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| Allyson Grace Morrow | Oct 25 2016, 04:12 AM Post #1 |
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2AM - Grand Cayman Islands Ally stands in the hotel lobby, which is almost completely silent due to the late hour. She turns her hands over and over in front of herself, twisting back and forth slightly to try and figure out where Kaden will approach from. She sighs, shaking her hands out now as she tries to shake off some of her nerves. She pulls her phone out of her pocket and check it again, sliding her thumb up and down the screen anxiously as she sighs again, placing it back in her pocket and folding her arms over chest. She smiles awkwardly at the guy behind the desk for the third time, as she waits anxiously. The elevator opened behind here, it was stucked in a corner, kaden stepped out wearing some khaki shorts along with one of his Kaden Kessler T-Shirts as he see’s her. He first ignores her as he heads over to counter to where she was looking at the man behind the counter, him and Kaden exchanged a few words as Kaden then spun around to look at her. She looked different than before, he let out a small sigh s he scratched at his beard before heading over to her. He half smiled as he spoke, “Hey..” She leans to one side slightly, keeping her arms crossed over her chest she sighs, managing a small smile “Hi….” She swallows hard pulling her arms tighter in on herself as she goes to say something… Then stops, taking a long breath… “You wanna talk here?” She kind of indicates to the lobby and the guys behind the desk, raising an eyebrow inquisitively. He looks back at the man and then back at her with shrug, “Up to you Alyce..” He looks at her, his eyes puffy and red s he looked at her. “Where do you want to talk out, here or we can go to my suite…” As he calls her Alyce, she almost visibly flinches, she looks down for a moment and rubs a hand over her eyes, shaking her head as she keeps looking down, her voice barely above a whisper… “I don’t… Want to do this here…” As she looks back up, she drops her arms at her side, her fingers shaking as wipes under her eyes with a hand before making eye contact… “Can we go to your suite please?” She tilts her head up now to keep eye contact, her hands still working to catch tears on her cheeks as she swallows again… Reaching her hand out slightly as though to touch him and then stopping herself, gasping in some air quietly… He watches her closely as she reached for him, his instinct was to reach back but he didn’t, but he did nod his head. He led the way over towards the elevator s he pressed the button still not saying anything. As the doors opened, Kaden held the door open to allow her in. Once she was in he stepped in himself and he pressed the button to go to his floor, still not saying word. The elevator door opened once more on his floor and they stepped out. They walked together towards the door, him sliding his key card into the keyhole..He went in first this time, she trickling in after him. Kaden made it halfway into the room, “So..you’re here Alyce…” He then turns round and looks at her, “Was it worth coming out here, seeing me like this? Me seeing you like that?” She hesitates for a moment, standing by the wall as she just looks at him… For a long moment she just watches him quietly, before shaking her head, pushing away from the wall and moving across the room to where he stands, this time she doesn’t allow herself to hesitate as she places a hand on his cheek with a sigh… “Seeing you like this is literally the most painful experience of my short life…” She pulls her hand away, swallowing again managing to now keep the tears under control as she shakes her head…. “I deserve this… This horrible empty agony in the middle of me…” She almost grips at her midsection as she speaks, palling slightly… “I don’t deserve even the time you’ve already given me here….” She pulls back slightly as she becomes aware how close she is to him… “I don’t know how to fix it… Any of it…” She looks away and down at her feet, shaking her head again “I’ve done.. Unforgivable things and… I couldn’t ask you to forgive me if I were anywhere near the person you believe I am…” She glances up again… “But I’m not.. I am selfish and stupid and… I am asking you to forgive me….” She takes another step back… “I have to… Because I can’t just be done… We can’t…” She sobs now, one soft sob as the tears start flowing again but she turns away, taking a few deep breaths to try and regain her composition. He lets out a sigh and he shakes his head, “I don’t know what to do or say Ally..” He let that sit for a moment as it was his nickname he earned, she gave to him. “You broke my fucking heart...you lied to me. You told me, you me a promise to me...and you lied. This, this is exactly why I don’t believe in promises..the last one before you was broken the one before them was broken..I’m tired of the lines..everything we talked about..I wanted..” He motions hand between them, “For us..I was crazy out of my mind to think that this was real, that this was going to work..” He shakes his head getting visibly upset, “I left my heart back in New York..with you ripped up on the kitchen floor. If you’re looking for that, you need to go back to New York to find it..” He swallows hard, “There is nothing left inside of me to give..I am broken..I am defeated..and most importantly I am alone..” He looks her in the eyes but then looks away quickly as he was getting choked up. She shakes her head, stepping up close again, she bites back on her jaw, steeling