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Day 29 - WHOS GUNNA LEAVE; F9: Jared, Paul, Darrah, JASON?!
Topic Started: Aug 6 2015, 06:49 PM (32 Views)
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OKAY so I had to get a confessional in before the challenge and ill make sure i do a big one tonight too so i have one for the next deadline assuming im still here... but this day has been FUCKED

SO i wake up at 8 in the morning (betch I SLEEP TILL LIKE 11 WHAT IS THIS SCAM) to a call from drago. I didnt answer but when i actually woke up i checked his voicemail and a ton of messages from him and emily, saying how everyone wants to vote jared now, like everyone, and then i also had some from jess saying the same thing.

So then they all got busy for the day and I talked to adam lots, as well as paul and jason some today.

NONE of them talked about the jared vote. None of them. Adam was like "what do u think about a drago vote" and jason and paul all were like "yeah i think its darrah"

There is this giant STIGMA around me that I foudn about through emily, she told me jason is scared to mention the jared vote to me because out of anyone I would be the one to tell him apparently, and that they asume he has the idol so they cant let him know. So BASICALLY everyone thinks IM SO FOR VOTING DARRAH OUT that i wont do anything else.

I was telling emily my concern because this is so frustrating, it happened in marquesas to me. JUST BECAUSE I WANTED TO SAVE PATRICIA, WOULD HAVE RATHER SOMEONE ELSE LEAVE, DOESNT MEAN THAT I AM ONLY GOING TO DO THAT. I would have voted fucking anyone out, sean, rob, ANYONE to stay, but i got voted out because I PREFERRED To keep patricia over gina or whatever.

NOWWW people are talking like "lets just please trevor and vote darrah or at least tell him were voting darrah and then we can deal with that later" like I DONT WANT DARRAH GONE SO BAD THAT YOU NEED TO JUST SAY THAT TO PLEASE ME

Like do u get what im saying brobst? people are thinking im stubborn and wont vote anyone than darrah, so now people arent telling me much and so on, i dont know how this came about i have no idea. I got fucked last vote and its annoying.

NOWW... the thing is... people want to fucking blindside jared... I can still tell hiim... i can still save him...

Its on my mind.

I want Darrah or Jason to leave... but Jared if he knows... he might vote colby. So I might vote JASON. Can u imagine if everyone votes jared except fo rme and jared, and he uses his idol and then we have to revote on a tie of paul vs jason? that woul dbe fucking funny, i think I could get the votes for jason to leave too LMAO

The reason I would vote jason instead of darrah is to show 1. Jessica that IM NOT hating on darrah on purpose, and this move (telling jared) would piss her off, but i can be like at least its not to get darrah your loyal betch out

2. Darrah has been cute today, and then i can be like "PAUL I HAD TO DO IT TO SAVE YOU ITS THE ONLY WAY" and stuff so paul cant hate me that much, and then jared is sitll in this game and still a target


UGHHH me telling jared would piss alot of people off, im trying to get steve to tell him instead, because then its not my fault. I have been chatting with steve lots and i think right after immunity challenge im gunna tell steve to tell him, or at least tell him myself.. this is so difficult ugh I want jared to use the idol...

IF JARED WINS IMMUNITY i have NO IDEA what will happen.. will people vote darrah just cause? I have no fricken idea... this is so crazy OH GOD OH GOD SO MANY THEORIES SO MANY CHOICES ... I dont want jared to leave... hes such a target and he will continue to be one.. if i can flush the idola nd get him out next then thats fine, if he goes now.. jason/darrah will be around for awhile and they are two people that will be against me soon... i need michelle out soon too...

THIS IS SO FREAKY UGH UGH UGH

I want to do this, i want to tell jared, but I need to play smart and not be a target sitll.. but i need to start making move if i want to win.. so its fucking difficult.

I dont even think jared would stay loyal to me if i told him, he is SO ALL OVER THE PLACE that telling him isnt even to gain his loyalty anymore its just to make ppl want him out still kinda thing. UGH!

The main thing I cant do is lose jessicas trust cause I still need her.

