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| A little black book.; A little insight into Bahari's mind. | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Jul 7 2007, 02:37 PM (186 Views) | |
| Bahari Zorian | Jul 7 2007, 02:37 PM Post #1 |
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January 17th Well, I just went and bought this book today at a small shop just outside th University. The bloody crowds were huge, I can only blame myself for going now though, its those January sales after New years. To be honest the only people I could see around that town was women. EVERYWHERE. Bumping. Screaming. Cat-fighting. Good god I have never seen women scarier in my life. But was mildly entertaining when I eventually got out the way to watch. Although I must say myself, it owuld have been a heck of a lot better with mud... hotter weather... ooh and not those old women I saw fighting over a rather large pair of undergarments. Thinking about underwear I have not seen Alisha anywhere at all since our little... incident. I wonder where she's got to? But thinking about that incident, as much as I enjoyed her all over me... it now feels so wrong. Should I have really done that without the 'proper' commitment as Father would have put it? No I shouldn't. But DAMN how could I resist her? She got all my sensitive spots. God damn her. I'll just have to keep an eye out for her for a while. Until next time little book. |
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| Bahari Zorian | Jul 7 2007, 02:51 PM Post #2 |
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March 6th I saw her today! Finally! My God I had missed her. I don't know how I managed myself without her around for like months... theres this feeling thats growing inside of me... and tis really weird. I don't know how to describe it myself. I just know that the months that I didn't see her... I just didn't feel right y'know? Like something wasn't right. But I'm not feeling love. I know that. I just can't. Can I? Then again. I look around at everyone else, and I think about Blaize and I can't stop thinking it. What if I end up like him? Something will happen, and I'll lose her forever. I can see it happening now, she'll go find someone else and it'll be happily ever after for her. And something will happen to me again and it'll all be over... it would be better for Alisha anyway if she was away from me. On another subject I've now become a God Father, to Tobias, one of Am's and Kyron's children. I wonder why she even picked me to be honest... maybe its 'cause she wanted to choose Blaize and I was the closest relative to him? More than likely I suppose. But to be honest, I'm getting rather attached to Tobias. I'm not sure what it is about him, but when I look down to him I feel something. But then it kind of scares me that one day he may develop into one of them. Just like his Father. Egads. After what happened I don't think I'll even be able to look at Kyron the same again, I swear these marks on my back are going to be scars. Why did it happen to me though? But I can't tell anyone. I just can't. They threatened me already that if I spoke of it... oh I can't even write it down now. Until next time little book. |
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| Bahari Zorian | Aug 6 2007, 11:57 PM Post #3 |
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August 5th Its been a while since I wrote in here, but I've been preoccupying myself recently. Been delving myself into depths about what I can learn from whats happened to me. In other words, yes, I have been over-thinking life way too much. I'm thinking about moving back to England, back to where I started. I know this is going to sound a bit over the top btu I want to know why I'm here for, do I actually have a purpose to fufill? And anyway, Angeni has been sending me letters and she is not in good health currently. Its getting hard for her to cope with Brittany; I've been sending money and promises to help her. But she doesn't seem to be recovering. Its hard to know that I'm all the way out here, in Greece, having a rather easy life, while my Step-Mum is all the way back in England, suffering. I have to go back. But the problem is, I don't want to leave Alisha here. What if something happens? What if she finds someone else? I just... can't. What am I to do? Leave without telling her and risk her hating me for my entire life? Or her hating me anyway for my entire life because I'm leaving her behind? But maybe she will udnerstand she just can't come, for the time being, with me to England. I'm so confused. I need someone to help me. Please send someone black book! |
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| Bahari Zorian | Aug 17 2007, 11:37 PM Post #4 |
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August 18th My decision has been made. I am to return to England and look after my family, for I have to, I mean sure Amna has offered us to have Brittany and to send money for Angeni... but I just can't! Brittany needs to grow up in the Zorian husehold for at least two years by family traditions. And also needs to be brought up by a Zorian, and I don't know how sick Angeni is now. When she was writing before she sounded pretty bad, I'm not sure how bad she is. In fact I'm not even sure what exactly is wrong with her. But it can't be good if she's asking me to look after her. She's strong. Also turns out Alisha knew already. Damn her divinatation skills, why does she have to be so talented at what she does? She understands as far as I know. I'm due to leave the school in a few days, I've got a few things I need to sort out an arrange first however. D.E.C.I. Y'see....? I said I wouldn't go back to my ways but... its for the better in the end. So I may get killed? Its a chance I'll have to take. I'm due for a meeting later, must take plans with me. Hopefully I won't run into anyone, I should not be late. They would kill. Literally. Anyway I shall be writing in again soon. Probably from England. Note to self: Charm book so Alisha can see what I'm writing over in England so she gets an idea of whats happening. Since I will not be able to write to her. |
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