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"Round One"; June 10th 2016
Topic Started: Oct 25 2016, 04:09 AM (13 Views)
Allyson Grace Morrow
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Alyson pulled the Cadillac Escalade into the driveway, nor much had been said between the two since she had bailed him out. Kaden was just tweeting away about being Free now & out of jail. He had a smile on his face as he swung open the door as he stepped out laughing at his phone Alyson looked at him turning the car off with a sigh. Kaden slammed the door shut as he headed for the door as she finally stepped out. She had locked the door before she had left and as she was approaching the door Kaden was knocking on it trying to get it as she pushes him over she unlocked it which he went in first.

“Thank fucking god...I need more to drink. The night is still young!” Kaden headed for the kitchen as Alyson was shutting the door letting her thoughts crawl into her head. Clinging can he heard and then a glass shatter, “Son of a bitch!”

She shakes her head, walking down the hall towards the kitchen, when she reaches the kitchen she looks out at the scene in front of her, Kaden swaying slightly… Smashed glass all over the floor… She doesn’t say anything, just walks over and drops to one knee, picking the pieces of glass up carefully as she doesn’t make eye contact.

He moves as though to help, but she waves him off and he laughs, causing her shoulders to tense up as she carefully places each piece of glass in her hand, still staring at the floor and not looking at him, she keeps her voice quiet and soft… “Do you even care how worried I have been?”

Kaden looks down at her picking up the glass as he walked over to the counter and grabs another beer spinning the cap onto the floor. “Nothing to be worried about, I went out and have some drinks with a buddy. No harm, no foul. Not like I was out fucking some random bitch in an alleyway or something..” He laughed some which made some of the beer come out from his mouth. “Besides, all is well..I’m here...around...alive…” He looks aways as he leans back against the counter not really showing that he cared.

“Why do you care so fucking much anyway, I’m just a guy you met in a toy store..” He shoots a look down at her. She stands up, cradling the glass in her hand and tosses it into the trash, still not looking at him, she sighs and turns away, leaning on the counter with her back to him.

“Just some guy...” she keeps her back turned to him, her voice is quiet and tight… She pauses for a long moment, lifting her hand for a second before putting it back on the counter… “You said you wanted me to get you to your house… I got you here…” she pushes off the counter, walking back towards the kitchen door without making any eye contact, or even looking at him…

“If you want me to say that I’m sorry I care…” she shakes her head, her breath is shallow as she tenses up again, still looking away… “I won’t.”

He doesn't look at her but he begins to speak, "We're two totally different people Ally. You, you're this perky upbeat beautiful woman where as I am this dark, cryptic asshole and doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself." He let out a small sigh before going on, "Let's not forget how I read some of those stupid ASK questions..you and I are also different in what we want for long term plans. Sure there is no way I'm getting married tomorrow or next month..but I want to break this fucking curse of mine like nothing fucking else..and I just had to fall for you.."

He finally looks over in her direction, "You don't want things ever, I might later down the road. I want things that you don't want. Rather that be with you or without you Ally. We're different and I'm starting to realize this. We, are you and I we mesh oddly well in most areas..I want to stop jumping from one relationship to another, I want to find that one person I want to settle down with and actually be fucking happy with. I wanted it to be with you, but I don't know.."

He lets out a short pause as he collects his thought as he takes a long drink from his beer bottle. "Maybe I am just too much of an adult for you...to..I don't even know.." He shakes his head as he begins to trail off.."Just fucking stupid..This entire thing is fucking stupid..I'm stupid.." He mutters under his breath.

She turns around now, tears trickle down her cheeks as she stares at him for a long moment… “That’s what this is?” she leans back against the doorframe, her arms wrapping around her midsection as she leans forward a little, unable to keep herself from uttering a small sob before she looks back at him again… “You think that what I tell random idiot strangers on the Internet is how I feel about our relationship?!” she pushes off the frame now and walks over to him, she doesn’t reach out or touch him, she just stands there, staring into his eyes as the tears flow down her cheeks…

“I love you. You total idiot… I have been here, sick to my stomach falling apart because I FUCKING LOVE YOU….” she throws a hand over her mouth and turns away, shaking her head as she half whispers through her hand, the words muffled… “I let myself fall in love with you…”

She reaches out to grab the counter and leans against it, her back still turned to him as she sucks in a breath, pulling her hand away from her mouth trying everything she can just to stop crying.