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OKAYYYYYYYYY WOW

So jared won immunity. I had such damn mixed feelings. I love a good blindside and they totally were going to blindside him... HOWEVER

I still have NO IDEA if i would have told him or not, I am thinking that I WOULD HAVE told him. That means if he didnt win it, I would have TOLD jared to play his idol and vote colby. While I vote for Jason (I wouldnt tell him that part) and then I would hope that it became a colby daniel 1-1 tie. CAN YOU IMAGINE LMAO THEY WOULD HAVE DIEDD!!! ABSOLUTELY DIED!!! I would have loved that so much.

BUT ANYWAYS

He won it, so that plan is in the past now, and its PROBABLY the best for my game. People wanted to "please me" and vote darrah out because apparently im so stubborn.. SMH

So yeah ppl started to scramble, and i tried to see if we could get enough votes to send jason out, but no one was biting. I was telling paul how both jared and michelle wanted him to be voted out though. He was kinda freaking out and shit but not too much cus i was like "dont worry we have the votes, its NOT HAPPENING it sNOT HAPPENING" and so on lmao.

Jess seemed super sad that she had to vote darrah, i did offer her a chance to vote jason out but she didnt take it so i didnt do any convincing or anything.

Its fine because DARRAH had to leave, sorry but you had to LEAVE! You were not really on my side, the only markob left is michelle hahahah boo i hope your next, well actually i hope that jared is next. THATS RIGHT I SAID IT

THe whole time people were making the jared plan I personally was scared and stressed, thinking that it was ONE ROUND too soon, because Darrah Jason AND michelle would all still be in the game, three people i dont trust at all. While I dont trust jared, I think (well thought, you wuill see why in a sec) that he trusts me. SO YEAH thats why i was considering telling him about the plan to get him out

ANYWAYS now if jared left this time, michelle would be an easy vote out and so would jason right after that (hopefully)

THE THING IS that I wouldnt be SO anti jared if two things didnt happen

1. If he voted out darrah last round
2. IF HE DIDNT TELL JASON THAT HE WANTS EITHER ME OR PAUL OUT NEXT.

So I got a message from Paul saying that jason just talked to jared ON THE PHONE and that jared told jason that his next two targets are either me or PAUL. so Paul automatically told me this, and he did it because me and him are trying to build our relationship back up, BUT ALSO because he probably wants me on board a jared vote.

WAIT LET ME REWIND, okay so jason and paul didnt tell me about the jared vote last round cus they thought i woudlnt do it and that they would need to not tell me, so then SOMEONE told paul that I ACTUALLY KNEW about the plan, so then paul came to me right before he told me jared said this shit, and was like, sorry id idnt tell you i shouldnt of kept it from you because blah blah i just didnt think u would vote him..

So I SHUT THAT rumor down quick by talking shit about jared, i was just like yeah i heard the plan but didnt know if itwas true so i just planned on voting darrah anyways.

OH YEAH I AM SCREAMING I FORGOT ABOUT THE STRAY VOTE I DID FOR COLBY. THAT WAS LITERALLY THE FUNNIEST FUNNIEST FUNNIEST THING EVER I WAS LAUGHING SO SO SO SOSOOSOS SO HARD I TOOK SOME SCREENSHOTS TO POST IN HERE.

I did that because I wanted Michelle or JARED to take some heat, even tho I keep doing it and its like repetitive at this point, its fucking funny no matter what. NO ONE but maybe JARED thinks its ME!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH

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LIKE SORRY BUT THIS IS SO FUNNY SO SO SO SOSOSOS FUNNY!!!

Jared wrote to me saying he bets its me and im like ebtch if its not u its michelle cus it wasnt me LMAO!!

SO FUNNY I CANT EVEN BELIEVE IT HAHAHAHAHAHAH O M G it is gunna get me in trouble soon, it really is, but its SO FUNNY. Jessica knows cause I told her and me and her were dying laughing about it hahaha.

OKAY ANYWAYS FAST FORWARD back to where I was, I was so mad when paul told me that jared said tht to jason, i wanted to confront jared so bad, like YES IM A HYPOCRITE cus I wanna vote jared this round, BUT LAST ROUND I WAS GOING TO SAVE JARED I WAS GOING TO FREAKING SAVE HIM!!!

I have been working so hard to maintain my fake relationship with him and he does this? like WHAT IS THIS SCAM ARTIST SHET? !!! GET AWAY FROM ME!