her resolve as her hand takes his chin and turns his face back to hers, holding eye contact… “I never lied to you… I am here… I am right fucking here…” She nods her head, still biting down on her back teeth to keep control “It took me a beat… I admit that… I should never…. NEVER have let you walk out the house leaving it like we did.” Her other hand points at the spot where she’s standing… “But I am here…” She lifts her hand now and puts it on his chest… “This isn’t about breaking you… It was never… I never…” She sighs, pulling her hand away from his face now, but keeping eye contact as the tears start to flow again… “Your heart is still there… Still beating twice as hard… So don’t stand there and tell me there is nothing left here worth saving….” She sighs, gulping in some air… “I hate myself, for doing this, standing here and seeing you like this and knowing it’s my fault because… Because I am not the one who is good with words, or makes good decisions…” She nods “Maybe… Maybe in some ways I am still a child but you… YOU gave me the strength and the worth to want to be better….” She laughs slightly, shaking her head… “You want to stand there and tell me that there is nothing worth saving? That all of a sudden… You don’t want any of it? Then I don’t believe you…” She pulls her hand away from his chest finally and takes a step back, wanting to give him space even though every ounce of her being yearns to cling to him…. “It was real… It IS real… I am standing here at God only knows what time in the morning… Begging you to give me that beat back, to see that I am still Ally… That with you.. I have ALWAYS been Ally….” She pauses, allowing one sad sob to escape before she steels herself again… “I’m not saying it’s going to be easy… I am just asking you if you still think this is worth it.. Because I do…” She finally breaks eye contact, pulling back she reaches for the wall and leans against it, bending slightly as she gasps to take a breath, her body trembling slightly as the pain and the misery takes over for a moment, before she straightens and looks up at him… “Nothing can hurt this much and NOT be real….” He shakes his head, “I don’t know what is or isn’t worth it anymore honestly. I am lost, I honestly feel alone. I don’t know what to do like I said, things feel..things are different between us. I love you to death, I’d go to the moon and back for you. I would give you anything in this world or the next..but now, it seems as if none of it matters..” He sighs some as he crosses his arms as he looks at her. “You being here..hurts. Seeing you cry hurts..remembering us..hurts. Everything hurts..” He swallows hard as his hands fall and he walks over towards the mini bar. “I wanted us..now there is just Kaden and Alyce..there isn’t any more Ally and Kaden. You made that clear back in New York..say what you want now but can’t take shit back. We’re back to before...California..” He sighs as he puts two ice cubes into his glass and pours whiskey into it as he turns around to look at her. “If this was real, you would be mine. You’re not. If you loved me, you would have came to me after making these vacation plans, remember? Leave for a few months? You shit all that away for that fucking company...a company that isn’t going to last two more fucking months..” He takes a drink as he swallows it getting more upset, “You through your future with me away back in New York..and you come here asking to have it back? Why in the fuck should I give it back? Why should I put myself through the heartache again? I fucking love you! Do you not understand that? Or is that going in one ear and out the other..cause right now I think it is..” He now laughs to himself, “The joke’s on me again...Kaden is a big fucking joke..let’s put him through all these hoops, all these emotions to get him to just put a gun into his mouth and blow his fucking head off..” He keeps laughing as he shakes his head, “This entire thing is a joke..go back to New York..go back them…That’s where your heart is...that’s who has your heart..” She pushes off the wall and walks across the room…. Pulling the glass from his hand she slams it down on top of the minibar. She rubs her hands over her cheeks and sighs shaking her head…. “I do understand… That's why I am here. That's why I am standing here being so fucking unfair and asking for that back…. Because I fucking love you too….” She grabs his shirt in her hand and she pulls him in close… Her lips almost brushing his cheek as she utters her words “And if you ever…. EVER say that again…. I swear to god Kess I will do EXACTLY what you told me to do last night…..” She lets go, stepping back a little shocked as her visceral reaction… “I am here because I love you…. I am standing before you a stupid scared broken little girl… And yes… I know I have no right to ask for it back…. I know I hurt you… I can feel it….” She swallows hard, crying again “But we aren't back anywhere…. We are here… Both of us… This is me saying I know I fucked up.” She takes another step back, looking almost green with sickness…. “I don't expect you to forgive me…. But all my flaws… All those things… You accepted them and you loved me away way…..” She nods slightly “You say if it was real I'd have come… Here I am…. It's not too late Kess…. It can't be….” “And how do we move on from last night Ally? I told you to drink bleach, I had so much hate and disgust for you because you sided with them...her..” He said with such hate. Ally should have known better to go to her, “You could have done anything, but you did that..We both fucked up last night, that’s