He muttered, "You don't love me Ally..you love the thought of me, the thought of someone being able to protect you from everything bad in this world. I'm just the first person that showed they actually cared about you, for you..You're getting love and lust mixed.." He shakes his head as he looks away and again takes another long drink from his bottle.

"We're different, we both want different futures rather we want to see it or not. I've known you for what? A week in a half? A week in a half Ally.." He looks towards her direction. "You don't want me, you want the bad guy you fell in love with over fucking twitter. Sorry to inform you sweetheart, I may half that man you see. I am the broken down piece of shit that is standing before you that wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire.." He looks in her direction taking another drink from his beer.

"You just love the sex, and that bad boy moniker so you can say to all your friends that you fucked the great Kaden Kessler..well congrats. NOW you can move on and go date someone from your precious comic cons, one of those horny fucking dumbass's wanting to grab your ass. They. They want the you that they see, they want to just use you and toss you away like your garbage. That's more of your time, the no expectations..have a fuck and send them packing.." He takes another drink, the final drink before tossing it into the sink letting the bottle shatter inside of it.

"Me? I want someone that wants to me no matter what. Someone that wants to be here with me, someone that wants even though they may not ever have that chance of breaking the curse that I feel I have to bare..I WANT HER." He heads towards the refrigerator for another beer opening it.

She slams the refrigerator door closed, moving quickly across the kitchen with the movement and presses her back against it, panting slightly but her jaw bit back on… “I have news for you… I don’t CARE about the Great Kaden Kessler… I don’t need a knight in shining armor… You want to push me away? TRY…. You think it’s going to be this easy… that you are going to get drunk and throw a few insults at me and I am going to run away?”

She scoffs slightly, shaking her head… “You have given more to me in ten days than your black little heart wants to admit and that.. THAT is what this is about… You’re scared that maybe, just MAYBE… You want me, you want this.. Us the forever thing… A little more than I do…” she shakes her head now, the tears on her cheeks angry as she grabs him, holding his arms gently but with intent.

“Look at me…” she steps back and sweeps an arm down her body… “This… This is not a costume.. I am not playing a part….” she waves an angry hand over her shoulder dismissing invisible ideals… “I don’t give a fuck what anyone else wants… I don’t care what they think… or what they see…” she steps forward slightly, the rage slipping from her voice as she reaches out and puts a hand on his chest…

“It’s still pounding Kess….” she half smiles, fighting it from her lips “Whether you want to admit it or not… It’s still pounding because you still want this….” she puts her other hand on her own chest, tilting her head slightly to the side… “The only future, I have even considered… Is with you… Not the idea… Not the bad boy… Not the guy who mouths off and gets fines and drinks with goats….” she shakes her head, looking down slightly, her voice dropping to almost a whisper… “But the man who looked into my eyes and saw all the broken pieces… That matched his own broken pieces… And knew between us we had just enough worth saving.”

He shot his head and stepped back from her, out of arm reach as he looked at her. A look of her and confusion formed over her face. "Rather I have this beating or not.." He points to his heart as he goes on, "Doesn't matter. In the end all I'm going to do is break your heart. I'm not the guy that falls in love, I'm not the guy that you marry, hell..I'm not even a father Allyson." He stops for a moment as he gets a little choked up. "Stop saying you want me, you want this life. You don't. Stop trying to kid yourself into believing you’re happy because of me. You're not. You're happy because someone took you away from them.." His eyes looked into hers, she knew exactly what he meant by that.

