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| Lill | Aug 5 2015, 04:35 AM Post #1 |
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Long confessional coming at some point today. Wtf. This game. |
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| BROBST | Aug 5 2015, 05:39 AM Post #2 |
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Morning! he heGuess who still hasn't slept yet after last night's TC and has to leave for a shoot in about an hour? This place sucks me in. I'll sleep later, LOL |
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| Lill | Aug 5 2015, 08:27 PM Post #3 |
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Where do I begin? So, I was pro vote Kathy all day Monday. Then Tuesday things started changing. Because Michelle started running her mouth. I literally told her, "just go with kathy, and once she is gone we can make a move." And then Michelle starts going to people saying I am in an alliance with Paul and Trevor (which she admits to later). She then changes her mind and starts saying I am on board to blindside Paul (which she still denies). So now I am done with Michelle. If I am going to vote out someone who is 100% a vote with me to save HER, I need to know she isn't going to spread rumors about me. So now I want Michelle gone, and this should be simple because she is targeting Jared. So I just tell Jared. And Jared.... is suddenly fighting to save her. Uh.... huh? So now I want her gone even MORE. And she was going, 100%. Jared was the only one who was not OK with the move. Even Emily was willing to do it. I explain why I want Michelle gone, and how I really REALLY wanted Kathy gone before Michelle opened her mouth. I tell everyone. I tell my good friend Steve, my supposed ally who wants a final 4 with me. And the challenge comes around. We don't want Jared to pile coconuts on Michelle. And you see, I am in this "winners alliance" chat on FB. So Jason says he will give all his coconuts to Steve. And I see an opportunity and say I will as well! Jared agrees, and we don't believe him, but Steve should still get more coconuts than Michelle. So we are good, Michelle is gone, Kathy goes next, and at this point Jared becomes a big target with his idol and cocky attitude. So, everyone piles their coconuts on Steve and he wins immunity. YAY Steve!! The winners alliance again chooses the winner (we pooled answers for the ball challenge that Jared won also). Michelle is going to go home. ... Then Trevor messages me and informs me Drago is going to save Kimmi and ask people to vote out Darrah. I am sorry, aren't I in an alliance with Steve? Doesn't he know Michelle was basically talking crap about me all day? Doesn't he trust me when I say I will stick with him over Darrah? Apparently not. So things go CRAZY. I realize immediately we do not have the numbers to keep Darrah over Kathy. Which, whatever. Adam was my #2 for a long time, but after his days on Markob I never trusted him as much again. But I don't like this. I don't like that Steve can win immunity, eff me over, and then basically tell everyone who to vote out. And in the long term, Adam is better to have around than Kathy, because Adam actually IS around. But what can I do, right? I am one person and Enzon suddenly has all the numbers. You know... the tribe so scared about a Sairo alliance that didn't really exist? When in truth there was an OG Enzon alliance all along seemingly? So Adam is essentially promising me his first born child if I publicly vote to save him, but I don't know if I want to commit game suicide or not. Like I promise him I won't vote him out, and I meant it. I was planning to head right over to my confessional and waste a vote on Kathy. Now, all along Jared is texting me and telling me to vote Kathy, he is voting Kathy. But everyone else from Enzon is saying they are voting Darrah and Jared is too. I assume Jared is lying but keep playing along like the idiot he thinks I am. Finally I text him and say, "Wtf you are telling me Kathy but everyone else is saying Darrah. Did you forget to update me on the plan?" Jared insists he will vote out Kathy because he doesn't "want her on the jury" (bad news about that, Jared). He says get Sairo to vote publicly and he will. I tell him, "it doesn't matter, that will just tie it because Kathy pre-voted Darrah. And I have to wake up for work in 5 hours and cannot sit through a tie to save anyone right now." And he says... "Emily will vote how I want rather than force a tie." I immediately tell Emily what he said. I then tell EVERYONE that Jared is saying he will vote Kathy if I do. Because now my plan is to call Jared's bluff and catch him in a lie. So yes, I publicly vote to save Darrah. Not to save Darrah... he thinks I can sway people, but I was sure he was a lost cause. I vote to save Darrah because I want to catch Jared in a lie. Except... Jared votes to save Darrah too. ???? Listen, this doesn't mean Jared is with me. Honestly, it should mean