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| Axel | Nov 8 2009, 01:03 AM Post #226 |
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[the day breaks, your mind aches]
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I've started smoking cigarettes. One more dirty little habit that I've gathered over the years. |
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| Axel | Nov 13 2009, 08:54 PM Post #227 |
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[the day breaks, your mind aches]
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I don't care if you took the medication and it didn't work for you. I just want to stop feeling like this, and if I stop feeling like this maybe I can start functioning normally. Don't tell me that you can't let me go on it because it was bad for you. I just want.. to feel like a normal person again. Please. |
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| Zexion | Nov 17 2009, 08:26 PM Post #228 |
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The Cloaked Schemer
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I want the world to slow down. I haven't had enough sleep in two weeks; I'm running on empty and I'm about to break down. I've got two productions I'm teching in, Thanksgiving break coming up so all my teachers are piling on homework, midyear exams coming up, concerts in both my choirs, and applications for colleges and overseas due next week; I've had people talking at me, yelling at me, screaming at each other, ignoring me... I can't take it anymore. But I can't stop. I can't relax; I don't have time to. Can't you understand that I'm a hairsbreadth away from either breaking down or exploding? Can't you leave me alone? And at this time that I need to escape from my life the most, I can't. I don't have roleplays to reply to; I don't have a book I can read; I don't even have music, because I have to be paying attention all the time. If I can somehow make it through this week without exploding or having a mental breakdown, I'm a lot stronger than I think I am. |
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| Kyh | Nov 19 2009, 12:52 PM Post #229 |
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You disgust me. I was just playing my music, but you go all batshit insane. Chloe, how can you be around him? |
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| Sparkiliciouss | Nov 20 2009, 08:31 AM Post #230 |
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Chill the fuck out already. They're old - these things happen! They can't live forever even if they wanted to...and frankly, they don't want to. Grow up and accept that. And stop going through my stuff, for God's sake, you nosy punk. We have different tastes, and therefore read different things - i.e., I like my fantasy (which I guess to you translates to OMG WITCHCRAFT EVIL EVIL BAD HISSSSS) and you like your trashy romance novels. Have you never heard of "don't judge a book by it's cover"? That's probably why you don't have friends... Stop making that stupid face and let it go. Let it all go. |
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| Zexion | Nov 27 2009, 10:17 PM Post #231 |
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The Cloaked Schemer
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What the hell am I supposed to do? How can I help you? I've tried every fucking thing I can do, and all you do is ignore me and run straight back towards trouble. You tell me you love me, but it sure doesn't look like it. Do you have any idea how much it hurts me every time you do something stupid - you cut yourself, you get a tattoo... If you loved me, you would care more about how what you were doing would affect me than about how they would affect you. You don't love me, you want me to love you, because all you know is how to be selfish. Dammit, I do, and you know it, and it clearly makes you feel better about yourself, but love isn't a one-way street. You have to give me something back. I'm giving and giving and giving you everything I can, and you're throwing my heart to the wayside because you don't want to change. Look, for once, look and see what you're doing to me! I want to love you so much, but all my instincts are telling me to run, because as far as I can tell, you're a lost cause. You're never going to change. So what if I told you I would cut myself for everytime you cut yourself? Would that make you see? After all, it works for you, doesn't it? Makes the pain and the guilt go away? Each time you cut yourself, it hurts me, so much; would cutting open my own skin and watching it bleed help somehow? Why can't you see? Stop thinking about yourself for once, please, and think about what you're doing to the people around you! |
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| Xigbar | Nov 28 2009, 10:31 PM Post #232 |
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Cat Spy?
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Can't say anything yet. Suspect shenanigans but I'll be polite. I'll just go with the flow. Even if I do get annoyed and really want to say something. But I'll behave. |
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| Alyss | Nov 28 2009, 10:53 PM Post #233 |
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Quit dragging me along. You say you support her but you bash her behind her back. How can I respect you? How can I feel this all went better then expected if you're talking behind her back? I still love her. I don't know if you do or not. And that's what kills me. Because if I ask you for certain, then I'll know the truth, and it might just tear me apart. |
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| Axel | Dec 1 2009, 01:58 AM Post #234 |
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[the day breaks, your mind aches]
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Everything is finally feeling better. I'm not hurting anymore, I'm not so sad anymore. I might be getting into a relationship soon, and I'm not as 'crazy'. I just need to learn how to sleep in my room again. |
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| Wolfie | Dec 18 2009, 10:03 PM Post #235 |