"I don't deserve you honestly. It's not me pushing you away, yes I have been known to do that a lot. But this is me being a realist. I am not going to stop you from being you, being happy. Stop saying you want a future with me, it's never going to happen..what we have right now is what we have. There isn't a future in it for us.."

She steps forward again, this time she grabs his shirt and pulls him closer, grabbing his hand she puts it over her own beating heart and shakes her head, her words coming between breathy sighs as tears flow down her cheeks again… “I am happy… Because of YOU. Because of US…. Don’t stand there and lie to me and tell me you don’t care, that this is all some fairy tale bullshit where you swooped in to save me and the deed is done!” she moves his hand away now and pulls him closer still by the grip on his shirt until their chests are pressed together and he can feel her heart beating right there with his..

She tilts her head back and up slightly, looking at him with red rings around her eyes… All pretense, all ideals of the brand she presents done so she is just the girl who sat with her hand on his heart and promised she would never leave… “If you’re going to break my heart… Then every single piece you break it into.. Will still love you…” she steps back slightly, still holding onto him as she does… “If you’re going to fall apart… Then you’re going to do that right here, where I can pick you back up again…”

She lifts her hand now and places it on his cheek… “I don’t want you in spite of all the bad you see in yourself… I don’t love you because of it… I love you, every single piece… Even the parts that make me terrified of my own volition - even the parts that make me melt and feel helpless in your gaze… Even the parts that hurt me because you think it will be easier to hurt now...Than take the risk…”

She reaches into her back pocket and pulls out a coin, pressing it into his hand she stares at their hands now, both holding onto the coin between them… “No more coin flips… No more maybes… Heads.. I stay…” she turns the coin over into her own palm still staring at it… “Tails …. I stay.”.

"You're not giving me much of a choice, are you? Rather we flip the coin, you're staying. Why though? None of the stupid I love you bullshit..Why are you, Allyson Morrow staying with me?" He looks her in the eyes

"It's so much easier to just go, find a guy that is able to fall madly in love with you, someone that isn’t scared.." He finally admitted it. "You know..what started all this.." He wipes his face as he looks away, "Wasn't everyone wanting to know our personal life it was a few texts I received..one that said that I marry every girl that I date. Which in fact I know is not correct, as I have dated several girls and haven't been married ten times..but the point of the matter is that this text came from a friend of mine. Actually, someone that I was madly in love with.."

He pauses to collect his thoughts and to choose his words wisely, "Her and I ever really dated, we always wanted too but things would always get in the way.." He looks up at Ally, "She told me tonight she was still in love with me.." He looks away at the ground, "And she more or less said that I will never be actually happy because I should be with her and not anyone else. Which, in theory would make sense I suppose since everything I touch fails.." His thoughts trail off but are quickly picked back up, "She said no one could love me the way she does. Maybe she is right.." He once again looked up at her, "Maybe my destiny or whatever is leading to her..why I can't ever find happiness. Why things are so fucked up as they are."

He shrugged and let out a long sigh as he shook his head, "I'm just cursed..all there is too it really. Her, you, Mel..no one can or will ever break the curse I have upon me. I will never truly be happy. I have lived with that thought for a long time.." He looks up at her, "That is why, you're wasting your time with me..This is why our future..isn’t there. Nothing is going to come out of us dating, I can’t ever get married again...I can’t ever love someone again...I’m a failure at this shit.."

“If I was interested in easy, we never would have started this…” she places her hand on his cheek again, softly and tentatively… “I am staying, because you’re not a failure Kaden, you’re not cursed… You’re not doomed to forever stand on the precipice of life without ever jumping in…” her finger strokes the line of his cheek, her voice is soft, barely above a whisper.. “And if you break my heart… If you tear it to a thousand pieces… So be it.” she tilts her head to the side, catching eye contact and holding it “But I made you a promise and I meant every word of that..” she blinks slowly “And now.. I am making you another one…” her hand stops, still cupping his cheek…

“If you don’t want me… If you Really, 100% don’t want me - then I will go, not because I want to… Not because this isn’t worth fighting for, but because your happiness, no matter how small a part in that I can play… Is what matters to me…” she pauses, chewing her lip “You don’t want to hear I love you… Then I won’t say it - but that doesn’t mean I don’t feel it…” she drops her hand from his cheek now.

