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Round Twelve
Topic Started: Dec 3 2013, 01:55 AM (59 Views)
Ghandia
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Single digits, yay :) My new goal is f6.

I knew Abi wasn't leaving tonight, but at least we got her to flush her idol. It was win/win, either she left or used up an idol. Losing Tyson fucking sucked ass, though.

Trying to do a little bit of damage control with Abi.

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you voted for me lol

Ghandia
 

I was part of that very botched plan, but I knew you had the idol and were fine.  I even told you to play it.  I wanted Jeff to leave.  I'm sorry, I should have told you but I know you guys are super tight.  It's just that Jeff doesn't really talk to me, he hasn't answered a PM from me in a couple days and I didn't trust him.  I didn't see Tyson as a threat, I knew he didn't have an idol, and it seemed like an opportunity to take out somebody who I felt like was probably against me.  I'm sure you're pissed at me and I'm sorry for lying to you, I just knew you wouldn't vote for him.

Abi
 

see i am not believing that because if you are wanting jeff out then why are you voting for me? is seeming more convoluted than that and that you are really wanting me out along with stephanie.

Ghandia
 
I voted for you knowing it would be thrown out.  I told you to play the idol, obviously I knew votes for you weren't going to count.  I just thought it'd be a way to get Jeff out without having to get my hands dirty.  If I somehow do make it to the end, I don't have a single fan on the jury right now, it would have been nice to not been involved with betraying somebody and costing them their game.

Abi
 

see i am the same way. everyone that is leaving the game is hating me and yet everyone still in the game is obsessed with getting me out. is it not so obvious that it is impossible for me to win? i am just looking for anyone to be loyal to me, i have not betrayed a single person in this, but everyone has been after me for forever and i do not understand it.

Ghandia
 

Abi, look. To be perfectly blunt with you, there's no point in being against you. It'd be a losing battle. You have a lot of fucking power in this game, you have had two idols, and a solid ally with another one. I want to get to the end, and being on your side is the path of least resistance. Obviously, that's not the most romantic and lovey-dovey alliance that's ever existed. laugh.gif But it's practical and logical and there's no need to betray each other. And since I'm being 100% honest with you, if I got to the end with you then I do think that I stand a chance against you. People are mad at me, but they're more mad at you. laugh.gif You've now sent home six people in a row, including the entire jury thus far, who have been against you. Obviously you can do it. Obviously I don't want to be added to that count.

Hopefully you don't take this as me being a bitch or anything, because I honestly have no ill will towards you at all. I want to get to the end, and I think that because of the kind of game you're playing, I at least have a chance of making it further by being on your side. I'm not out to be a courageous martyr and take down the Goliath of the game. I just want to get through it, I don't feel the need or have the desire to be making huge moves that put me in the spotlight.

And this is probably the most honest PM I've written in this game. Hopefully you can see something to respect in that somewhat.
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So you want to go to the end with Abi? You think you CAN beat her?
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Ghandia
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lolno

Although it is the way part of me thinks, most of that was some varying degrees of bullshit. I didn't want Jeff out (not that I'd care if he left), I do want Abi out, I don't want to go to the end with her, I don't want to coast through the game, and I do want to make moves. I was just hoping it'd be an explanation she could identify with and respect so that she won't turn her sights on me. I would be devastated to lose Stephanie, but ultimately it's better for me that Abi's fixated on her instead of me.
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3rd December 2013 - 07:21:30 AM
lolno

:<3
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Ghandia
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This is how I'm thinking the votes went down:

Abi: Ghandia/Steph/Alicia
Jeff: Pete/Tyson
Tyson: Abi/Jane/Marcus
Marcus: Dreamz (fucking die please you piece of shit)
Alicia: Jeff

That's the only way it makes sense. Meaning that Marcus didn't follow through, either. He and Dreamz are fucking scum. Maybe now that Tyson is gone he'll stop fucking obsessing over him, but maybe we should just give Dreamz what he wants and vote out Marcus. They both fucking suck. I thought I could count on Marcus and he fucked me over tonight.

