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| Topic Started: Jan 18 2018, 07:06 PM (27 Views) | |
| Ciera | Jan 18 2018, 07:06 PM Post #1 |
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Ugh, the struggle is real. So I've already explained how I get there is a core group which I am situated just outside of. But NOT on the outs, right? I mean I legit log on here EVERY SINGLE DAY and touch base with EVERYONE IN THE GAME EVERY SINGLE DAY. Anyway. Today Ian sends me a PM and lists a "core group" that should stick together and make it to "final 7" with no issues. He names this group. Fabio, Yul, Jeremy, Phillip, him-- of course, the Boys Club. Then he names Tasha, Fran and me. I am not an idiot and I can count. That would be eight people, not seven. This guy sends me a list of his top 7, and essentially tells me I can be number 8 if I want. For all I know he sent the same freaking message to Erik, Lisa, Kass, Brenda. Like, are you kidding me? ARE YOU KIDDING ME. You have to be smarter, Ian. I am already annoyed with this guy, and now I am more annoyed. Part of me wants to just unite the outsiders against him. But the numbers aren't there, and I can't play with people who are not ever really around. I need to bide my time until the Jeremy/Yul side of things decide they want to make a move against the Fabio/Ian side. Also, Phillip, forever the source of information for me, tells me that Fabio gave him the same list of seven (no eighth member Ciera). Which is too bad because I thought I was making in roads with Fabio. I know I need to not take everything Phillip says at face value, but he mentioned the core 7 before I did. Have I lost my touch? Am I spending too much time messaging everyone and just not feeding Ian and Fabio's egos enough? Do I just not know how to play this game? I know I can't take someone personally who doesn't respond to me for days, but I can't help it. I know logically I don't WANT to be a big player right now, and I am positioned OK because by the time they get to me in their voting order someone will want to make a big move. But I hate that they are looking at me as secondary, and I can't quite figure out how to fix it. I thought I did with Fabio, but I was wrong. And I honestly don't give a shit about Ian (cute avatar or not), but I just hate that he thinks I am less of a player than I am. I am too emotional about this right now and need to get my shit togeher! ![]() |
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| Ciera | Jan 18 2018, 10:00 PM Post #2 |
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From Fabio shortly before the "challenge"....
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