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Day 34; The end is coming
Topic Started: Feb 12 2013, 06:21 AM (51 Views)
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Interesting night....

So - Erinn tells Lydia that I was never with BFA... Are my secrets finally coming out?

Frosti says he wants to work with Holly and I??? WTF.

Tonight isn't going to be as easy as anyone thinks...

And ANYONE could go home.

I think holly and Kim are safe - but I'd put any other name on the table to be sent home.

The key today is who has the strength of 4?

And I better make sure I'm in it...
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I love following your thought process around here......
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So - today was a road trip to Tulsa for work. Left at 7:30 this morning and just got home (7:00pm)

Tried to access on my iPhone as much as I could.

I hope I am in the know on what is going on tonight. Anything could happen.

Lydia has been firing on all cylinders to stay in the game. To our benefit - I think when she doesn't get her way, she calls people stupid. And that just isn't going to help you.

Lydia - I do love you very much - you have to know that - but you're just too big a threat and you talk too much to everybody.

I sure hope you don't get immunity tonight.... if I'm being honest.

But if you do - I'll sure tell you how happy I am for you.

You are such an interesting player. So good at this game.

It would be an honor to go to the end with you as we talked about. But the problem is - as you can see in my strategy - I'm leaving every door open as long as I can. If I chose you to go to the end with now - and my vote illustrated that commitment, I'd shut every door except the one to you.

I know you would see great honor in that - but it wouldn't guarantee me a spot in the finals.

None of my deals are locked in stone. NONE OF THEM. I make a call for every vote based on keeping as many doors open as possible.

I have final twos with everyone left in the game - but if I side with you against them - I lose all of that. You have to see the strategy in that.

You'll see I'm not the blind follower you think I am. You'll see I've exerted a lot more influence in this game than anyone knows. And you'll respect it I think - once all is said and done.

I do love you Lydia - I hope to be friends for a long time after.

But for my end game - I need you to go to the jury tonight...
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So - what do I think is going to happen tonight....

Although I have been doubting it all day.

I think that it is Lydia with a backup vote of Holly....

And here is why.

Sugar won't go over to Lydia and Holly. She's close with Erinn and I - separately - I mean sure, she respects Holly's move from Sunday - but that won't get her to make an alliance. Besides, she'd need a fourth to go with her - and even then it's a group of two vs a group of 2...

Frosti - same thing - I think he'd like to make a move. Frosti can't win this game unless he does something - makes some big bold strategic play. But i don't think he can get anyone to join him and get him any better numbers than he thinks he has.

Erinn can't jump because she and Lydia are enemies.

And Kim won't jump because she is sweet, loyal, honest, and focused on making the right decisions to get to the end - not the crazy decisions.

So - that clearly leaves Lydia on the outside.... Her only chance is if four of the other five band together within in a new alliance I am not a part of. Kim wouldn't do that. And neither would Holly.

So - it's Lydia with a backup of Holly. (Please don't let Holly go...)
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God - I am SUCH A JERK!!!

I am so sorry Lydia - I am sending Lydia on a wild goose chase to find a fourth vote to save herself tonight. First - she's not going to find one. Second - Holly and I can't vote with her.

Give her props for fighting to the end.
But I have to be 'on her side' in case she sticks around tonight. In case she wins immunity.

NEVER CLOSE ANY DOORS - that's my motto this season.

But she's gonna call some people out again tonight. I just hope that I have said enough wonderful thoughtful things that she doesn't call me out....

I need my villainy to remain in the shadows... for now...
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Stew in it Lydia. There is a difference between the two of us.

I don't relish in being a complete ass in this game. I don't like it one bit. And I would never resort to name calling - bullying - treating people like crap. What you do EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I hope you got stung a little tonight. And I hope you feel that sting as I REFUSE TO OPEN ANY MESSAGE YOU SEND TO ME AGAIN.

I am a scorpio - and you pushed me to my limit.