The only alternative I can think of is that Maybe Marcus was an idiot and self-voted, and Dreamz was the third vote for Tyson.

On my death list: Abi, Dreamz, Marcus
My eventual death list: Jeff, Jane I guess
People I trust: Pete, Alicia, Steph

People I miss like crazy: Tyson :cry
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So you understand my thought process and don't think I'm a raging lunatic, I saw things break down on my end at least around 5 minutes prior to the vote. Tyson said he didn't think the vote was going right which caught my attention, and Pete came to me saying no one was messaging him. At that point, I hadn't even heard from you yet or Stephanie to know the vote was confirmed, so I stray voted for Marcus because of rumors I heard. I ended up being right in my suspicion because Marcus in fact actually voted against Tyson.

The gossip police are trying to spin this that I am not here to play the game and I'm unreliable at votes. My stray vote the night I couldn't get to a computer because I was being a DD to my drunk friends + the Marcus vote are good things to point at if you want to make that argument. My counter is the other 7-9 tribal councils where I was reliable and did vote in line for the right player. I feel both my votes that are in question have a more than valid excuse.

Now looking at tonight, you don't have to stress with me the importance of this next vote. I already talked to Alicia, Stephanie, and Pete and told them I am on board with whichever of the four between Abi, Jeff, Jane, and Marcus that you want to vote for. My preference would be Abi and I'm sure its the same for you all too.

I've been with Alicia for most of the game now, I have talked to Stephanie since day one, and I've had a great connection with Pete and by extension you since at least the Colton vote. You are the players I want to play with. Besides Abi, I have never had a conversation with any of the other three players on that side. Stephanie and Alicia have asked me to vote with you guys and now that I know we have a solid group and a solid plan with solid people, you can count me on board to final 5. As far as I'm concerned, each one of them need to go down in a line. Abi is too big of a threat, Jane has an idol, Marcus is too sneaky to keep around any long than that, and Kent is the ultimate goat that someone would want to take as a vote and drag to the end, making him a dangerous weapon for everyone here.



These people are going to keep putting their trust in Dreamz and he's going to keep betraying them. Sending a long PM doesn't mean that he's turned over a new leaf, it means that it's f9 and it's time to play harder. He's just going to run any plan back to Abi, and the people that are with me are going to keep feeding info to him because he wrote them a long message that sounds somewhat sincere. I don't even know how to combat my own alliance's stupidly placed trust.

Pete is one of those. He's becoming a problem. He's seen as being so tight with Abi that nobody actually trusts him to not be besides me. And he thinks Dreamz is in the same little secret spy position but Dreamz is ACTUALLY with Abi.

Jesus I'm so fucking sick of every single thing ever revolving around fucking Abi-Maria. It's old. And I seriously can't believe she has the audacity to complain that everyone is against her and wah wah wah. She's gotten EVERYTHING she's wanted this whole game. She's playing a big game, that's what fucking happens when you get out in front of everybody, make call out threads, bitch people out, and steamroll your way through the game. She told me that if I'm with her then she's with me, but to Abi being "with" her means just carrying out her own plans for votes. If I have a difference of opinion, that means I'm not with her. That's not a partnership, that's hitching yourself to someone else and mindlessly following them.

At the end of the game, how could I stand in front of a jury having been Abi's "ally" and claim that I actually did a single thing during this game? It would be a lie. Abi isn't open to suggestions, Abi doesn't want to sacrifice a little for the happiness of an alliance, she just wants to do what SHE wants and then cry when everyone is "against" her.

Why does it have to be that I'm against her, and not that I just want to play a fucking game that I can be proud of, filled with my own decisions and strategies and knowing that I thought for myself?
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Ghandia
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I miss Tyson :cry

:<3 Ghandyson 4-evs :<3
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I envy you right now, I don't think anybody's considering taking a shot at you at the moment. Lucky girl. :P


THANKS FOR MAKING ME PARANOID JEFF :lol:
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girl you're always paranoid.

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