for sure..and instead of doing in in our own privacy, we did it over social fuckin media…” He shakes his head upset at himself, at this entire situation. “I’m so sick to my stomach..” He says as he picks up his drink and takes a big swallow from it and then looked out the window letting out sigh. She nods, stepping beside him “Loving you… Hurt so much that I thought you hating me would be easier….. I just wanted to ease it…. I made a mistake a fucking awful one…” She moves in front of him…. “Yeah… You said that… And I didn't for a second blame you…. I know that what I have done… That everything last night was …. Despicable and there is a burning self loathing for it that I couldn't drink away….” She looks down and sighs “No matter how hard I tried….” She leans against the wall next to the window “I thought about going to Amber… To… Him… Because honestly it's what I'd deserve…..” She nods slightly before looking up at him… She pauses for a moment before pushing forward and kisses him, holding his face in her hands for a long moment as she kisses him softly before pulling back, allowing the tears to flow freely…. “I'm sorry….. I'm more sorry than I have any words for…..” He was caught off with the kiss, but he did enjoy it that was one thing he knew. For that brief instant everything was fine, normal. When it broke, things went back to reality. “I’m sorry too Ally..if I could take things back from last night..I would in a second.” He shakes his head, “Sadly I can’t..” He looks over towards her with a half smile, “If it means anything, the kiss..was nice..made it seem like things we’re normal again..” She offers a small smile with a shrug… “I’m not asking or expecting you to take anything back… This isn’t…” She pauses, biting down on her bottom lip as she tries to sort her thoughts… “We can’t take it back… It happened, all of it and I can’t stand here and say that we can just wave some wand and make it never exist…” She steps in close again, placing both her hands on his chest and leans her head back to keep eye contact… “What I am saying is that I can’t… You can’t just give up…” She looks down slightly and sighs… “If there was nothing… It wouldn’t hurt and I know you know that… I know it hurts, fuck do I know it hurts…” She draws a breath before looking back up at him again… “But I also know that I can’t breathe when I’m not with you… I can’t feel anything except a sharp, painful emptiness not touching you, not being able to look into your eyes…” She pulls back slightly, wrapping her arms around herself with a sigh. “Everything… Everything that has happened since the toy store, has been real and it has been the only truly real thing in my life… YOU are the only real thing…” She steps back to lean against the wall “And if I have to wait… If I have to tear my heart out every single day until you see how sorry I am… How real this is… I will…” She nods before looking away “It’s you or it’s nothing… Always.” He just shakes his head as he looks at her, “The toy story...California..New York...you moving in..everything we said to each other that night, the secrets we each know about one another. I wouldn’t change any of it, not minute of it. I hate the feeling I have in the pit of my stomach where I know you’re gone, where I know I will never be able to have you back. In the back of your mind you will always resent me for the things that I said. You will always seen me as this asshole back in New York. This isn’t something that I want to see you go through, I LOVE YOU Ally…” He slams the glass down with such force that it shatters in his hand, shards of glass going into it but him not caring, “This entire thing has been such bullshit and heartache. I would’ve gave you the world and anything in it. I would have jumped in front of a bullet for you if I had too..* He now shakes his head as it drips some blood onto the floor, “All of it, is now pointless because you’re there and I’m here...there is no US...it back to Kaden Kessler and Alyce Morrow...not Kess and Ally..and it’s horseshit..” She walks past him and disappears for a moment, coming back out with a towel in her hands a moments later, she takes his hand gently and picks out what shards she can find, not making any eye contact as she then turns his hand over and wraps it in the towel, she sniffs occasionally taking short, shattered breaths as she does so, before finally wrapping his hand tight in the towel, but not letting go. Still looking at her hands she nods slightly, half laughing in an odd way “Don’t tell me what I feel… What I am going to think…” She turns his hand and the towel and takes his other hand, placing it on the towel to secure it before she lets go and moves away, turning back to the wall to lean against it… “I never wanted the world… Just you…” She sighs again, gasping slightly as she tries to stop herself from crying again… “Before I came here, I said I didn’t have the strength to fight… I was wrong…” She looks up at him now… “And you can say anything… You can push and you can fight and you can break everything everywhere you go and it won’t change the one simple fact… That I will never, ever not be strong enough to fight for you…” She pushes off the wall and walks past him just a couple of steps… “Tell me that you don’t love me…” she turns back to him, her hand slightly out-stretched as though to reach for him… “Maybe I don’t know enough… Maybe I am holding onto some stupid ideal, the dream that is now only mine… Maybe you have let go already…” She shakes her head “But I don’t believe any of that… I hurt you.. I know… But I didn’t let fear