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| Topic Started: Jan 13 2013, 03:25 AM (93 Views) | |
| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 03:25 AM Post #1 |
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I hate being a villain. Holly, Matty, Kim, Erinn.... Those four are really, really special people. Rodger and Frosti are, too. They offer me guidance in playing the game like they want me to succeed. I feel terrible. I am going to write each of them a letter. They each touched me in such a unique way yesterday that I just had to go about 4:30 in the afternoon. I just wanted to tell them all the truth and to get away from me fast..... I am poison.... But I came here with this crazy job to do. I am kinda sad. Because they deserve so much better. And poor Matty and Frosti may end up paying a bigger price for my shenanigans. And, oh my gosh.... Erinn. She is so supportive. So nice. I found myself feeling for her the way I felt for so many players last season. What a truly wonderful heart I feel in Erinn. I do not deserve the friends I have. Every one of them says they trust me. Every one. That kills me. This is hard. I hate it. Back to work. I know none of that makes the edit. I just want them to know after it's over. |
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| BROBST | Jan 13 2013, 03:40 AM Post #2 |
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No matter what it is............I love reading what's on people's minds in Confessionals. It's so interesting in the way you've chosen so long ago to be approaching this season. Are you feeling somewhat of a Jekyll & Hyde complex? |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 03:48 AM Post #3 |
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YES. I want to come clean.... Tell someone. But I can't. I can only hope they'll forgive me. I don't want to ruin their game by being so bad. It is interesting that Holly is online. Like she is waiting for me. Like they are testing whether I am really in another time zone. I know they aren't. But even Kim wanted me to give her a time and she would set her alarm for it.... I'm playing that having a real person from Germany on the season in Germany is your twist...... See if anyone says that.... One thing that has never happened on the show..... They've never had players from other countries.... |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 04:54 AM Post #4 |
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Alright. Now I have a space to be me. And all other places can be filling with Mr Hyde.... Hate it or not.... It is an experiment... |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 04:56 AM Post #5 |
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And I'll be pulling that story out about Jay's movie and wanting to take the mask off for my confessional when I get voted out. Remind me of that... |
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| BROBST | Jan 13 2013, 05:03 AM Post #6 |
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I just read that in your "For Holly" thread. Yep, I remember that vividly. I was inside that location when I heard the police yelling and had to tell Jay and cast/crew that we gotta get out there now and get on the ground because this is serious. (everyone inside probably thought it was the rest of you outside that garage door yelling.....and I was the one who popped my head out and saw what was going down) It's still amazing that nothing horrible happened. All it would have taken was one of you with those fake guns turning around too fast and holding it too high and they could have shot. All over miscommunication. Dayum. P.S. What I was thinking as I was laying on the ground was "I'm gonna be SO late to cast call for a Shakepeare in the Park show because I'm going to be in jail. Luckily, the cops had a sense of humor about it all once they knew everyone there were just actors with fake guns. *LINK* |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 05:05 AM Post #7 |
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Those guns weren't fake.... They just weren't loaded. That sawed-off shotgun had the police freaked out. |
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| BROBST | Jan 13 2013, 05:06 AM Post #8 |
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Oh holy crap. I don't think I even knew that. Yikes! |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 05:07 AM Post #9 |
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Top of today's to-do list. Talk to Danielle. Apparently the seeds I have been plating to get the women and I together may have legs.... Could it be? Danielle is the missing piece. Sadly, Rodger is not the playing piece I was hoping for. |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 08:01 AM Post #10 |
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Here.... Let's just stay online in the middle of a post in case anyone is checking.... And I am going back to bed. It's 5:15.... |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 08:36 AM Post #11 |
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So.... Stephen showed up. Messaged me once - I responded - and then he disappeared. Such commitment to playing this game. Come on Stephen, get your head in the game, dude. Austin Carty, International Man of Mystery needs you as his goat. |
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 10:29 AM Post #12 |
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Dude.... Austin's English is starting to annoy ME! Can't wait to see what the others think of it. Even when I write in my own voice, I feel like my English is broken. It's like when your mom told you not to cross your eyes or they'd stick that way..... Am I doomed to horrible English for the rest of my life? Maybe I need some OMGs and LMAOs and BFFs..... I'm gonna use as many fricking slang words and contractions as I can. don't think I ain't capable of bein' a big 'ol hick from Oklahoma. Yee-haw! Funny, I bet if I tried a character like that -NO ONE would believe it. No one would think someone actually talks like that. But they believe Austin? Interesting. God, everyone. I am SOOOOOO sorry. |
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| BROBST | Jan 13 2013, 10:33 AM Post #13 |
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As Austin might say: "You will not be out of the world."
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| Austin | Jan 13 2013, 10:52 AM Post #14 |
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There's a new one for you in the challenge thread - Please do not miss me while I am going.... (Like to the bathroom? - Austin is so weird...) |
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| BROBST | Jan 13 2013, 11:23 AM Post #15 |
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LMAO!!! |
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