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Day 42 - I DID IT! I WON THE F4 CHALLENGE; bye lill :( & westley is an ASS
Topic Started: Aug 20 2015, 04:34 AM (27 Views)
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WHAT A FREAKING NIGHT

I would have wrote this earlier but I had to go back and do some work for my job after the challenge and now im just absolutely exhausted

FREAKING DRAINING DOING THAT COMPETITION

It was probably awful to like look at all the answers too like staring at the times and stuff, freaking just so draining I feel like hahaha.

It lasted like about 3 hours or something right??! My timer had 3 hours and 6 mins but that included the breaks where we werent posting hahahaha

but damn, still, thats so much!

DAMN so crazy

It got SO INTENSE near the end, when I was on the skype saying that I was tired and its gunna get me out and all that stuff I was being serious, i felt like my hands were shaking and I was dying and going to slip up and my internet felt like it was getting slower

I WAS LITERALLY a hysteric mess, complete mess.

When we had to do the outwit Outplay OUTLAST thing (ew i cant even write that anymore cus it makes me want to barf now) I just kinda kept going ang going and going and just concentrated, was really stressed and had a headache, but kept going, and going, and going, and going, and going, for what felt like forever.

Then we got to the final phase and colby and andrea got out right away basically, I started to freaking PANIC.

I saw on the corner of my eye Lill write Outwit instead of outwit so i assumed she lost

but then i was just freaking out for a good chunk of time, just kept sending it and sending it and sending it because i didnt know if what i saw was right or anything and in my head im like OMG PLEASE LET THIS END PLEASE THIS HAS TO END PLEASE I CANT KEEP DOING THIS PLEASE GOD PLEASE I SWEAR SHE MESSED UP PLEASE GOD, but i kept going and going and going and going until the thread was locked, it felt like i messed up so many times, but i dont even know if I did, I know clearly she messed up before me or else i wouldnt of won, but I dont know if I even messed up at all! Even tho the thing still went like 20 pages past when she messed up! So thats kinda cool to think that i didnt mess up, i obviously didnt check my times tho i might have messed up sometime between after lill messed up and when we stopped, but it just felt good to freaking win that

I felt so bad when it was me and jess, i knew that i kinda had one up on her but also one down beacuse i was mentally exhausted, but i still freaking did it. I freaking BEAT HER.

If she would have won that, I would have been probably still in F3, HOWEVER, the jury would have voted for Jess. Theres nothing I can do about that, I wanted my friend to be at the end with me, i really did, and there was times i was like "wutever winning doesnt mean anything i should bring her" but then i snapped out of it and thought that I deserved this myself. I really feel like I do.

So i voted her out, she seemed sad, but she knew it. Shes probably pissed, but also she HAS to understand, she even knows how good she is.

I told her that i needed to do it to complete my story and shes like "were like neda and jon from BBCAN2 im neda and your jon" in my head im like... WHATTT! Basiclaly if u havent watched it, neda was the mastermind, she did everything, while jon was like the dumb one who didnt know the game and then jon got her out by winning the last HOH and beat her, and her speech was like "tell me a move you made that WASNT mine"

its kinda funny cus thinking about it now im like hahah yeah im like goofy so i could be jon, but i do think sh ehas to give me more credit than that, i freaking did alot in this game, and had alot of enzon votes before i even met up with jess, i ahd alot to overcome before even fully working with her, and we didnt even work together right away like we voted differently and wanted different things

ANYWAYS

shes gone, im here, i have a chance

OR DO I.....

FUCKING JARED idk if hes even ALLOWED TO TALK TO ME or if im ALLOWED TO TALK TO HIM but hes so annoying im SO MAD AT HIM. I think it was a day or two ago jess told me that jared told her, that hes making a "bitter jury" thread in the jury like saying for people not to be bitter jurors or something.

Something like that, so anyways, i forgot what i was saying but what i just said will be relevant when you read my convo with jared i will post under this post.

BASICALLY IM SO ANGRY AT JARED because right after I won immunity he wrote to me. He hasnt wrote to me since he left, and i know he has been writing to emily and jessica. So yeah he wrote to me (this is kinda petty but i was sad when he didnt even wish me a happy birthday :( I legit felt bad voting him out and stuff but he had to go, and i felt he hated me, and clearly he does) anyways he wrote to me first time today right after I got immunity and asked who i was voting, i wasnt really sure if i should ignore him or what but i also didnt want him to hate me, and he basically shoves it in my face that hes going to vote for emily to win even when jess goes, and i kept trying to be like just wait and see, wait for my speech, i deserve it too, blah blah like cutting him off basically or shooing him away beacuse i dont like talking to jurors like that, i think its not fair, all of the F3 should have an equal chance so the fact hes heckling me like this pisses me the fuck off, and its like hes doing it to shove it in myf ace hes voting emily

BASICALLY hes the most fucking bitter juror ON THAT JURY or on ANY JURY FUCKING EVER, and he is on some power trip where he thinks im at his mercy, i wasnt even being rude to him and he wrote "dont be mean you won tget votes that way" like he think shes SO FUCKING COOL

SHUT

THE

FUCK

UP

JARED.

