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#15: 07/02/16; All Quiet on the Jaburu Front
Topic Started: Jul 2 2016, 09:00 PM (17 Views)
Jenna
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I actually kind of feel a bit horrible that I didn't leave a Confessional yesterday...at the same time, the fact that none of us really felt pressured to constantly monitor the board was kind of nice...

But a big decision is around the corner. And I don't really like where I sit in it. As always, I'll have to break it down with numbers or bullets. Today, I'll go with numbers.

1) If we lose, Daniel is the target (barring a kidnapping). I don't think he knows he is the target. I don't get that vibe at all....if anything, I feel massive trust would be broken and he WILL feel betrayed. The only way this doesn't happen is if Rob and Joanna and Daniel are somehow conspiring behind my back to save him at the next vote...so if myself or Deena get kidnapped, those three could conceivably turn on Dave. But right now, Daniel thinks we are voting out Dave or Deena.

2) The BIG question/variable is "What if Daniel gets kidnapped?" Because there has been no second place target defined. As far as I can tell, Joanna would want to vote out Deena or Dave. Dave would want to vote out Joanna (again, if he's being legit, he sees Rob, Deena, me and him as the solid four. I REALLY want to speak with Deena and see if Dave communicated this to her at all...and to see where her head stands. And likewise Rob. Has Dave talked to him about voting out Joanna? I just don't know.

Worst yet...I don't know what I'd want to do. If I joined Dave and Deena to vote out Joanna, Rob and Daniel would be against me from that point out...and if I voted out Dave or Deena, the remaining person would turn back to their original tribe the moment we merged. And I don't even want to think what would happen in a shuffle. So I'm praying for 1) a win and 2) a non-Daniel kidnap if we lose.

The funny thing is...at surface level, I would say I'm closest to Rob and Dave. But when I think back to the engagement I actually get from PMs...the thought and time put into them...I would actually rather get rid of Rob over Joanna at this point. I love Rob...but there's a SLIGHT edge of openness I get from Joanna that I don't get from Rob. And likewise Deena...much less frequent communication, but much more thought out communication. Plus, I connected with her first in the New Jaburu.

Thinking ahead...if we vote out Dave...then I think Deena would have to be the next boot, despite Daniel still being around. If we voted out Joanna...and then Dave gets kidnapped the following round, that makes it Rob and Daniel vs me and Dave...and I could see them forcing a tie.

As of now, if a Daniel kidnap happened, Joanna is not even entertaining the thought of a Rob boot. I really, really need to connect tomorrow with Rob and Deena to see where their heads are at.

For once we hit a merge, if I'm tight with Deena and Dave, I could see that bringing some extra numbers with it. If not...I think Rob and me, as active players, would be big targets. I could see Joanna's quiet, thoughtful game taking her far...the question is...do I align with that or do I eliminate that? My nature says the former.

Another possibility...we do a 2-2-1 tie. Deena and Dave vote for Joanna...Joanna and Rob vote for Deena. And I vote for Rob/Dave. I'm just trying to think of the upside to this. :)

Oh, and who would we kidnap? No frickin' clue.

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Jenna,Jul 2 2016
10:00:01 PM
I actually kind of feel a bit horrible that I didn't leave a Confessional yesterday...at the same time, the fact that none of us really felt pressured to constantly monitor
the board was kind of nice...

I'm actually glad of the timing of this holiday weekend cause it gives me some much needed time to catch up on my own Confessional as well as "N's & Q's." :)
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