win last time the glass shattered… And I am not going to now.” “I do love you…” He turns around to look at her, “Anyone that says different is a complete and utter moron..if you think that I don’t love you..then..I’m hurt by that. I don’t honestly know what you want from me one minute you act as if you want this...the way it is now..while other moments you want to act as if you want us together.” He looks away to collect his thoughts before looking back at her, “I feel like a waste of space now...I’m not worth your time..I’m not worth what you have inside beating outside your chest right now…” He sighs as he shakes his head s he moved across the room to the door of his hotel room, he opens it as he looks back at her, “If you think that..then you should leave...leave and just never speak to me again…” “I think that you are the most… Difficult and Frustrating and… Incredible person that I have ever met… I think that if for one second you really believed I wanted anything from you but what we had, you would never have agreed to speak to me…” She moves towards the door, stopping in front of him… “You don’t know what I want? I don’t know how to be clearer. I want you… However we have to make it work, whatever I have to do to make it work… You are what I want. WE are what I want and I know that it’s not…” She bites back on her teeth to keep tears from falling “Fucking Kaden and Alyce…” She trembles slightly as she says it… “I am here, right now, telling you… You are what I want…” She pauses, looking up at him… “And you can give me every excuse in the world, list every single reason this might not work, every tiny little thing that is a voice of doubt…” She throws her arms up at her sides, laughing slightly as she cries… “I don’t care… I don’t care about any of it… Because it’s worth it, you’re worth it and…” She looks down again, wiping her hands across her cheeks obviously frustrated with her own tears… “And if you really can’t see, that what is inside of me is yours, that all of it… All of me has always been and will always be… Yours…” She sobs, sucking in short sharp breaths… “Then I have truly failed… And I don’t deserve you.” He let out a sigh as he stepped towards her, wiping the tears from her cheeks as they fell, he looks at her as he pushes up her chin, “I want you..all of you and I think that I will never have that piece of you after last night..Despite everything...I can sit here and tell you that I will give you everything again, you still have everything of mine unless I wouldn’t have you here..I would have someone else here...hell..why do you think I cancelled the moving truck? It wasn’t because they got overbooked..it was because I called them and gave them more money than you did to stay there..” He slowly lets go of her chin as he sighed as he walked into the hotel room. “I don’t know what I would honestly do without you..for the first time in a very long time I am one hundred percent happy..was happy..Yes, my relationship with Melina was great, rushed and everything but you and I..it feels real, perfect and meant to be as cliche as that sounds..” He turns around as he crosses his arms to look at her, “You remember the shit we talked about?” His face goes blank some, “I would ask you right now..I wouldn’t care what people thought, I wouldn’t care about anything because I would have you. All i ever want is you. Nothing matters but YOU..” His arms fall to his side, “I’m just so sick to my fucking stomach right now that...I don’t know..” She blinks slowly… Stepping around him she walks across the room and stop, turning to look at him before down at her hands, turning them over in front of her in the anxious way she does… “And you know how I felt about all that right? You… Remember… My fear?” She lets go of her hands dropping them to her side as she looks up at him… “You think there’s any part of me you wouldn’t have?” She folds her arms over her chest, her voice trembling slightly… “Then why would I say yes?” She shakes her head slightly, looking away as she pauses trying to put her thoughts into words… “Tell me why I would marry you tomorrow if there is a single, tiny part of me that isn’t yours?” She turns away and looks out of the window… Staring out into the darkly, dimly lit sky… “It’s three hours… That’s the big divide three fucking hours and I am not asking you to be there when I am… I am asking you to let me be here….” She shakes her head slightly… “I love you… I meant it… I’d marry you now… I never ever thought I would say that to anyone but you? …. I am already yours…” She nods slightly “And I don’t care what they or anyone else thinks… I wish you would see that.” “We aren’t getting married...your fear remember? No matter where our future goes, that wouldn’t happen because of YOUR fears. I have my own fucking fears, my last fucking wife died...you think I would want to bring that onto you? And this whole marry me tomorrow thing..” He laughs now, “That was a joke in a half, how can you marry someone that one, you’re not dating and two that you don’t believe in? Answer me that? Why should WE get married when we’re acting like this..” He gets upset now as he looks way “If I was married to someone, I would want to be with them..not be three fucking hours way..What fucking kind of marriage is that? That’s beyond stupid..” He looks up now and back at her as he looks her in the eyes, “And here we are...fighting once again..and for what?” He shook his head as he looks away. “It’s not a joke Kess…” She steps around him, placing her hand on his cheek to turn his head to looks at her… “You’re misunderstanding