SERIOUSLY!!!!!

I have played two games with you and fucking WHOOPED YOUR ASS IN BOTH OF THEM

I DONT KNOW HOW YOU WON A GAME, IF I WAS IN THAT ONE YOU WOULDNT OF EVEN TOUCHED CLOSE TO IT. You make me so mad

He did say he was drunk tonight but I dont care, you are SO RUDE.

You are shoving shit in my face when I KNOW i fucking should get your vote out of ANYONE.

I damn manipulated him SO SO SO SO HARD right from the start, and he cant handle the fact that im better than him.

I get it if u want to be bitter, go fucking be bitter, but dont come to me trying to rub it in my face that i wont have your vote. such an ass.

ANyways I hope this doesnt get him in trouble like i hope hes not breaking rules by talking to me or im breaking any by talking to him, if you say anything to him it might just make him hate me more and for sure not vote for him cus its like i ratted him out, but i just needed to vent a little bit lol.

im still going to try and get his vote, i have a GIANT SPEECH TO WORK ON, im going to start tomorrow by going through all of my confessionals. all of them. and write down the move or two that I did that round or day that I think is impressive. I need to write down all the stuff I did over emilys head and made her do and so on, i need to discredit her game if I want to win. I need to find stuff for paul too, i cant just assume he will lose, i need to have stuff to use against him too.


I KNOW I CAN DO THIS

I KNOWWWW I CAN DO THIS

I really hope I have jessicas vote after all of this... i freaking need it.

I also need kimmis vote, dragos vote, and basically darrahs vote too.

Like for sure jason votes paul

98% jared votes emily unless my speech is good (OH BY THE WAY IF PEOPLE DONT LISTEN TO MY SPEECH AND JUST MAKE THEIR DECISIONS BEFORE THEY SEE MY SPEECH ILL BE SO MAD AND FEEL SO FREAKING ROBBED)

Anyways thats 1 paul 1 emily

five votes - drago jessica darrah kathy kimmi

I need at least 3 of those to make a tie, so im hoping for jessicas and steves, and with jessicas might come darrahs, and even kathys... but everyone says kathy will just vote paul... and then theres kimmi... who I stood up too.. and she thinks im funny.. i think kimmi will vote striahgt up who deserves to win who played the best game, i hope she doesnt vote andrea just cause of girl power, and she hell isnt voting paul she isnt.

AHH i need kimmis vote too


THIS IS SO SAD IM SO SCARED IM SO SO SO SCARED

I want to fucking win and be like FUCK YOU JARED go fucking vote emily and fucking make yourself look like a bitter FOOL!

Okay deep breaths, i can do this, I CAN DO THIS

Anyways below is my fb convo with jared tonight, be prepared to puke beacuse hes so mean

