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Day 9; Random Thoughts
Topic Started: Jan 18 2013, 02:58 PM (16 Views)
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Not much to report today. Nice to pull away from the game.

But after Frosti's performance in the challenge, the possibility that Marty told someone something, the likelihood that Becky is in tight with Marty (I'd already pegged her as a power player) and Rodger's lack of telling us what happened (I know he had an interview and RL is more important)

But I'm not feeling very good about Koblenz stability.

Sure, Kim, Erinn and I are super tight. And I think Holly is in with us, at least from a trust stand point.

Sure is an odd feeling - that's all I'm saying.

Gotta figure out what to do next. How to connect with Tarfarts! If it's even possible. And does it even need to be done.... They'll kill themselves off. They are a competetive bunch for sure.
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Austin,Jan 18 2013
02:58:25 PM
But I'm not feeling very good about Koblenz stability.

How does this feeling bode for you long term?




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Really doesn't matter. This tribe is going to fracture sooner or later. Matty/Frosti on one side, Kim/Erinn on the other. My loyalty is to Kim/Erinn.

The question is where do Rodger and Holly go in picking sides if it comes to that.

I sure hope Holly falls on that side with us.

I think Frosti or Danielle are in trouble on Sunday if we lose. But Matty will protect him. Matty wants numbers. Matty has Rodger. Does he have Danielle and Holly?

I think you do better in this game when you DON'T have options. They get you out of focus. Give me a single tunnel with one way out. That I can solve. Managing the twisting, forking paths makes you plan for every outcome - and you will always miss something in the dark.

Although I absolutely want to be with Erinn, Holly and Kim in the end. I am not deluded into thinking that is going to happen.

My path to the end is different than the others. And it changes every day. If I can't figure out how to make Austin unlikeable though - my game is over very soon.

But I think I am having better luck convincing Becky of Austin's story than I did with Marty. I'll keep pushing that.

So I know what I want - and that is to be in the end with the ladies. But, I knew my success in this game this time would come at the expense of my tribemates. Not necessarily with them. Like it or not, I have to be prepared for that.

But playing loyal won't win me the game - that just gets me final four again. I need to CONVINCE EVERY SINGLE PLAYER IN THIS GAME that I am a complete foreigner to win this game - someone who is inept at the game, doesn't understand, makes mistakes and gets them to give him advice and carry him along because he'd never win the game in a million years. That is how Austin Outwits, Outplays and Outlasts. Only through that kind of deception in a way unlike anyone has seen before in the game.

I'm becoming schizo over this.... him.... me..... aaarrrgggghhhhh.

Beddy-bye time in Munich.
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