The worst thing is that I do care about you. And that is what makes the way you treat me even worse.

You have no regard for anyone - other than being grateful that they provide a carpet to walk all over.

I am not lying - this door is closed.

You say you lost respect for me tonight.... just because I wouldn't make it a 6 2 vote? Look at what Holly just did to herself by standing with you AGAIN. We have two targets to vote out now. Thanks for making our decisions easy.

well guess what - my previous statement that I would be happy to see anyone of the final 7 win this game just changed.

And now - silence.
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I won't be able to play tomorrow.
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I'm figuring out if I want that in public or not. I don't want anyone to know right now. But you need to know so you don't wait for me.
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Austin,Feb 12 2013
11:02:40 PM
I won't be able to play tomorrow. I'm figuring out if I want that in public or not.  I don't want anyone to know right now.  But you need to know so you don't wait for me.

Got it. No prob.


Soooooooooo......


In calling Lydia out during the challenge, was there strategy to that in trying to seem like someone worse to be at the end with?

Or was it just that you couldn't hold it in anymore about Lydia's rants?



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Little bit of both.

She doesn't have a brain in her head. Tell me what do I gain if I vote with her. Ask holly what she gained tonight. A trip to the jury if Lydia wins again.

So - I vote and make it 5 - 2 or 4 - 3... And what happens... If Lydia wins immunity the person she votes for is gone anyway. It doesn't matter how many votes they get. Period!

I explain that to her - and she loses respect for me - for me telling her the truth.

I am passive aggressive and a Scorpio. And what she did tonight in her private messages crossed the line. So I wanted to go one step further. I wanted to bite back and leave marks. I wanted to give the jury a show.

I had that post ready to go in confessional and decided to put it in public.

And I showed her how much smarter I am than her, and I hope the jury saw it.

I pulled her in with the 'apology' and then right back with the zinger. And that crazy lunatic responded perfectly to my first message that I didn't need to apologize. That I was the only one who admitted my deception to her.

I enjoyed watching her try to recover when she realized I wasn't apologizing for shit!

I won't read any more of her messages. I'll lay the guilt trip on so thick she'll come crawling back. And I'll use Holly as the middle man.

And guaranteed, one of those two goes to the jury tomorrow.

I am dead serious - this is so ugly I will give the final 3 to Erinn Kim and Frosti if they'll all stay together to eliminate those two.

Play the game however you want - but bullying and name calling every single day is completely uncalled for. And she's done it to every one of us.

She is a pissy little bitch. Whining about not getting her way. Completely delusional about what is really going on here. And telling others they lose her respect for deceiving people the exact same way she does.

Fuck your respect Lydia. If that is what it would be like to be your friend, I don't want any part of it.

Maybe you are just playing a character too - and we can laugh about it later - but you crossed the line with me tonight. And I bit back. That's all.
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Austin,Feb 12 2013
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I am dead serious - this is so ugly I will give the final 3 to Erinn Kim and Frosti if they'll all stay together to eliminate those two.

You would go through all your weeks and weeks of planning and plotting (LONG before the game actually started) and having created this character and this persona and memorized your "timezone difference" and everything just to give the game away???
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If it meant the demise of Lydia, yes.... If I have to, yes.

If Frosti is thinking of flipping - I have to offer him something he'll believe. And he'll believe this. If there's anything I've let Frosti know about Austin, it's his commitment to goodness - publicly...

But - Why did he go and tell holly we mentioned her name. What does that get him? That's strange. That's fear that his alliance isn't working. And that he looks for something better. He won't find it.

If my options are to vote for Lydia or holly in a final 2 - I'd rather not be on the jury. At least not today. There's still time for holly.

Erinn and Kim won't let me quit. Won't vote for me. And Holly can come back to my side. But for [~€>%<] sake she's gotta vote with me again. Figure I've cussed enough tonight. So I won't say fuck, lol.

But we'll see what happens. If I had to make that promise to eliminate pure evil - well then call me the exorcist, baby!
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