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╔══Do you r e m e m b e r the 20-first night of sEpTeMbEr? ║L o v e was changing the minds of pretenders ║While CHASING the c l o u d s ★ Say that you r e m e m b e r . . . ★ ╔══════════════╗ Oh my gosh, shut up! Yeah, I know I've got some issues but you have just as much, you ass! Stop thinking that you're going to achieve so much more than me because you're more sane! We get it! You're the normal one in the family! Only, you're not! At all! You never hang out with any of your so called friends! Yet you insist you have friends! And then you make fun of me for not having friends! And you keep throwing the college thing in my face! I know I failed! What do you think I'm crying about at night as I fall asleep?! About how pathetic I am that I couldn't handle it! And you! Shut the hell up! You and I are not going to ever be together and you calling me and crying to me in the middle of the night is never going to change that! No matter how much I love you, it just isn't going to happen! Too much has happened! I can't marry you! Hell, I can barely hang out with you at all! So just stop making this that much harder! Quit whining to me because nothing is going to change! I'm sorry! And yeah, when you whine and say it was all your fault and that you should've done things different, you're right! It is your fucking fault! I know I say it's not but it is! You started this! And now we get to live without each other! And it's YOUR fault! And shut the fuck up about my parents! I get it! You guys hate each other and you think that they're nazis! But at least they actually want me to be happy! You just want me because you like being in love. You call me a robot being controlled by my parents with remote controls, well you are trying to control me too, asshole. And I'd rather have my parents control me. Sorry, but I love them more than you. Get over it. And realize that when you say stupid ass things to me, I'm going to ignore you or just reply as little as possible. Because you're being an ASSHOLE and you need to stop it and get over yourself. Get a hobby. Get an easy sexbuddy. Take your prozac and stop pining. I'm so over it. And, girl, drop that guy like a hot tamale and come hang out with me. He's not good for you and I know you wanna get back on track but he's dragging you down. He's a high school punk and you deserve someone so much better! I can help you but you have to let me! Please come back, hun. Love your guts. ╚══════════════╝ ★ DANCING in September . . . ★ Some bells were ringing║ Our souls were singing║ Do you remember, never a cloudy day?══╝ |
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| Axel | Dec 30 2009, 06:52 AM Post #236 |
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Fuck you. You're just the same as he is. Critical. I can't take it. I don't deserve that. I did the paperwork once and I did a better job than Meaghan. I was almost promoted if they hadn't hired someone with more experience. What did you get? You did the paperwork (Shittily, I might add. Do you even know how many mistakes you made?) only because they needed someone to do it and you were the only one at the time. I am a better worker than Meaghan. I wasn't fired, was I? You only say that because you want to bang her. It's the same shit Scott said. That I was terrible and everyone else was better than me. I worked with you one shift a week, and I didn't give a damn. I didn't like working with you, I didn't want to work with you, I just worked as fast as I can so I could leave so I wouldn't have to deal with you. You're a dick. You're a much better person when you're drunk. |
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| Xigbar | Jan 5 2010, 05:08 AM Post #237 |
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Cat Spy?
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I don't understand being told I need to open up more, experience more, being given advice on a bunch of shit I already know about. I don't understand being treated like I'm not nearly as intelligent as I really am. I'm not a naive child, I'm not an idiot. Don't condescend me. I'm not sure I could ever get into a relationship. I like my space. I like my quiet. I like my alone time. I love my friends but I don't love being around them all the time. I get tired after a while and I get cranky after a while. Now I try to imagine a guy strolling into my life, someone who's going to want to be around me all the time and hug and touch and dote and give affection, try to do things for me that I can very easily do myself without any trouble. It's a nice thought but it only insults me. |
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| Axel | Jan 12 2010, 02:35 AM Post #238 |
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Just do it already, we - and everyone else - knows that we like each other. Just.. fucking do it and stop dancing around the subject. |
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| Styleful Nutter | Jan 12 2010, 04:37 PM Post #239 |
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I hate that I act so confident and sure of myself, and like nothing in the world can bother me, and yet I can't build up the balls to ask him to go to prom with me because the person I really love has shot me down too many times. Some people may call it desperate, but he gave me hope, and then he stood on it. And I can't even hate him for it because he doesn't even realise what he did. And you know what? It's been a year and a half since that happened. It was so fucking long ago, and it still makes me cry. Because he kissed me, and then realised he hadn't meant it. And what hurts even more is that I KNEW he didn't mean it, and hoped anyway. AND YOU. Fuck, you're a pain in the ass. You know, I stick up for you, help you out, always be on your side. And I get that every once in a while, people need to rant. I get that. But LISTEN TO ME. For crying out loud, LISTEN TO ME when I give you advice! AND STOP. FUCKING. ATTENTION. SEEKING. You are not bisexual. You are DESPERATE. You've been turned down by every guy we know, so time to turn to the girls, right? You're fucking pathetic. I'm tired of humouring you. Next time you ask me, I'm going to call you out on your bullshit. Because I really am tired of it. Edited by Styleful Nutter, Jan 12 2010, 04:58 PM.
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| Zexion | Jan 21 2010, 08:22 PM Post #240 |
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What the hell? I know you're a new teacher, but fuck, lady, sending an email out today, when we have no class tomorrow, telling us that by Monday we have to have written up a six-page rough draft of a paper, with no fewer than seven sources, three of which have to be books, IS NOT COOL. Especially when we never even had any warning that a paper was coming, nor knew the topics so we could get research done before hand! And for your information, no, six pages is not nothing. Not even my English AP teacher asks for more than four pages! Especially during thesis and winter musical time! You're asking too fucking much out of us, and there's no way I can manage to get that done! I can't afford to lose those points, I have to keep my grades up or I won't be accepted into the exchange program! And shut up, sister mine, you'd be hysterical too if you had this just dumped on you, and you're in freaking college. |
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