| Day 28; surviving the aftermath | |
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| Topic Started: Aug 6 2015, 02:34 AM (12 Views) | |
| Greg | Aug 6 2015, 02:34 AM Post #1 |
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YUSss wuts poppin hullo hullo HULLO So today it was fun talking to people but i also feel like my conversations went no where. Today I mainly talked to jessica and emily, and some drago convo and some jared convos. Then way later on i heard from paul, and even later on i heard from jason who i didnt get to reply to before he went to bed so basically never even talked to jason today.. lmao I want to say everyone was just like dying down like not doing anything but I dont think thats really true. Emily told me she didnt talk to paul or jason all day either... hmm.... The stuff I heard from paul was nice though like we didnt chose a target or anything, i think he said drago is who he wants out, and i told him i want darrah out but he didnt read that part yet. ANYWAYS I hope i didnt fuck up my relationships with them, but i think paul sitll loves me and hopefully jason does too. I dont do anything sketchy like jared does so how could they hate me when jared is still in the game, sure i wanted to vote someone different than them but it was just my preference, and i think it actually looks good that no one but drago and michelle voted that way WITH ME, like i dont look close to emily or jared anymore. OR jared just looks like he ditched us and they are after us, i dont really know. Jessica CONSTANTLY tells me she wants me to win this game and thinks im going to win this game because she thinks that its going to be sairo picked off and then emily drago and jared will all want to take me to the end (which ppl assume is a final 3) I dont know or think this is fully true. Im still paranoid that people are going to catch on to my bullshit that i tell them and lie and be all fake freindly. I also am starting to think that I am lay SO low and being SO FRIENDLy to people which is different then i normally play, that i almost might not win against anyone left.. I feel like EVERYONe has had either an uphill battle, a great move they have done, or the best social game. I think Ive had an easy battle not an uphill one, not that many GREAT moves just chaotic moves such as lane votes, and exposing davids video, as well as the barry vote to weaken lane. But now both david and lane are gone and im kinda out of control now, and then in regards to social game I think me and emily might have the best social games along with jessica, but maybe me and jessica beat emily since she barely talks to jason and paul so its hard its hard Im trying to not look into the future that much BECAUSE it always gets me in trouble, i remember marquesas i had it planned out exactly who i wanted to leave and when, and it happened for like 10 votes but then the vote i got out is when it didnt happen... so im going to just go one at a time. ANYWAYS me and emily have been opening up to each other alot more than normal, she gave me a break down of everyone and i gave a breakdown with everyone. We agreed that we have to pick the right person out next and it has to happen in the right order so we always have the majority lol, but that jared is the one to watch out for, we both agree that he cant make it to final 5 cus then hes guaranteed final 4 and then one II win and hes in final 3. He needs to go soon, but after we for sure have numbers without him I dont really know whats happening tomorrow though honestly, i kinda was busy all day and then i talked to jessica and emily those are the only ones that went somewhere. I told them both i would prefer darrah next but obviously jess loves him and doesnt want to lose him like i get it, makes sense, while emily doesnt care lmao. OH JESSICA SAID SOMETHING SO WEIRD TODAY i have to mention it shes like "ugh all ive wanted is to work with you and emily but it sucks being on different tribes because we made different friends" WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE..... like yesterday i was like "ppl think u and emily have a final 2" and shes like "ew i dont want emily getting anywhere near there" so im wondering like... is she lying to me a little??!?!?! WHO KNOWS LMAO THIS GAME IS TOO MUCH IM BEING PARANOID OF MY BESTIE NOW hahahha ugh I wouldnt be shocked if shes been working closely with emily like way closer than i have expected, i would be stupid to think shes ONLY besties with me. Like me and her play people SO GOOD because no one knows how close me and jess are, but she could easily be doing the same with emily except ALSO getting me, like emily might of known about the jared idol way before I did, god I dont know. I told emily that I dont want to push darrah too hard because if ppl dont wanna do it then i cant push it. I NEED TO not stick my neck out there while at the same time not be that floater ass betch that doesnt deserve to win... I need to start orchestrating some moves but its SO HARD BECAUSE if I put myself out there then im scared of leaving.. I just want to do good I just want to do BETTER THAN I NROMALLY do and its making me scared to do anything crazy HOWEVER I think this scared shet in me is making me play SMARTER. I am so worried I dont deserve the win though... im not good at speeches like im SO SCATTERBRAINED that it will be hard for me to explain my social game, at least i would have some days. OKAY GOSH I NEED TO STOP WITH THIS i need to stop thinking THAT FAR AHEAD when I dont even know who everyone is voting TOMORROW. One vote at a time, one vote at a time OK BUT SPEAKING of the future (lmao ew i cant help but think of it) thi sowuld be my IDEAL boot order 9. Darrah 8. Michelle 7. Jared 6. Jason 5. Emily 4. Drago Then it sme paul and jess.. GOSH THIS IS SO HARD, are people going to vote for jess to win a THIRD TIME? A THIRD TIMEEE??????? I dont think paul will have a chance at winning but I could be wrong. Taking jess would be so risky like so risky but she claims she wants me to win and knows all the reasons I should win. Its also crazy that I would be bringing my two closest allies to the end that would probably vote for me if they were in jury. This is so hard, OMG IM FREAKING OUT. Maybe they should be in jury, OH GOD cause k say thats the jury plus kathy, I think Kathy would vote me, Darrah would vote Jess, Jason would vote paul. So then michelle jared emily and drago will decide it. Drago would vote for me emily would vote jess maybe and then jared... me or jess... and then michelle... me or jess probably.. OH GOD THIS IS SO MESSY I dont think I have an easy win against ANYONE if I can even win. Maybe if it was michelle and paul but DAMN thats so awful I cant bring michelle shes so paranoid and annoying game wise its awful ok back to thinking one vote at a time.. we will see if i can get drago or emily to push for a darrah vote to jared tomorrow so that we can just make it happen this time. I talked to darrah today tho to like fix things and he says he doesnt care but damn i cant take that risk he needs to go still... OKAY GOSH we will see what happens... I pray i survive tomorrow! |
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