SO i asked paul if i should tell jared i know and he said no basically, so then i didnt, but jared came to me shortly after that he told jason that he wants colby out. I was like Oh... i dont think jason is going to vote colby. You should watch what you say to him beacuse he might tell other people, especially what you say to him on the phone.

JARED WAS THEN LIKE "omg i was just on the phone with him" i was like oh shit really? LMAO

I HOPE HE KIND AKNOWS IT WAS A THREAT AND TO FUCK OFF

Ugh anyways I love jared cus we had fun joking about stupid shit after, but DAMN HE HAS TO GO ESPECIALLY IF HES OFFICIALLY THE FIRST PERSON TO MENTION VOTING ME TO PEOPLE

LIKE UGH JARED!! WHY YOU!!!! If you didnt do this to me, i might have even considered telling you this plan too! But now I want your ass OUT!

SO THEN I knew things were rocky with me and paul recently, so i wanted to confess everything to him. I told him that Jared has the idol and that DRAGO told me that, and he was like fuck really?? and like was happy we are on a clean slate. Then my phone died and he went to bed, but then i wrote him a GIANT confession message for him to read tomorrow morning, so i hope he appreciates it and replpies with a bunch of love.

Brobst im telling u Im feeling so vulnerable, when i feel like a target or my name is mentioned i panick so much, and jared did that ot me this round so far and ITS ONLY THURSDAY NIGHT.. we still have to wait till freaking SUNDAY!!! UGH!!!

so yeah anyways I basically confessed my game which i will post in a post right under this which is my giant message to PAUL.

I hope it buys me some points cus i think paul was starting to drift away. I can feel jessica starting to drift away too, but im still telling her everythign such as the stray vote, and then i sent her the message i sent to paul so she knows what paul knows and that I told him shit.

So anyways just to paul so far, I brought up the idea of splitting the votes between jared and michelle, and making them vote each other.

This way if jared does use his idol tha tmichelle will peace the fuck out lmao.

and if he doesnt, we can send jared home.

I dont know if the split vote will end up happening but damn, cause we would have to orchestrate it, say me drago and emily vote michelle, while jess jason and paul vote jared, or something.. we will see lol

I dont want to be too much on the radar but i also am so on the radar now after these MESSY MESSY TWO ROUNDS so im scared.

IT SUCKS BECAUSE usually I go out after 10 votes, which is gunna be SOON! If im subject to my curse, i will get to final 7. I NEED TO BEAT MY CURSE! I also need to beat my best placement which is final 6 hahahaha so DAMN this is difficult.

IM SO STRESSED

I dont see drago voting against me (unless he finds out i told paul that jared has the idol)

I dont see emily voting against me until ppl like jared and michelle and jason are gone

I dont see jess voting against me, which could be my biggest downfall, but i just dont see it, she is so good at making me feel like she wants me to win. she could be lying!

I dont see Paul voting me out after everything I told him tonight (see below)

I dont see Jason voting me out if Paul doesnt want to

I can see Michelle voting out Jared, Colby, or even Me.

I can see Jared voting out Michelle, Colby, or even ME!

SO THIS IS FREAKYYYYYYY I dont think they can get votes, but the idol is whats stressful.

IM STILL PISSED I DONT HAVE IT I NEED TO KNOW THE TIME stamps hahaha i wish i got it man i wish I got it. If i had the idol the rest of this game woul dbe a cakewalk honestly.

So yeah... one of the actual biggest problems going forward though is the thought that JARED COULD WIN EVERY IMMUNITY LEFT.. hes clearly a challenge fucker... but I though jess was too? emily? PAUL??? DRAGO?!?!??! ME>!>!>!>!?!?!?!? Why cant we BEAT HIM!

I really really freaking hope he doesnt win the next one. I do. I need the idol flushed and idc if he even stays or leaves, just the idol needs to be flushed cus thats where I might go out. Or if jared rallys people against me, or jason gets jealous or something, or if paul tells drago what I told him.

GOSH IM WALKING ON EGGSHELLS AND ITS SO SCARY AND SAD AND IM FREAK OUT. I had such a good gaem so far, but i think im paranoid that i havent made enough moves so thats what im trying to low key do but its scary just bringing all this attention tome. I need to RELAX!!

