thanks for the update :<3 You covered most everything I wanted to know but...

Who do you think each person will want out in a double round here? Like make a list of you could of the two people each person wants out. I just want to see the game from your perspective here.
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Blake
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Fuck you, that's my name!
Why would Sue Ellen get a pass at F5 if she makes it through the double?
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