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Topic Started: Jul 17 2015, 06:38 PM (19 Views)
Lill
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Another day, another step closer to my third million dollar win.

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OK, I kid, I kid!!!


First real vote is Sunday and I feel oddly calm. If we lose, I am 99% certain that it will be Bruce that goes.

And it's weird, because I am already seeing the difference from an anonymous game.

When no one knows who anyone is, you vote them out and make snarky confessionals without a second thought, and no one stays mad after the game.

With this, I already feel bad at the thought of voting out Tom, who isn't even a great friend of mine, but he is someone I know for real. What will happen if I have to vote out someone I am even closer to? I have 0 intentions to write Darrah's name down, and I can tell you with 100% certainty that I will not write down Greg's no matter what (unless it is voting for him to win). But other than that... everyone else is fair game. And it's going to suck doing it.


Of course chances are I go before I have to vote too many people out, which also sucks.


Don't get me wrong... I think there is potential for me to have a decent run at this game, depending on how things go on the Enzon tribe, what happens at a swap, and who merges. The luck stuff have to be in my favor but... if I get a few lucky breaks, I can see my path to maybe even making the jury.


I almost think it's better if Sairo loses the next challenge (I AM SORRY TOM!) because Desmond's connections with Shannon and Drago help me, and I'd like them both in the game if we are going to swap Sunday night. Maybe I am naive and I am too busy reminiscing about the olden days with Flicka & Judd, but even though he and I don't talk nearly as much, I still believe him when he says he has my best interests at heart. I may be blinded by my Judd love but... if that's wrong, I don't wanna be right. :P




So, let's talk challenges.

There are two real sides of Jessica in this game. The Gina side that dominates, and the Lill side that.... doesn't. So having the Lill avatar is kinda helping me out here... anyone who wasn't in Marquesas isn't thinking about that challenge stuff.

So last night's game plan was-- do good, but not too good. Which was brought to you by Darrah and Lill.

Adam and I were playing the game via fb, guessing the answers. Including when it was our turns... we would message each other the answers first and THEN post them on the board. I actually wanted to lose both times, but Trevor wasn't quite as fast as expected. So I really slowed down the second time around. And Adam could've lost twice but my thinking was... if DARRAH THE CHALLENGE BEAST lost twice, people may actually think he was throwing it.

Of course, people are onto both of us I am sure. Paul immediately messaged me when I lost to Maximus like, "yeah, right."

But I am not worried about fooling Paul. I am worried about fooling everyone else. Because if I need to win a challenge or two down the stretch, well... I'd like to be there to do it. You know?




It is way to early in this game to be thinking too far down the road. I am thinking swap right now, because that must be coming. And if a swap arises,
I have a few different groups I could potentially work with.

1) Bangkok 3: me, Desmond, Darrah.
2) #teamhot: me, Trevor, Paul.
3) Team Somerled... which is Team Hot plus Barry & Emily.
4) Existing Sairo alliances... aka using the bonds I've been trying to build with Daniel, Johnny, and even Bruce if he is around.
5) #bestfinal3ever: me, Emily, Jared.
6) Some variation of working with Desmond, Shannon and Drago.



Here are the people that I am going to have an issue with:


John.




OK, it can't just be lane. I think Maximus is also a concern, and as much as I wish I could work with her, I am also concerned about Kimmi.


But... do people not realize what a huge threat Lane is? (says the girl who won twice.) Why is everyone trying to work with him instead of voting him out? (... says the girl who everyone should be voting out, but instead they want to work with her.)

Basically Lane is doing what I want to do, and I think he is the only person right now who would really push to get rid of me. SO YOU HAVE GOTTA GO, LANE.



Seriously though, I can't mount a force against Lane.

Although if I need to I will make sure Desmond knows Lane wants me out so Desmond can try and mount a force and maybe be successful. Or if not become more of a target then me.





OK, I think that is my Saturday night update because these boards are dead!

Tomorrow I am working all day, then going to the movies.
Sunday I have a wedding shower and then a baby shower (two things I detest unless there is open bar).


So I will try and keep you updated the best that I can, but a video confessional over the weekend is hit or miss right now. I may have time Sunday, I may not. But I will try my best, dammit!!!!!

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Lill
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You know I write all this crap about my trust in Desmond... And then I get a super short, no substance response to a longer message full of strategy talk... And the paranoia begins!
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Paranoia? What's that? ;)
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