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Day 31
Topic Started: Aug 8 2015, 05:00 AM (35 Views)
Lill
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Missed a day, but I really needed a night off.

And now that I took a night off apparently I am Jared's target.



Concerning, because if things stay that way he can just play his idol and take me out unless people wanna split the votes.


Longer confessional later, of course. Headed into work now!
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So, it's pretty quiet on here tonight. On my end anyway.
Of course I had a looooong day at work (emergency cystotomy on a cat at the end of the day, got out almost 2 hours late) and I am literally falling asleep as I type this. That is why a video confessional with have to wait. I will try and do one tomorrow, in case I am voted out on Sunday. I need to get at least one more in!!

So, apparently today Jared is going around telling Trevor and Emily that I can be voted out on Sunday. If they say, "really? who wants to vote lill?" he says "EVERYONE." Then he typically places blame on Jason. Jason is "down down for a lill vote."

Which... whatever.

I don't really think Jared has the numbers... for this specific vote. Because I really do believe that people wants Jared out next, and are on board with that. Now I could be wrong-- Jared is a manipulator. He could convince people. But... these people? All stars? I dunno. Michelle, Steve... both have been quiet with me. I have been busy the last 48 hour with work, but still. I've made a point to check in. Even Jason has been quieter than usual.

But I am still going with my gut which says people want Jared gone. So they won't turn on me quite yet.


But Jared has the idol. So I can be idol'ed right out of this game Sunday if he loses immunity. Which would really be a shitty way to go. But it seems plausible.


But let's say he loses and doesn't play his idol for some reason. He goes home.

Then I think Emily is making the move on me. First off, she has already suggested it to people, so there is that. But beyond that... I knew the time was going to come. I thought maybe she'd at least try and take out the other OG Sairo members first, but nope. And rightfully so-- once Westley the weasel is gone, there is a chance for Lill to have Gina upside and win a challenge or two. And she will not chance that.


I was already emotional about voting Adam out, so I don't want to try and make a move against Emily, although part of me thinks I could. I guess it's gonna be about seeing how Sunday goes, and if I am still here Monday morning... what my odds look like.


NEW TARRAT POWER RANKINGS
(By Lill, in terms of who Lill likes, and completely biased)


1. GREG
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NO JARED I WOULD NOT IF U WERE
IF U WERE ID PUSH U INTO A VOLCANO
like i wanna puke at what jared said to me tonight
let me show u
ew i hate my replies to him cus i said i woul ddo whatever he wants but u know me thats me just playing into his bossy ass ways where he thinks everyone will do what he wants

Greg will forever and always be my number one, and when this game is over, he will have been the only person I completely trusted from day one until the end. Jared tells Emily that Trevor would vote me out if they did, and this is his response to me about that. I love it. He cracks me up, keeps me entertained, and feeds me information like crazy.

I also said very early on that I wouldn't write Greg's name down unless it was to win the game. And I still stand by that. Of course, I don't even think I'll be in the game long enough for that opportunity to present itself, but still.

There is the chance for a #TeamHot f3 still, like we talked about so early on. It's just going to be a lot harder to get there now. But if Jared goes and Trevor is willing to vote with the OG Sairo members... He's definitely sitting in the F2. And I probably go out the way of Flicka at 3.


(Am I kidding myself in thinking people would let me get to F3? I don't know. But what I do know is that there were four winners in the game on night 1, and there are four winners left in the game on night 31.)


2. DANIEL
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Yeah haha
I feel a little bad that literally everything Jared tells me I turn around and tell someone else but then again it's exactly what he does, too, so I feel less bad

Do you see a theme in the conversations I am having with people? The anti-Westley movement is in full force.

Anyway, maybe Jason is running back to Jared with everything I say like Enzon is suspicious of. Maybe he is trying to vote me out like Jared says. But either way I have decided to trust him, and there is no turning back at this point. If he was gonna screw me over, he already has. And if he did, good for him, because I really have been telling him almost everything (minus my relationship with Trevor, and exactly how much Emily and I talk).

I think Jason is with me until the end, or at least as close to the end as you let a 2 time winner get, anyway.

And when this is all over, I am glad we got to chat. I think we will be friends long after All Stars 2.


3. COLBY
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Yeah, I told Trevor that Jared was thinking of targeting him. He was NOT happy. Like really pissed off. And he opened up more, I actually feel a lot better about him being with us. I really think it does put him on our side for good.

Colby and Cochran are two different players. And I have cut Colby some slack because I love Cochran so much.

Paul has just not really been around much to talk any strategy at all. This is probably why I bonded with Jason so much. Which is funny because I originally wanted Jason gone to make sure Paul was all mine.... lol.

I don't think Paul is against me, but I do think he has done a few things that were more like General in Marquesas than Cochran... like his comment during the TC when Kathy went home about the "Sairo alliance." He also put himself in this weird situation with Trevor where they didn't talk as much and Trevor saw it as them drifting apart. I know it's hard when you are on diff tribes, but it's doable.

Paul and I have talked a lot about the fact that we are always good, and it's more important to make sure other relationships are stable. We did that in Scotland, and it worked fine. We'd have like one check in per voting period, discuss everything that had been going on. Our relationship has been similar this game. But this is something he and I discuss, and both feel comfortable with. Paul's problem is that he fell into a similar thing with Trevor I think. And that didn't work for them, so neither trusted the other.

