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| Blaize Zorian; ~Flames dancing in a white wolve's eyes~ | |
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| Blaize Zorian | Nov 12 2005, 08:01 AM Post #1 |
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Dear Diary, I swear this week my stomach has done so many back flips that it has probably won gold in the stomach gymnastics Olympics!<--- Yeah I know that's a bit lame but I'm not particularly bothered, I mean I'm the only one going to read this, in fact since when did I keep a diary?....Oh yea, since I thought people wouldn't remember me, so I didn't start for a while, I keep to my word. But anyway this week, oh boy not the greatest week of my life. I came in about midnight in the common room, Amna was there, she was in her nightdress. Boy has she grown since our seventh year, I regret every moment that I now miss without her by my side, without the comforting feeling of knowing she is mine. I guess I have to get over it. I mean she's with Kyron now, so there's no point moping over it. But anyway that night it was quite fun at some point, we had a joke around and stuff but then it got serious, She asked me why I left...well I told her I was stupid. But me with my humungusly big mouth blurted that I wanted to propose to her in seventh year. She then told me she loved me, for one second I felt happy, but then she told me she wanted something different or something like that. So in other words she loved me, but didn't want me because of my stupid, bloody messed up life. Why can't I be normal? Come from a happy, normal family. Not to have a bloody murderer for a Father, a scum ball for a brother and a Mother who is bloody dead! Gods did I just say that about Mum? Aw man, I didn't mean that. I miss her so bad, why can't she be here to give me advice. I met this girl, Kristina, she's really nice, we were sort of together, she was lost in the castle, I helped her and after a while we ended up kissing. I asked her to the ball. She accepted! I was like jumping for joy like YAY! But then the ball came, I dressed up as Jack Sparrow. It only took a short while for me to mess that up eh? Kyron and Amna were kissing and stuff and I have to admit I felt really angry and jealous. I'm working on getting over it but it¡¦s not fair I just can't! AHHHHHHHHH! Kristina must have seen, cause next thing I knew she had ran off, I ran after her. I didn't mean to hurt her, I just think we went too fast. I think we should just be friends for now, I guess I was just glad to be held by someone to be loved again. I mean it's been so long now. Since Amna anyway. I think I¡¦m going to sleep soon; I don't want this diary to be soaked through by salty tears of me, depressed Blaize Austin Zorian. Can't say that often, don't want to say it often. My eyes sting from crying, I admit it, I have been crying. Even the biggest man cries, all of this because I want one thing: How selfish am I? I think I might leave University, I don't care anymore, I want to go home, see Phyro again. Oh well look at the bright side, at least we are third in the league in quidditch, there are no rabbits after me and I have my doodles to keep me company. Flame dimly glittering in a blanket of darkness Blaize Austin Zorian |
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