he made a terrible game move, pissed off his allies, and should be voted out next. Like it should have worked out great... for me! Jared went against Steve, forced Emily to show her cards (although she did vote for him, which was cute, but you know what I mean), and made Trevor look like an idiot when he voted for Darrah to go. I wake up this morning exhausted, but feeling ok. Because now we are going to blindside Jared and it's a whole new game. But... Steve doesn't want to vote Jared. Or maybe he does-- he isn't talking to me. Whatev. Emily seems to want to vote Jared, but not yet. And even Trevor, my number one guy, doesn't want to vote Jared. So... goodbye dreams. Goodbye endgame. ![]() Now I see how this game is going to play out. OG Enzon votes out OG Sairo. I am likely the last to go because of my connections to Enzon (minus Michelle who I have no connection to, really, at this point, and who knows I targeted her because I told her I did and told her exactly why). So, unless I win some immunity, I go out F6. Goodbye, Lill. And honestly, how can I complain? I came into this game having won TWO GAMES IN A ROW. I 100% should have been the first person out. Yet somehow I wasn't. Somehow I made the merge. I made the jury (my goal for this game). I made some new friends, and had fun with old ones. I loved every second of the game. Isn't making F6 an amazing accomplishment for me? It is. Don't get me wrong... I am still playing to get past that point. And I think it's doable. Just more difficult now, seeing how scared everyone is of Jared. Now, I talk to Trevor about wanting Jared gone next. And I am kinda cranky and overtired and probably come off bitchy. And Trevor is like, "I can't go against Enzon and vote with Sairo. I mean I could but." And you know what? If I begged Trevor enough, maybe he would. But how could I? If this really does turn into Sairo vs Enzon I think he has the best shot to win the game. I think he 100% beats anyone on Enzon at the end, and I would be campaigning my ass off for him on the jury. His only competition would be Emily, I think, and I think he still beats her. Trevor is basically friends with everyone. This entire game, everyone has shared all their info with him and he has used that to his (and my) advantage. He is playing everyone and no one has any clue. I hope he wins the game. That being said. Current game goal is to beat Jared. I think this gets me past F6. Maybe not much further past, but past it at least. Everyone is scared of voting out Jared for whatever reason now. But Jared is getting cocky and people are concerned. He basically threatened me saying whichever Sairo turns on the others first will go furthest. The I told him I had a bad feeling in the game. His response?
I am sorry, Jared, did you just flat out tell me this is Enzon to the end? Idiot. So of course told Emily and Trevor about this. Emily starts with her concerns that Jared needs to go sooner than later. She and Steve now know Jared has the idol. They don't know I know, but I think Emily knowing that makes her want to take Jared out long before me. Plus he basically screwed her last night. Also she is scared that he is at the top of your power rankings every week, and she hates not being at the top. So she is ready to make a move, and that would be it. But it won't be next. Which means someone from Sairo goes. Darrah because they wanted her last time? Paul for making that IDIOTIC statement during tribal? Jason because he is actually good at this game? Whoever. Just not me. And then maybe Jared is next. I will say this. Trevor is my number one, despite us being on totally different sides right now, eventually. But Jason has far and away become my number 2. Maybe he is playing me for a fool but I trust him 99.5%. Like Trevor doesn't even know how close I am to Jason. I know people want Jason gone, but I don't want to take him out. I do not want to have to vote against him anytime soon. And now I must read my 8 million messages, included a text from Jared asking if I would give Darrah my idol. No, you dummy, because I was sleeping while you were doing a scavenger hunt. And you have the stupid idol until I vote you out with it in your pocket. ![]() |
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| Kimmi | Aug 30 2015, 04:04 PM Post #4 |
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When did I say you were up to blindsiding Paul? Who told you this & when? I'd love to go back to my messages & read that. My guess would be Greg threw that bone to you. |
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| Lill | Aug 30 2015, 07:43 PM Post #5 |
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I can't 100% remember who told me this but someone def did. I would have to go back through old messages. First I heard you said I WANs aligned with Paul, and I think the same day I also heard you said I was blindsiding Paul. Very confusing on my end lol. |
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