If jared wins Immunity then hopefully michelle goes... and then we have to do this ALL OVER AGAIN for final 7... frick.

We need immunity next round. He needs to lose the next two in a row, or lose the one and then we make him feel comfortable as ASS.

UGH WE WILL SEE

we will see.

I HOPE I CAN SURVIVE :(

Also incase you forgot, if im still around by then, I have a concert to go to on AUG 16 aka next sunday, so that will suck ill not win immunity lmao and then i might not even be able to be there for the vote, imma be getting TURNT soyeah i dunno.

I think thats supposed to be final 5 and when final 4 is chosen, so im frustrated knowing if i make it that far, i mgith go out that day cus i cant fight for myself.

DAMMIT

Jared needs to leave and then i need to be left with all of my friends and then they cant all realize im friends with everyone and vote me out...

I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY until next sunday anyways...

I hope I can at least make it until my bday! Which is next friday the 14!!! we will see!! SUPER FREAKED OUT BUT I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT!!

Okay yeah see below to see my giant confession i sent to paul

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what I said to paul tonight:

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hey im home now
my phone did die
are you goneee
dammit i wish it didnt die i was in the middle of my sentence hahaha
im gunna just write everything out im gunna tell you everything thats been happening because i just feel so stupid for falling for any of it. Just know I always wanted you to be with me, but I think I had my hands in any cookie jar I could, okay so im gunna tell u everything from start to finish because I dont know what I todl you and what I didnt tell you
So pre game jared skypes me and he tells me he wants to be final 2 with me beacuse no one would expect it, and im like oh god, jared is my like worst enemy from marquesas, so YES OF COURSE YES YES JARED YES of course ill be your final 2. So then we started on the same tribe together and I wont lie I was kinda protecting him a bit, like remember I was willing to force a tie for him and everything, the reason I was doing that is because he liked me, he was telling me shit, and he was (and is) such a target that I like HAD to have him around,  I was scared I was a target. At first I was super hestitant about it because he might of just been playing me, but then I think everyone was turning on him that I started to just really trust him you know? I still enjoyed my conversations with you and stuff and they ewre all genuine, only you and jessica know that I voted lane that first time, everyone thought it was jared, so i loved it because he was fuckin taking the blame for it so he was continuing to stay a target before me
so then the new tribes came and people were like "target jared target jared" but In my head im like... k if anyone on this tribe is gunna take me to a final 2 of this tribe say we lost 3 challenges and then swapped, i thought it was jared. So iw anted to keep jared around and it happened, so he kept liking me and telling me everything
then now were at the merge stage, and things have gone all fucked up. The whole game I was scared that jared was making side deals and so on, because on the drop of a hat he would change his target literally out of NO WHERE just be like "yeah so lets keep david around" or "yeah this" andso on. He also started mentioning YOUR name. And Ive been doing EVERYTHIGN I could to make him target jason instead of you, because if hes gunna break one of you up you know that if it HAD to happen i would want you to stay obviously, but jared just never bites he would brush me off
and I think HOENSTLY it might be what started driving me and him apart, the fact that he KNOWS i dont want to vote you out
like he KNOWS that, so i just hope if he does tell jason that I say to vote him out, thats it not like im like "lets target jason" im more like "no dont vote paul, vote jason instead" but I know it would never happen like jared woul dneed people backing him and I dont think people back him
SO ALSOOOO while this was all happening, drago, he started to get close to me too, he kept telling me this and telling me that, so i was feeling really good about him, and then when drago did that move saving michelle, he was like "I seriously need you here, you always hve said you were with me so prove it with this vote" and I knew that if I voted out darrah, someone who never talked to me, it would put drago in my corner SO MUCH like no questions asked, like I think if I told drago "lets do this" he would talk it out with me and consider it, strongly. Now I think Drago is a HUGE target because of his move, and also a huge contender to win, so do i want him to go much farther, no i really dont, BUT he loves me because I stuck with him for that vote, he said "actions speak louder than words" and THATS when he tells me that Jared told him he has the idol
