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BIG Brother; and possibly Glass Houses too
Topic Started: May 24 2012, 08:11 PM (18,464 Views)
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Oct 7 2013, 11:53 PM
But you didn't like Helen, correct? Thought her judgement was poor.
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I couldn't STAND Helen as a gamer, but I liked her as a person. She's been really interesting post-season, she posted her email addy on twitter, and is responding to emails with long thoughtful answers. I haven't emailed her, but several on Sucks have and posted them.

She was so blind in the game, but post game her eyes were opened, and she's now more aware. I hated that she blamed Candice and Howard for playing the race card, hated that she couldn't keep her mouth shut about secrets, hated that she told Andy everything thus spoiling several "revolutions" from people like Candice, Jessie, and Elissa who were catching on to things.

In the interview she is very honest and forthright about dismissing good information from others and thinking she knew it all. She's horrified at the clips/feeds/show she's watched. She also talked very movingly about what the Kim Jong-il comments did to her elderly parents, who lost their families and country to that despot. It's a REALLY good interview. For once, her inability to shut up and listen is a good thing.

I love that she is trying to learn about what really went on during this season, and honestly, in a heartfelt way, discusses it here.
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Oct 8 2013, 07:13 PM
I couldn't STAND Helen as a gamer, but I liked her as a person. She's been really interesting post-season, she posted her email addy on twitter, and is responding to emails with long thoughtful answers. I haven't emailed her, but several on Sucks have and posted them.

She was so blind in the game, but post game her eyes were opened, and she's now more aware. I hated that she blamed Candice and Howard for playing the race card, hated that she couldn't keep her mouth shut about secrets, hated that she told Andy everything thus spoiling several "revolutions" from people like Candice, Jessie, and Elissa who were catching on to things.

In the interview she is very honest and forthright about dismissing good information from others and thinking she knew it all. She's horrified at the clips/feeds/show she's watched. She also talked very movingly about what the Kim Jong-il comments did to her elderly parents, who lost their families and country to that despot. It's a REALLY good interview. For once, her inability to shut up and listen is a good thing.

I love that she is trying to learn about what really went on during this season, and honestly, in a heartfelt way, discusses it here.
I was tempted to hear some of Helen, but her answer to question one took five minutes, and I didn't have the patience.
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Yeah, she still can't shut up. Actually, that really works out later in the interview, because she tells a lot of things that Murtz may not have expected her to answer.

Judd's hometown party is coming up, several other houseguests are going. They are going to have an auction of some BB stuff, and donation areas for both St Judes (Judd's charity) and for Britney's baby.
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Brit's latest blog about Tilly, looks like it probably is a brain tumor. http://togetherfortilly.com/blog/


Hey There!

It has been WAY too long since I updated this blog. I had every intention of doing it sooner but things always seemed to get in the way. I will take this moment while Tilly is sleeping to bring you up to speed!

Tilly had her 4th chemo treatment the week of Nov 4th. It was a really rough one and she was pretty sick for a couple of weeks. The nausea always seems to last longer for her than for the average patient. She ended up getting a blood transfusion to help her counts recover and felt better from that point on. Since then she has just been getting a little better every day with her energy and demeanor. During normal schedule we would be starting chemo again on Monday, so this is her best time.

We have been working towards surgery since her diagnosis. Because of the location of her tumor, it was not resectable. The hope was that the chemo would shrink the tumor enough that it was easier to remove; they thought this may be possible in 4 rounds. And now, here we are! She had scans last week that were sent to her surgeon at St. Jude’s Children’s Research Hospital. Ultimately it will be their decision based on her scans to declare her ready for surgery or if we need more chemo first. It’s hard not to be stressed out while we wait for an answer. We are hoping and praying daily that she is ready for the surgery and we will be on our way to Memphis sooner than later. I am so excited and grateful to be taking her to such an amazing place. I know she will be in the absolute best hands possible.

In non-cancer news, Tilly helped put up her first Christmas tree! I thought she would be all kinds of excited, but really she didn’t care at all. She has looked at the tree maybe 3 times. Better luck next year! She is 4 months old now and so big! I really couldn’t be any more proud of her. I had my first “night out” since she was born this week and went to the Justin Timberlake concert. I thought I was doing really good until about halfway through the concert when I went to the concession stand and proceeded to show her picture to everyone who would look and announce that it was my first time away from her. Embarrassing.

We have family pictures this week and I can’t wait to see them! I will share a few when we get them back. For now, enjoy her “monthly” picture. I have done this every month (once while we were in the hospital) and it’s so fun to look back and see how much she has grown.

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Mariah, I was bored last night and wandered on over to Sucks. WTF????? It's January and people are still going on over those stupid house guests? Who are they? Joker rejects?
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It's been invaded by "The McCranda Mafia" and jokers rejects and a bunch of nuts.