me… I don’t plan on being three hours away… I plan on being here… Travelling to work… But that - god that isn’t the issue right now that isn’t….” She sighs, placing her other hand on his other cheek as she stares into his eyes…. “The only thing I am afraid of anymore is not being yours… I am not fighting with you… I am fighting for you… If you don’t want me any more… If you don’t want to marry me then… Then I have ruined everything and I can’t forgive myself for that…” She continues to hold eye contact, her thumb gently stroking the line of his cheekbone… “But I am not joking… This isn’t me saying what you want to here… I am telling you… I am standing right here, with you telling you what I want…” she tilts her head slightly, almost smiling… “I want you… I want to be your wife… You asked me what I want… That’s what I want…” She slides her hands away but doesn’t move or break eye contact…. “And if that’s a joke… Then laugh in my face because I am deadly serious…” He took a few moments as all he did was look her in her eyes, unsure of what to say. Was there anything to actually say he wondered to himself. He laughs some to himself as he smiled some, "I think...you just proposed to me?" He tilted his head as he laughs once more, "But that's not how things are suppose to go." The smile slowly fades as he looks into her eyes, brushing any loose hairs from her face. "All I want is you..for us to be back together as one..under whatever you want us to be. All I want is to be called yours, all I want is to call you mine." He smiles some for the first time, a real smile at that. "We would live in New York..at our home..not here..That way I can see you when you win or lose..I can be at home..cheering you on from our house.." She smiles softly, nodding her head slightly as she sighs… “Home… OUR home…” She places one hand on his chest, wrapping her fingers in his shirt and pulling herself closer to him… “But not yet…” She tilts her head up slightly and kisses him softly, she lingers in the kiss this time almost not wanting to break it, before finally pulling back just a little… “I am yours…” She smiles a little brighter this time, nodding again “...And I did… But I can wait…” She laughs now, tilting her head to the side, sighing… “I love you…” She looks over her shoulder and around at the hotel room for the first time properly… “And I can’t wait to go home… But…” She looks back at him with a coy smile… “I think we earned a week away… Don’t you?” He nods as he looks at her, "Yes, our home..stay here for a week or whatever and then, if you want we can head back to New York." He smiles wide at her as he goes on. "You sure..you want to marry me? I know..we haven't talked about it really except that one time we were just talking about random things.." He swallows hard, "I don't want you to say you want to marry me to please me, I want you to do what your heart tells you to do, what you want to do, always. That's one of the things that I fell in love with, with you being able to do what you want to do.." He pulls at the bottom of her shirt towards him as he leans down and kisses her softly, as he pulls away inches from her face as he looks into her eyes, "However, if you do want to marry me..I would marry you tomorrow if wanted.." He smiles some as he looks at her almost as a small laugh, "I don't think we can tonight since its late.." He laughs again but the smile returns. "I just want to be with you, your boyfriend, your fiancee, your husband..they all have your in front of it, that's all I want. I want to be yours..forever." He swallows again hard as he looks down at her, his heart pounding as he leaned back down to kiss her lips again with slightly more passion than before, "And I love you..and.." He leans into her as he whispers into her ear, "You're my Ally-Bear" She actually giggles, shaking her head as she looks at him “Now you’re just trying to make me blush…” She strokes her thumb across his jaw, tilting her head slightly… “And I do… Want to marry you…” She smiles softly, the hand wrapped up in his shirt pulling tighter as she closes any distance between them pressing her body against his… “But… I think i’ve already upset Sam enough to do that without her… Don’t you?” She swallows hard for a moment, before turning her head to rest her cheek against his chest…. “And you are mine… Forever and a day.” He laughs some, "Yeah...if we did that, Sam would flip..maybe you should text her or something and talk to her? I know she was upset over everything." He looks back down at her and smiles, "Then, if you're serious about it..we can go get you a ring.." He laughs hard now for a moment, "Or could I get the ring since you asked me? I'm confused on this part.." He gives her a playful look as he smiles, "I know I know, you will want a ring which is fine..as long as we follow through..and you are mine..forever and two days?" He asked her with a smile She smiles back, nodding “Two forevers, how's that sound?” She laughs a little, kissing him intently before pulling back… “I’ll text her in the morning… Well, later.. In the morning…” She frowns slightly as she figures that out before smiling again… “But first, sleep because I know there’s no way you’ve even considered sleep yet…” She smirks slightly.. “And no argument, or i’ll make you get your hand looked at too….” She kisses him again, this time leaning into the kiss, her hand sliding around the back of his neck as she pulls him to her… “Bed?” He nods his head in agreement before she took his hand and lead them to the bed. |
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