and tahts when I started to fucking freak out. He fucking had the idol and tells drago not me? I think jared had something with drago too, but since he backstabbed drago it made drago realize that he should chose me and not jared, and thats why he told me that
drago told me to please not tell anyone that jared has the idol and shit so yeah im telling you but its cause I trust you and nee dyou lol, its not that there was ever a time where I didnt need you or didnt trust you, i just know that this is the round that ive been waiting for, this is the scary as fuck round where jared needs to go down, he has lied to me and made me feel like his number one and so on, but he was just fucking playing me the ENTIRE time
I feel stupid for going with him and trusthing him but i do think that keeping him around has helped me stay around too especially on enzon, if jare dleft right away i might not have made merge, so it was smart to keep him around but now hes SUCH a threat, and has an immunity idol, and he will lie through his teeth, AND hes targeting me and you, that he needs to fucking GO im sickof his BULLSHIT! So fucking sick of it!
He fucking devastates me im just pissed off lol. like when he first made the deal I didnt believe him but was like yeah keep enemies close, and then is tarted to believe him the more shit happened, and then merge came and its like he was like "BYE!!! BYE ASHY!!! BYE U FUCKER ASS BITCH!!! BYEE ITS A FREE FOR ALL!!! BYE GREG GO DIE!!! BYE!!" thats literally how hes been playing since the merge and im so fucking disgusted
At this point barry woulda been better to keep around them him lol i thought keeping jared around would help me but all its done is hurt me
its blinded me from just working with you guys hahahaha and by you guys i mean you jason and jessica
i always told you that i would come to your side, and i never once didnt mean it, i knew eventually id want to get jared out, but i didnt know id be so angry with him and pissed off at him when it happened
And I wont lie of course its a ltitle scary everyone was saying this "sairo vs enzon" shit, so of ourse its scary when im on one tribe and even tho i love the people on the other tribe, i dont love them all, such as kathy and darrah, so i felt more comfortable voting darrah last round because of that, so now, with that happening, fucking both kathy and darrah are out, the only two things tha tmade me wishy washy and uncomfortable
so now im 100% on board with everythign sairo and thats where I want to be, i want to be on sairo man!!! LIKE PLZ GET ME AWAY FROM THESE TOXIC PEOPLE.
Drago is just like an older version of jared, but as of right now, he is loyal to me beacuse i voted out darrah, so im happy about that, but know that he needs to go soon too. Final four with you jess and jason would be what I want heart emoticon and i fuckin mean it! Im not really going to tell jess or jason too much of all of this because they arent as straight up with me, jess has been a bit off lately she might of been freaked out by the way iw as acting too, but im not gunna tell her this shit really unless i think i should
but the fact that jared is targeting both me and you, im so done with him. so fucking done with him. like hes DEAD to me, but im going to keep him close for now to make him not use his idol, whivh im not even supposed to know about
I fele like im writing a confesional HAHAHAHHAHA but its true im just telling you the scoop. When I said i wouldn tlet people vote you out, i meant it, i just didnt know how to tell you at the time that like drago might listen to me, jared I thought would listen to me, and so on. So i felt that I could keep yous afe. Now im seeing that jared is a fuck ass, and that steve i was right about, but its time to get the FUCK ASS out!
ok i better go cus my boyfriend is super mad im being so busy all the time, but yeah, keep this shet in our FAMILY!! somerled family smile emoticon minus jess and emily, so i guess our BOYS somerled alliance cus we were the only boys hahahahhaha even tho barry was a boy, he was technically a girl BECAUSE PENNY and barry is voted out ok im gunna shut up now I think u get it lol. So im down for a jared vote, if we have to split 3 ichelle 3 jared, we can do so, its literally a fool proof plan, we just need to make sure emily is on board and that drago doesnt get mad i told you about hte idol, but once we get rid of jared idc if drago knows tha ti told you lol, we need to fucking win immunity too, it really matters on that. if for some reason he wins the immunity, i think next time after getting michelle out, we could split the votes between jared like 3 for him, and then 2 for someone like drago OR emily depending who we think we can trust to follow the plan lol, anyways yeah tahts something to think about ok holla holla hope to hear back from u tomorrow i know this is a lot of information but it needed to be said , i dont wanna feel like i need to tip toe around anything anymore or hide anything lol
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Greg,Aug 6 2015
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Like do u get what im saying brobst?


ALWAYS :D
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