I hope to God they are all gone by next season, such nut cases! Oh wait, I'm going to try not to watch next season, and that group of nuts being there would certainly help me abstain.

decisions/decisions

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Jan 28 2014, 12:26 AM
Mariah, I was bored last night and wandered on over to Sucks. WTF????? It's January and people are still going on over those stupid house guests? Who are they? Joker rejects?
Hahahaha, that's hilarious. Even the BB thread on TW 0P dies by January.
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You want to see the real crazy, go read the locked "Twitter" thread. Usually Sucks can run these assholes off, but the regular posters are not really there in off season.
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Thank goodness AeroChild finally put a stop to all that crap.
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McCrae and Amanda finally broke up a few months back. Well, Twitter has been active the last couple of days. Copied from Sucks because...it's funny. McCrae tweeted it because Amanda was threatening to.



mccrae olson
Haha... So this trashbag tells me to leave Florida... They underestimate how spiteful I can be? I think I'll stay an keep laughing at you

Amanda Zuckerman ‏

@mccraechum I just figured since you cheated on me with your ex you would want to be with her in Mn? Or you can stay here...makes sense...

Amanda Zuckerman ‏

That was the letter that ended us. Thank you for sharing it with the world @mccraechum. I'm done for today. Enjoy the drama.


THE EMAIL MCCRAE SENT AND AMANDA FOUND. (but this wasn't what broke them up!)
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Jessica,
I am writing this because I can't do it anymore. I'm living a lie. My days and nights are consumed with thinking about you and remembering all the times we spent together. Every song on the radio is another painful reminder of how I threw away the best thing I ever had all for the chance of winning some money. I now realize that I sacraficed one dream for the possibility of money, and I've never made such an awful decision. I threw away everything we ever had for the chance to win money. People ask me about my biggest regret in the game and I always answer some game related answer about I shoulda did this or I shoulda did that. What I always want to tell them though is that I regret throwing away the love I had with you, just to try to better myself in the game. Every day I feel more and more miserable thinking about you. I know what love is. I know that I love you. I used to say I loved one other person before you but I know now that the only person I've ever loved is you. I know I'm a piece of shit and I know how horrible I am and its something I'm going to have to live with forever. It kills me to know how much I hurt someone I love.

I keep trying to push it down and forget it but I can't, I'm still in love with you.
I know we have been through all this before and I know that I suck. But I learned something from big brother. I learned that money can't buy happiness. Even if I did win the game I would still be miserable without you. If I could go back and had a choice of dreams I wanted fufilled I would pick the dream of a future with you. I can't stop thinking about getting married to you and raising your babies. I'm miserable... The therapist said she has never seen someone be depressed on tv, in front of cameras, or just in general while filming a tv show. I was the first. She then went onto tell me that I should talk to you as soon as I get out of the house. She realized that the reason I would go into depression in the house is because I was remourseful and regretful of the choices I made concerning you. She knew that I was still In love with you.
I couldn't stop crying today because I missed you...I just want to hear your voice. I spent New Years with Janelle and her husband. They told me the story of how they got together. They dated when they were in their twenties and then her husband fucked everything up and they broke up. 8 years later they reconnected and eventually got married. I know you are not like that and I know its not the same but just hearing that gave me this odd glimmer of hope. And I know its not real hope or anything cause you despise me. But its the hope I need right now cause I can't do this anymore... I don't want to be here. I dont want to be without you. I'm in actual love with you. I don't want to wait 8 years for us to reconnect or something. I want to be with you forever. I want to quit my job and go into hiding. I want to get 8 jobs just so I can afford to live by you and not have to travel. I want to wake up ever morning next to you and I want you to be the last thing I see before I go to sleep every night. And believe me I know you are reading this and saying “ yeah well fuck you mccrae” and you very well have the right. But I really do want you to know that Im so sorry for the things ive done but Im still in love with you and I can't get over it.
I know I have said “ im so sorry I regret what I did” over and over again and its not really fair to you. But I went through something tramatic. We all went through something tramatic. Being there makes you appreciate the ones you love so much more. My family dynamic has changed a lot. I feel like I want to be around them more then I ever do my friends. And the same goes for you. I realize the love you gave me and the way I didn't reciprocate that love. And as soon as I got out I was awestruck and overwhelmed with it all. I now know that I'm miserable now because I'm in love with you and it's no longer coming back to me from you. There is that song that goes “love isn't always on time” and thats the way I feel about our situation. I would do anything to come back and I would move mountains for another try. I know its too much to ask. But have you felt that pang of heartache when you see the cover to the movie Scrooged or felt that sinking spot in your stomache when listening to gambino? Have you felt that emptyness that something isn't right or this isn't the way its supposed to be? Every little thing reminds me of you somehow and its not just a material thing that holds a memory we've had together. I somehow always find a way to relate anything im looking at, to you.

I'm done being stupid and I'm done being a child. I want to be an adult. I don't ever want to do these things to you again. I want to be the person im supposed to be. I want to treat you right. I want to treat you the way you need to be treated. I want to put you before myself. I want to try one more time. I want to work my way back. Gah....




please....
write back


mccrae olson

Just wanted to post that because If I didn't post it someone else was threatening to post it...it takes 2 to tango everyone....
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when can I go crazy? when can I be the one that cant take it anymore?
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just cause I was calm cool and collected in the house doesn't mean that I don't get to be pissed when I'm pissed
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Wait, McCrae has a job? hahahahaha!
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I know!

I mean it was obvious, but still, these two keep delivering better "show" off camera than on. I occasionally catch up on all the drama at Sucks, which is where I found this.
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https://productforums.google.com/forum/#!topic/adsense/_BsaM5XFS1Y

TWOP is gone, and now, so is Jokers.

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Jun 9 2014, 11:17 PM
So evidently Janelle and gofundme helped save Joker's? I'm glad. I've never posted at Joker's (or sucks) but I love reading at both places.
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