“And Fuck her, Fuck Anyone who thinks they could possibly ever look into the eyes of the man standing before me now and love him more.. Or better… Or at all….” she takes in a deep breath, still not breaking eye contact… “My future, in my heart… Is with you… And I can’t take that back, I can’t be sorry and I can’t change how I feel…” she takes one step back so there is a little distance between them… “But if you don’t think I am telling you the truth… If you don’t think I am worth the risk… Or the fear…. If you want me gone… Then do it…” she finally looks down… “Break my heart.”

He steps forward towards her, placing his hand under her chin and slowly raises it to his eye level. He looks deep into her eyes as he lets out a short sigh as he shook his head, "You're right.." He looks away from her for a moment as she watched him, "Fuck em.." He than glances over at her. "I want you to break the curse.." He said as he looked into her eyes, taking in a hard swallow. The pit of his stomach turning in knots, all the while his eyes never leaving hers. She places her hand over his, pulling it down to her side as she presses forward and up onto her toes, she kisses him… Softly and carefully, their lips just touching as she pours everything she had said into the kiss itself now…

“I don’t expect it to be easy…”she drops back down to her feet, peering up at him as she tears up again, this time the tears linger in her eyes not falling… “I never did…”she sighs softly, her hand trembling at her side as it holds his… “But we can do this, Kess…” she half smiles as one last tears escapes and travels down her cheek… “We can.”

“I just..” He sighs some as he used his free hand to wipe away the tear that had fallen from her eye as he than looked back into them. “I just don’t want to put forth all this effort again..to love someone and it all come crashing down again. I don’t can’t do that Ally..I can’t live like that again. It will honestly break me to the point where I am just done with everything..” He smiles some for the first time as he was looking at her, “I want us..I want a future, I want there to be a happily ever after, so we can write our own fairy tale..” His voice cracked some, “I do..” He let out a small sigh, “I do love you Ally..”

He paused for a moment to let it sink in, to make sure she heard him clearly. “Your amazing in every possible way. I want to wake up every morning to see your smile, I want to go to bed every night with that same smile..even when you snore..” He chuckles to himself. “I know, a week in a half is nuts, but It honestly feels like a life time ya know? I am..” He again pauses but this time to collect his thoughts, “Ok..with never getting married again..although I think you would make an amazing wife…” He smirks some, “But as long as I have you..in any way..is just perfect for me. I wouldn’t have it any other way Ally..”

Her breath comes out a shaky, broken almost laugh sound as her whole body trembled just

slightly.. A few tears wetting her cheeks, but this time, falling on a smiling face as she stares into his eyes… She goes to speak, but finds herself entirely speechless for a moment, she takes another breath… Trying to collect her thoughts as both her hands wrapped into his shirt, almost holding onto him to keep herself from falling into his arms…

“I fall for you… Every single day..And one day…” she bites on her bottom lip for a moment, before staring back into his eyes… “Whenever that day is… I will be honoured, to call myself your wife.”

He shook his head, “No..” He smiles some, “It’s going to be my honor to have you call me your husband..” He laughs lightly, “Of course..if you don’t kill me between now and the time I get the balls to ask you..and then from when I grow said balls until the moment I see you walking down the aisle..” He laughs some as he nods, “If that’s what you want..some day down the road then it’s something we get to work towards at least..I’m not saying we should get married next week..” He laughs hard, “Wait, unless you want too..” He raises an eyebrow as he leans in and kisses her lips softly with a huge smile on his face, leaning his forehead against hers looking into her eyes, “I love you babe..”

She smiles now, laughing a little as she presses her lips to his with a gentle sigh “I love you too…” She pulls back with a playful grin on her face “Now say thank you Ally…” as he moves to reply she kisses him again, this time with a little more weight behind the kiss as her hands wrap in his.
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