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| Rippah Da Kid | Mar 20 2007, 07:41 PM Post #1 |
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Don't CoC Jock!
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Yeah...You'll probably noticed the arrogant loud mouth ripp has been gone from the light for quite sometime now, I bet you guys probably are wondering two things: What is Ripp doing? is he coming back to back up all that boastful talk of his? The answer in short is I don't know for the first time in my life I have come to a crossroad in my life where I don't know what to do and no one can help me. How did I get to the state? Well Matt and maybe Chris are the only ones that know the answer to this, but I'll inform you all because I figure you deserve an answer. In the last 2 months I have a lost 4 of my closest friends to the Prison and to the streets. Early January my cousin and my two friends were sentence too prison for murder (needless to say they won't see daylight for quite sometime). Last week I was force to hold my greiving home boy's sister as we attended is funeral...I didn't cry because something died in me that day. I'm not the same Markeil I once was...I feel like it's me against the world and I don't think I can win. Shit...I don't know why I'm even writing this, I guess this is the only way to get this shit off my mind. I'm really lost and I don't know how much the human heart can take but I'm sure mines is close to it's breaking point. |
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| MascaraStory | Mar 20 2007, 07:56 PM Post #2 |
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Lady sing the blues so well
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I'm sure you're used to hearing this by now, But I am so very sorry for your losses. No one should ever have to bear that kind of stress, or guilt or pain or whatever you are feeling right now. But you've got to over come these obstacles. They are hurdles in life and you can't let them drag you down. You should never feel against the world, Because it is not against you. It's just there and whatever happens, happens. Just clear your mind, take some time off to think and release your built up emotions. If you need to talk, I can assure you any one here would be delighted to chat, to give advice or whatever. My condolences to you, Sir. |
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| Mattox | Mar 20 2007, 09:26 PM Post #3 |
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Eternal Legacy
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In this world, justice is an illusion which is created by man in the hopes to bring about goodness in the world. However, such a thing is indeed just an illusion. I wish I could tell you everything will work out in the end, but in truth, I don't know. The world is a cruel and unjust place, but such is life. It seems as though the world is against you because, in some ways, it is. In spite of your talent, your starting position in life was far from well-off, and breaking out of the cage that is the ghetto is no small task. Impossible, however, is not a word I'd use to describe your situation. In spite of all the turmoil, this is life, and the sooner you learn the reality of it and then learn to cope with it, the sooner you can move on to the next stage, and hope that it's better than the last. This is a cold, hard truth, but it is indeed the truth. This is the world we live in. |
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| Kenny | Mar 21 2007, 03:28 AM Post #4 |
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Meteorain (Lv3)
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This is an interesting way to put it; and I speak with experience so listen up. Life is your girlfriend, your best friend, or some guy that beats you up. In most cases it's all three of these things (at once or at different times). But if some tool tries to rough you up on the street, do you let them beat you up? Hell no! You fight back like the man you are. So don't let life beat you up. Take this type of crap with a stride and work through it. In the end, if you live life right, eventually it will begin to shape itself. Remember you haven't even lived half of your life yet. There's alot more time for you yet. I had it bad for the first 15 years of my life, but I worked through it the ways I knew how. Focus on making good life-long friends, TRY to do well at school, and don't try making a rap career. The only person you're responsible for is yourself. Don't let OTHERS mistakes burden YOU. You will always be the awesome you as long as you want to, Ripp. Peace. |
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| [-Cloud-] | Mar 22 2007, 12:16 AM Post #5 |
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Apocalypse (Lv4)
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Ripper... these words are for you... heed them as you see fit. The time has come for us all to leave lay down out swords and pick up the mead let out the horror of the battle and back to our lady and our cattle The time were rough and have always been would being happy in this time be a sin can't crack a smile with these bloody hands feel like I have no place in all the lands but yet I go on, living my life without a blade to my knife so what is it now that keeps me awake looking back on every past mistake there must be some reason that I am still here facing every problem and fear yet nothing seems to make me twitch even though my life is hanging by a stitch Despite the pain that I feel in my heart There is still a place where I can start start to feel better and be happy where matt makes people feel really crappy but to me, he is a friend... someone who has an ear they can lend just like the many you have here. even though some are far and some near Ripp, we care for you... no matter the fret despite the troubles you may have met we are here for you despite the bind because we are family, only one of a kind. ----------------------------- Ripper... times are bad. They may not get better, don't let that ruin you. You are unique... despite all of the influence that you have to make you a generic male in the streets, you strive to be something different. Instead of letting it crush you and conform you open yourself to new views and ways with us, letting who you really are shine bright. Don't let that star die Ripper... I have been with you for years now. You are like family to me despite any differences we may have in our lives. You can always come here if you need anything. We are family, as you are family to us Ripp. Rest up, think things over and try and ease your heart. I know what it is to ache, as everyone hurts in their life. But everyone gets better too. |
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