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Jared Updike
congrats on final 3 buddy
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:10pm
Trevor LeBlanc
thanks jared heart emoticon
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:11pm
Jared Updike
Are you voting Jess she said it's 100% her lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:12pm
Trevor LeBlanc
yeahhhhhhh
I am
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:12pm
Jared Updike
lmao
smart move I would vote for her to win LOL
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:12pm
Trevor LeBlanc
yeah thats cause you dont know the full story yet tongue emoticon
shes going to go into the jury house and say things but wait till the speeches before you make a choice
thats all ill say hahhaha
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:14pm
Jared Updike
Lol I'm voting for Emily dude  but I'll listen to the speeches
except for Paul's I won't even consider him for one second
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:14pm
Trevor LeBlanc
voting for emily lol
just wait
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:14pm
Jared Updike
Yeah you fucked me over lol why would I vote for you
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:14pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I will drag her through the mud more than you can imagine
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:15pm
Jared Updike
hell yes please do
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:15pm
Trevor LeBlanc
she fucked you over before i did
just wait for the speech
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:15pm
Jared Updike
True
ok I'm open to things
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:15pm
Trevor LeBlanc
dont tell me ur voting emily cus i cant explain myself unti FTC
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:15pm
Jared Updike
except Paul lol fuck Paul
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:15pm
Trevor LeBlanc
just wait
i dont wanna seem like a cheat lol
just have an open mind
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:15pm
Jared Updike
it's open ID no ones a cheat
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:15pm
Trevor LeBlanc
i know i know
just wait tho
i have an uphill battle at FTC
but i know what i need to proove
and i know i can do it
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:16pm
Jared Updike
ok well
I'm mad at your more than anyone so be aware lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:16pm
Trevor LeBlanc
i want you to bring it hard
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:16pm
Jared Updike
I'm drunk btw
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:16pm
Trevor LeBlanc
beacuse ill bring it right back lol
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:17pm
Jared Updike
Lmao don't be mean that won't get you votes dude
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:19pm
Trevor LeBlanc
im not going to be mean
im going to be truthful
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:21pm
Jared Updike
your fallen comrades pissed me off lol I legitimately
thought we were F2
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:21pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I will make sure my speech goes towards you like alot
beacuse you were my rock this game
just wait
i love you for real tho
just know that lol
like im serious hahaha
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:26pm
Jared Updike
I do know that but you fucked me hard buddy and not the good kind lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:27pm
Trevor LeBlanc
lmao jared
i have SO MUCH to say
and i could go into it right now
but I want you to wait
so I can make sure everyone else hears it
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:29pm
Jared Updike
Well you'd better cuz that's all I'm gonna ask about
lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:30pm
Trevor LeBlanc
lmao what u mean
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:30pm
Jared Updike
When I vote for a winner all I care about it how they treated me yknow
awk in this game tho cuz everyone blindsided me
fuck all y'all LOL
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:31pm
Trevor LeBlanc
i cared about you so much jared
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:31pm
Jared Updike
nah you would've told me to play the idol like you promised you were going to heart emoticon
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:32pm
Trevor LeBlanc
they wanted to vote you out the round before
but you won II
and i was going to tell you i straigh tup
was going to backstab everyone who trusted me
to tell you
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:32pm
Jared Updike
But you didn't brah
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:32pm
Trevor LeBlanc
but you won immunity
and then the round after that
you told jason you wanted me out
so it made me be like... hmmm
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:33pm
Jared Updike
Nah Jason told me he wanted you out
like why not be like "hey did you say this to Jason"
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:33pm
Trevor LeBlanc
you were too sneaky and you know it
i wont believe you until jason says it
that he said it first
you didnt tell me
it goes both ways
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:34pm
Jared Updike
I was sneaky I the wrong ways yeah. That tanked my game lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:34pm
Trevor LeBlanc
if you were looking out fo rme you would have told me
that he said that
so you cant hate me for doing what you did to me, but better
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:34pm
Jared Updike
Well if I told you, I would've had to vote Jason before Paul!
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:34pm
Trevor LeBlanc
im gunna put this convo on pause i could talk to u all night like i could, and i want to, but i think its only fair
to wait for the speech
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:35pm
Jared Updike
ok deal
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:35pm
Trevor LeBlanc
just please go in with an open mind
i know you posted in the jury about bitter juries
please lead the charge and be not bitter! lmao
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:35pm
Jared Updike
I am definitely open to voting for you but Emily is my first choice LOL
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:35pm
Trevor LeBlanc
Why though?
why her
because your mad at me?
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:36pm
Jared Updike
I'm mad at her too
but I trusted you way more
100%
which is a little ironic but
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:36pm
Trevor LeBlanc
Thats why you should vote fo rme
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:36pm
Jared Updike
maybe
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:36pm
Trevor LeBlanc
just wait
like literally just wait
it will all make sense
you will see my strategy
right now i look stupid and dumb
but pleaseeee just wait
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:37pm
Jared Updike
I will!! Totally open to things man
I love this game
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:37pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I have alot to say
and im going to make sure i take every possible second i can to make it perfect
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:39pm
Jared Updike
Good
Seriously I love the game man I'll vote for who I think is right
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:40pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I know you do heart emoticon
I just hope you think its closer than you made it seem cus u made it be like "im voting emily bye" lmao
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:42pm
Jared Updike
I mean I'm gonna prevote her yknow
she screwed me over less LOL
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:42pm
Trevor LeBlanc
that doesnt sound like a fair idea
just cause you got screwed over less doesnt mean she played better
thats too personal!
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:43pm
Jared Updike
The jury is 100% personal that's what my post was about lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:43pm
Trevor LeBlanc
gosh lol
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:45pm
Jared Updike
The power lies with the jury my man just like jiffy lube always says
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:46pm
Trevor LeBlanc
lmao
it does
i just hope that my speech is good enough
I know thats wha tit comes down to
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:50pm
Jared Updike
I dunno could already be decided
FYI I don't know who everyone else is voting for
Jason's voting Colby Kathy prob is too
dumbasses
2 votes for the goat
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:50pm
Trevor LeBlanc
Its not really fair it makes me so angry
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:50pm
Jared Updike
lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:51pm
Trevor LeBlanc
if people dont listen to my speech of course i dont have a chance
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:51pm
Jared Updike
they will man
no one is decided
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:51pm
Trevor LeBlanc
i play in the background
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:51pm
Jared Updike
I'm prob the MOST decided between you and em
like Colby is getting 2 votes and that's it the other 6 are you guys
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:51pm
Trevor LeBlanc
theres only 7 votes
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:52pm
Jared Updike
wait what
ok well Colby is getting 2 lol
still can't win
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:52pm
Trevor LeBlanc
this is rough lol
i literally want to tell u my whole game but i know it has to wait
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:53pm
Jared Updike
you can tell me some things
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:53pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I was with jessica before the game started
I got her to tell me everything about you her and emilys deals
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:53pm
Jared Updike
but the fact that you never believed in our final 2 pisses me off bc I was 100% you you'll see in my confessional
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:53pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I used that to message you pre game in order to make you think I like you and want to work with you
I manipulated you from the start
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:54pm
Jared Updike
I know I'm pissed lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:54pm
Trevor LeBlanc
Who do you think the votes were?
Who do you think got blamed for it?
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:54pm
Jared Updike
for what?
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:54pm
Trevor LeBlanc
the stray votes
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:54pm
Jared Updike
you lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:54pm
Trevor LeBlanc
I was keeping you close beacuse I knew that I could use you
I could do my devil ways
and have it be blamed on you
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:55pm
Jared Updike
yeah I'm definitely not voting for you lol
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:55pm
Trevor LeBlanc
lol jared!
just because I manipulated you doesnt mean you should hate me fo rit
Jared Updike
8/19, 9:55pm
Jared Updike
you're not getting the reads on me my mang
Trevor LeBlanc
8/19, 9:55pm
Trevor LeBlanc
The thing is im not going to suck up
im not going to tell you this or that
im not going to lie to you im going to tell you what I did
and I think it was great
you need to think this weekend on why you even trusted me in the first place
when I did you so wrong in marquesas
Its because I was able to say the right things to you
you cant hate me for that
thats playing the game
Jared Updike
8/19, 10:03pm
Jared Updike
yeah you don't understand me at all lol
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I just read it again, hes so stupid

