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Topic Started: Jan 14 2018, 09:35 AM (43 Views)
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I have Book Club today and still need to finish a book :lol: :lol:

But I promise to multi-task and get you a confessional. The tides are turning and the target is moving off the "inactive" players it seems.....
 
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So lots of interesting stuff going on over in Okinawa. I am very curious to see how it all plays out tonight, and if the targets will shift again.

Now, Kass is still trying to form an army to take out Yul. Which I totally would have been on board with 24 hours ago if she could have gotten the numbers. But there is no way she was going to pull that off. Yul is still fairly well insulated, and some of the people Kass expected could be on board likely would not have been. And although it sounded fun, it wouldn't have worked for me. There just wasn't momentum to take out Yul.

Also, Yul has chatted with me a little more today. Don't get me wrong... he still can't write more than a paragraph. But we exchanged some messages back and forth, and he is in good with the people who I imagine to be "in charge" right now, so going against him doesn't do me any good. Besides, he seems to be at least opening up a little.


Anyway, yesterday Aubry sends me a list of SIX PEOPLE she would be willing to vote out tonight. Which is insane to me. It's hard enough to say one name, and she has enough confidence to say six? Majority is eight right now, so all you need are those six plus two more and she is gone. But I don't think too much of it, because Aubry seems well-liked.


Then Phillip tells me there is so momentum to take Aubry out. This begins with Fabio, who feels Aubry set up Michelle that first vote into saying Fabio's name, and that she also was behind the Erik/Yul drama. That she is pushing her agenda , and Fabio feels played. Phillip asks if I am into this plan, and I am. Aubry no longer does anything for me, and I feel like taking her out will really draw lines in the tribe, which would make strategy much easier.

So I do my part, I bring up Aubry's list to Fabio casually when we discuss names. Fabio immediately spills his whole plan to me. I mention all the right names as people I think I can trust (him, Ian, Yul, Jeremy, Phillip). I bring up the list to Tasha, since she was on it, and because while I don't tell Tasha everything, I tell her a lot. I want to keep her as a very close ally, so this is important. Then I mention the list to Yul. It was a risky move, but I honestly got the feeling he had NOT gotten the list from Aubry. And I figured that might make him feel a little on the outs, which is what I wanted to do. It's gonna be real easy for Yul to hear Kass is targeting him and to move that way. So if my actual interest tonight is taking out Aubry, I want to make sure Yul at least has some skepticism about her.

Yul IMMEDIATELY tells Jeremy about it, who then tells me he heard about it from Yul. Honestly, some of these people are so predictable.



So now the question is, how much traction does this Aubry thing get? And if it doesn't get enough, are we just bound to lose a Michelle or an Erik? Personally, I'd prefer to lose a Fran as she is probably the person I speak to least now, but I don't think it'll go that way.



As I said earlier, I have a book to finish reading, and Book Club at 3BST. But I plan to be checking in and keeping up with messages very closely. I want to be in the know tonight, and I want to be in the know with what is going on from all camps.


We shall see how things play out....



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I'M LOVING ALL THE CIERA .GIFs YOU'VE BEEN FINDING! :D
 
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BROBST,Jan 14 2018
12:21:58 PM
I'M LOVING ALL THE CIERA .GIFs YOU'VE BEEN FINDING! :D

And I can't get voted out soon I still have so many left to use!!

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Tonight's challenge was a real fail for me because....


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Breaking Brobst's rule #7!! :(



But Book Club ran late, and honestly there were still people at my house when the challenge began. I did actually begin the crossword, but only found 10 names before Yul completed it. But I give myself credit for trying!


Also, this vote was fairly meaningful to me. Now, a lot of people voted Aubry. So that isn't what matters. What matters is I had open conversations about this vote with Fabio. That will matter moving forward. Jeremy was shady with me, but IMMEDIATELY messaged me after the vote all apologetic telling me he'd explain tomorrow and he owed me an apology for not getting me info sooner. Yul is now messaging me on the regular. And of course I still have Tasha, who I think I legit trust. And Phillip who is actually my favorite. And he is probably playing me and everyone feels the same way about him that I do, but he has NEVER screwed me over, or been dishonest with me, and I love him. So that's that.

It may have seemed more unanimous than not, but the vote was actually a smaller number of people in the conversation, and others getting on board. And I was in the conversation... but I wasn't the conversation starter. I feel like I am in the know, but also on the outskirts where others don't realize I am in the know.


I feel like I am exactly where I want to be...





Also the English major in me hope I didn't make any spelling or grammatical errors in this post....

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Ciera,Jan 14 2018
09:57:25 PM

I feel like I am exactly where I want to be...


Yeah, I often wonder how people WANT to be positioned or where they THINK they're positioned.

And it sounds like you like things the way they are. Will be curious to see where Ciera's story goes.
 
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