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Is it all a lie?
Topic Started: Sep 29 2011, 09:52 AM (85 Views)
Ink
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I give you my heart, every beat it makes
You say the same, but do you really?
Somethings you say make me wonder
Things others say to you make me ponder

Tears fill my eyes, my heart threatens to break
Is everything a lie? Am I just not worth love?
My hands shake as they crave to feel the blade
Just a few cuts to force the sadness to fade

No, I won't do that again...but I ask you this
Is it all a lie? Does my heart beat for something not there?
If it does, let me know and it will gladly die
I don't want to be living through another lie
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Hanma
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I remember feeling that way long ago about someone. It never truly and fully disappears, sadly.

Liked the intensity. -Thumbs up-
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^.^ Thanks.
I wrote this a long time ago when I had first met the man I later married. He was so nervous about meeting me that he didn't want us to meet and kept putting it off. So then I felt like it was all a lie. Writing helps settle those feelings down for me.
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Glad it turned out well for you. I wasn't as lucky myself. lol

I wouldn't be who I am today if it wasn't for that trial by fire, so I suppose it's all for the best. ^^
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What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, I suppose.
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There's something to be said about weakness, at times. A little bit of tension on the heart and soul can be exhilarating.

Hehe.. Look at me getting all philosophical. It must be the lack of proper sleep.
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