just the way he says it too

like "yeah im def not voting u"

or liek basically starts the convo like "im voting emily"

LIKE STOP YOU ARE EMBARASSING

LITERALLY THE DEFINITION OF A BITTER JUROR LIKE YOU LOOK RIDICULOUS AND TACKY AND TRASHY!

people look down on people like that jared, you think you are so great but you go and be bitter and ruin your look.

What a shitty look.


ANYWAYS :)

ALls good alls good, i get to be in a FTC and ill try my heart out and focus on the people who might vote for me, and try my best!

All I know is I beat jared :)

Tomorrow ill start on dat speech! its gunna take me a few days i know it hahah

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Obviously any off-board chatter that like that a regular game of mine would be a MAJOR issue.

But my All-Stars games are open season, so really anything goes. I can't police any of that and everyone can talk.


P.S. I've spent most of the night editing this really cool video montage of you guys doing the Final Endurance Challenge.
I must admit it turned out pretty cool. Especially once I found the perfect dramatic underscoring to use. :D
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BROBST,Aug 20 2015
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Obviously any off-board chatter that like that a regular game of mine would be a MAJOR issue.

But my All-Stars games are open season, so really anything goes. I can't police any of that and everyone can talk.


P.S. I've spent most of the night editing this really cool video montage of you guys doing the Final Endurance Challenge.
I must admit it turned out pretty cool. Especially once I found the perfect dramatic underscoring to use. :D

I do t know what underscore means but it sounds AWESOME!!!!!

You are literally the best host like for real hands down man!!

I didn't talk as much as o normally do in skypes Cus I was so focused hahahaha
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I FORGOT i really wanted to post this last night but i was too cared away in jared drama (which doesnt feel as dramatic today i was just really like emotional last night i think lmao and just delusional)

anyways first of all i asked emily what underscoring is so now i know

and second of all last night i asked emily to describe her feelings during that challenge after she got out and she sent me this i love it, i still looked so weak and so dumb up until the last second of this! I need to change that at FTC thats for sure but anyways look at this hahaha:

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I escaped Skype because I couldn't even watch you guys go at it, I was so devastated. I was CONVINCED Lill would win that challenge, and I laid down on my bed and Paul and I texted how Lill is gonna win, and blah blah blah, and I wrote a confessional entry about how Lill is gonna win her 3rd game, and then all of a sudden I saw that I got a message on Skype from Jess, asking if I was kicked off or if I logged off...and then I was like OMG the challenge is over...and I went to click on the "last post" page to see the image, and braced myself for a Scottish "LILL WINS IMMUNITY" photo with the man with the creepy horse thing, and then When I saw "GREG WINS IMMUNITY" my heart rate shot through the roof and I started dancing and screaming and Paul and I texted OMG to each other and were freaking the freak out
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