Paul is an awesome guy, great friend, great ally. I trust him more than Jason, but I told strategy more than Jason. Thus, their placement. They could really flip flop.


(and now things get weird, because I don't trust anyone else left in the game, even a little.)


4. KIMMI
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Jared has always been in my radar. You know that. But, it seemed it was never the right time for everyone else. So, yeah, I'm on board for it-100%  Adam told me his name & then he said he would message you Jason & Paul were on board. I never spoke wih them about that.

This jump up in the power rankings is courtesy of Darrah from beyond the grave.

And also because what choice do I have?

Steve is loyal to Emily, who wants me out as soon as Jared's gone. So that gives me limited options. And it suddenly makes Kimmi (the one person in the game I DIDN'T have an alliance with, mind you) a VIP for Lill's game.

If Darrah & Kimmi really had a bond like Darrah said they did, if I can really trust Kimmi like Darrah says I can... well, I need to really start talking to Michelle and trying to make stuff happen. Of course she seems to be very busy this weekend (perhaps RL busy, perhaps busy thinking about her voting confessional when she writes my name down), which makes things difficult.

But, dammit, I am going to try!


5. ANDREA
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It was kinda funny with your name in particular, cuz I'm like "who would vote Lill, I haven't heard her name at all" and I then said that could be cuz people think we're close. And then he said "EVERYONE" says your name and "EVERYONE" wants you out and we could have the numbers to do it. I tell Trevor this cuz he's online and he said no one has said your name. So Jared is just BS-ing me and making it sound like I'm out of the loop and everyone in the game has been wanting you out. Like he's just making stuff up!
He also says "lol" after every lie he says haha

First off, she is 100% right about Jared's "tell." He does type "lol" every time he tells a lie.

Emily should really be at the bottom of my power rankings since I know for a 100% fact that she wants to take me out after Jared. But I just can't help myself. I love her. lol. We always have great conversations. We make fun of people, we talk strategy, and it's wonderful. She is such a good talker and she is so good at this game. I can't be mad at her for wanting to target me (although I can try my best to ruin her plans) because I think it's a good move for her. Emily is another person I'd have a hard time voting out (although I would), but that I'd be happy to vote for to win the game.

So, do I trust Emily at all? No.

But at least I like her, and at least she is making an effort.


5. DRAGO
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Jess, you are the best.. I know tonight was a hard vote because Adam was a friend. I have said it in my confessional before.. people are going to get hurt in this game. It is bound to happen. Yes, let's talk!

So that's an old message from Drago. Why, you ask? Because it's the only message he has sent me since Darrah was voted out.

Have I messaged him you ask?

"I knew I was never going to the end of the game with Adam and I have trusted him less for awhile. But it did suck bc regardless of all that he is my friend. And I know he was really upset. Votes only get harder from here!"

"Hey! So told my fiancé I'd watch a movie with him (as survivor has dominated my life the past month) so I won't be around much tonight. But I'll be available most of the weekend!"

"So, just checking in quickly on my lunch break to say hello! Doesn't seem like much went on last night, but then again I could have just missed all the fun. :) "

"Checking in.... No one seems to be around tonight.
My plans for the next vote are still the same, although now I am hearing a lot of names (including mine) being thrown out. I think Jared has mentioned targeting everyone.
I have the feeling he will play his idol sunday and maybe a couple of votes should go toward another target just to make sure he doesn't choose who goes home.
Because at this point, I am certain he has it!"

I am starting to feel like Miss Foxy Tasha when LJ stood her up in Cagayan.

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What else is there to say? I once thought Steve was way at the top of my list, loved talking to him, really wanted to work with him long term.

And now... radio silence.

...


7. WESTLEY
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Also no one expects a move at 8. Who would you want out most? That would determine who we should try to pull as our fifth.

What can I say that I haven't already. Westley the weasel, Paschal is a snake, I've already said it all about Jared before, and it all stays true in this game. He pushes me for a name so he can run back and tell that person I am targeting them. In the meantime he is busy telling people that the target is on me.

He has the idol, he's good at challenges... honestly, he should have been a target way earlier. I think everyone wanted to target him, maybe, but they were too afraid. And now we may have lost our chance. He still has an idol to play, plus he is probably the best left in the game at challenges. Hence why he wanted Darrah out.

Jared could totally win out to the end.

Now that is a scary thought.





And I think that's it for tonight. I am falling asleep as I type. And I am hoping more people are around tomorrow to strategize with, or Gina really needs to make an appearance at the challenge.

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Oooooh!!!

AND STEVE IS ONLINE RIGHT NOW!!!


Like, not even just on FB. This guy is on the board, which means he is actually on a computer, doing Survivor-related stuff!

And still. No. Messages.

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Soooooo many good gifs of Tasha being stood up. <3


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Lill,Aug 8 2015
09:07:29 PM

......and I am literally falling asleep as I type this. That is why a video confessional with have to wait.


A Video Confessional of someone literally falling asleep at their keyboard ~ now THAT would be funny.

I almost did the same thing a few nights ago when I pulled like 36 hours or so between this and a shoot. :)
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Confessional uploading now, and I stayed awake the WHOLE TIME.

I almost fell asleep at 8pm my time last night. Today I took a nap so I am feeling good!

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