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| Cirie | Aug 21 2017, 10:50 AM Post #31 |
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Interesting to hear your experience in the game Rudy. You really played a great game and i really enjoyed playing with you! You were so much fun to chat with and seemed to always have a solid understanding of the dynamics of the game. Wheneve you have time, i would love to hear how you were instrumental in my demise. Theres still a few gaps in what unfolded that day for me so im really curious as to how and why i ended up here. I never expected two people i considered allies targeted me out of the blue so id love to hear why that was the route you chose to take. No hard feelings though. Voting people out is the point of the game and you guys definitely outplayed me! |
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| Rudy | Aug 21 2017, 05:29 PM Post #32 |
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I'll put something together for you when I'm drinking coffee instead of wine
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| Rudy | Aug 23 2017, 03:55 PM Post #33 |
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OK Cirie, let me start off by saying that I had high hopes for us working together early on in Limerick, but when Dave was voted out I felt a bit betrayed by you, Sierra and Julie. Of the three of you only Julie spent a significant amount of time trying to patch things up after the merge, (very successfully I might add). You did make some attempts at establishing an alliance but I always felt like you were holding something back and I just never trusted you. As the game progressed you suggested that I make a big move to take someone in my primary alliance out and ally with you, Sierra, Brooke and Amanda to do so. This would not have been to my benefit to me at that time and just made me more suspicious of you. You will discover a never sent PM in my confessional that was composed by me to you that was kind of mean, which is why I never sent it. But, I did post it in my confessional for posterity and for you to discover later so you would understand my state of mind that day. At the time I decided that talking with you further the day you were voted out would not be productive, (which is why that PM was never sent), and just bit my tongue which I guess is why I ultimately got your vote that night. So Long story short, What I thought you were trying to get me to do was why I had a strong hand in targeting you the night you went home. To be honest though I was also targeting you the night Bubba went home as some payback for Dave which ironically made you doubly a target as payback for Bubba too along with Sierra. It wasn't really vengeance though. I just recognized that that you along with all of #TeamPink were dangerous threats to my game. No hard feelings I hope.I wanted to make sure I had totally decompressed from the game before telling you all that, again to be sure that it didn't sound mean because there's no room in my heart for holding grudges or making people feel bad when the game for us comes to an end. Does that help? |
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| Cirie | Aug 24 2017, 12:15 AM Post #34 |
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Thanks for the explanation Rudy. That makes sense. It seems circumstances and perceptions just kept getting in our way during this game and preventing us from developing mutual trust with each other, although i always really liked you and wanted to make something happen between us. As far as Dave was concerned, i definitely felt threatened by him. When Sierra and Tony voted for me the night that Tony was voted out, Sierra sent me a PM apologizing and said that she was told the vote was for me and it must have changed at the last minute. I felt really out of the loop that round and I didnt know who to believe at that point. I was particularly suspicious of Dave as I knew he was running things and had formed that alliance, which i wasnt a part of. Diane had become tight lipped with me as well, which made me even more paranoid. So it definitely benefited me to send Dave off. Anyways, i wasnt sure if we could trust each other after that, but I was wiling to try as limerick came to the merge down in numbers and I really needed friends at that point. From there, I eventually got to feel really good about you. You were great to chat with and shared some game info with me, and no one else was really doing that besides Sierra. So at one point, i was committed to going all the way with you guys and my plan was to try and get a majority with limerick while protecting you and diane, then hopefully i wouldnt be one of the first people targeted on limerick. My plan was fuzzy though and i kept changing my mind back and forth and was taking each day as it came. I did feel like you were very trustworthy and i had no plans to target you guys anytime in the near future. I did want to target Todd though and i guess thats where things fell apart. The night before I got voted off, i thought limerick was voting for either todd or zeke and everyone else was voting for amanda. That night, i got word that brooke and amanda were upset with me because i had told the non-limerick people that amanda was my backup vote if joel had won immunity the night he was voted out. So, hearing this i didnt know who was starting these rumors but i definitely felt under fire so i did the best i could to patch things up with amanda and brooke, but i still didnt feel secure so i called on you for help. That was where not having a good grasp on what was going on really did me in! It turned out it was julie that started all of this. Julie played innocent the whole time and kind of led me to believe it was you that was starting all the rumors about me. It was a very tense and emotional day for me (and exhausting). I was struggling to figure out what had gone wrong and had no clue what it was or how to fix it. Eventually, i ran out of options so i just tried to make it as difficult as possible for people to vote me off. I was upset, but i definitely laid it on thick and hoped that maybe if i put enough of a guilt trip on people, that i might have a chance. It didnt work obviously, but at least i didnt lay down and die. I went kicking and screaming. Not the most dignified exit, but oh well. I tried! Anyways, i truly have no hard feelings towards you. Our games just didnt agree with each other when it came down to our main alliances it seems. When i learned what had happened with Julie, i felt really bad for suspecting you. Overall, i felt closest to Julie in this game. I had been with her for a long time and we connected during the dave boot and were close from there going forward. (Thus, why i never suspected her and why i felt so betrayed) After Julie, i felt closest to you, Diane and Sierra. I was oblivious to so much in this game but in retrospect, it all finally makes sense and i definitely deserved to go out when i did. Its just like Diane once said to me, Perception is everything in this game. No truer words were ever spoken! |
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| Diane | Aug 26 2017, 08:51 AM Post #35 |
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She is my spirit animal. Love me some Sandra Bullock. |
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| Diane | Aug 26 2017, 08:56 AM Post #36 |
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Bubba was sneaky, wasn't he? He's going to get an earful form all of us. LOL |
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| Diane | Aug 26 2017, 09:18 AM Post #37 |
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Yep, I was super cautious with you, because I knew how you loved Julie. I was never overly confident with the R, T, Z. J alliance. I knew at any moment it could turn. But, I still felt that was my best option instead of #TeamPink and being on the bottom of that alliance. If I went went you guys, you would have destroyed me right at the next TC. I agree, I do not like how Julie played everyone...but, she's played it masterfully. |
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