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| Roxas | Jan 26 2010, 05:51 AM Post #241 |
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It's hot. Sydney is hot. Fuck you, Sydney. |
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| xxxbirthdaymassacre | Jan 26 2010, 05:36 PM Post #242 |
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I get to have knee surgery on Thursday. Torn meniscus in my left knee. Take that doctor man... I told you what it was. Anyways.. this means I may or may not go to the con on saturday. Would suck if I don't cause I love going.. Dressed up or not it's tons of fun and I actually have friends there, which is nice. I had some guys take out the sink in my dorm and put a hole in the wall early this morning. Which meant I had to be awake and get all the crap off of the sink and out from under it. Which means I now have to put all that back on top of cleaning the rest of the room. Which I'm mostly doing cause I can't find my fucking hairbrush. I haven't done art in forever cause of school and frickin falling apart every few months, weeks... whatever it is. This also means I can't get back to riding like I wanted nor can I get a job. My math teacher is stupid. We're learning how to count in roman, greek, mayan, egyptian, babylonian, and both computer languages. I DO NOT NEED TO KNOW! WHEN AM I GOING TO DO MATH WITH/FOR ANCIENT PEOPLES OR COMPUTER KIDS! I'M IN THIS MATH CLASS BECAUSE I'M NOT MATH/SCIENCE/COMPUTER MAJOR! And... I have no friends. Well, aside from all my roleplaying kids and my boyfriend. I do love you guys <33 But, I've got no one here. Boyfriend in another college and like... 3 or 4 friends back at home. That's it. ~sigh~ So very lonely and depressing... I go to class, I do homework, I eat, I go see the boy, I go home for doctors appointments and, if I'm lucky, anime cons, but that's about it... Ok.. I'm done.. |
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| Axel | Jan 30 2010, 06:37 AM Post #243 |
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[the day breaks, your mind aches]
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You have no idea how much I want to call you a jackass. A giant douche for doing this to me. It's not fair, it's cruel. It's not supposed to be like this, you're not supposed to do this to me. Why must you lie to me? I can see how you feel. Jesus can see how you feel. Fredburger can see how you feel. Brittany can see how you feel. Adam, Shae, Tom, Cody, Meaghan, Nick, they can all see it. So why are you denying it? You wouldn't put your arm around someone and hold their hand if you didn't like them, especially with the fact that you don't like being touched. Even your brother said so. God I want you to grow up, I want you to see that I'm awesome, that we'd be great for each other. I want you to see that I care about you, I want you to see that we would be really good for each other. I want you to ask me out, I want to be with you. I want to hold you, be held by you. You led me on, for months.. you led me on. I was made to believe something that you won't admit is true. I'm hurt. I'm surrounded by this ache, by this pain. Deep in my chest I can feel such sorrow because it's hard to have you around. After we talked, nothing changed. Maybe you text me a little more now, that's the only difference. But you're still just as distant as ever, you still keep away. And sitting beside you on the couch, listening to your voice, listening to everyone talk, it's hard. It hurts because I know I can't have you, no matter how hard I try. I just want to be close to you, is that so hard to ask? If we like each other why aren't we doing anything about it? Everyone tells me to give it time but I can't, it's that time that hurts me. It wears down my heart and I just can't do it anymore. I want, so badly, to forget you. To remove you from my heart but I can't. When my anxiety was really really bad I thought of you, just the next time I'd see you, or whatever. You're so deep in my mind now, I can't remove you. I can't erase you. I can't replace you. I can't get over you. I can't.. do anything about it. I can't keep waiting, it aches. And this ache is the worst because it's not real pain, it's just this dull ache that destroys my motivation. I've been sleeping a lot because I simply don't feel like getting up. I've lost all motivation for anything and everything. Why? Because of this ache. I can't get rid of it. I need to replace you, I need to get rid of you, I need to remove you. I don't know if I can. I've even lost inspiration to play Neopets. I've been collecting Neopets because it had been distracting me. But I've almost filled all my accounts and I'm just.. losing interest because I'm so drained of energy. I really want to make you jealous. Find someone new and be really really close to this new person so I can show you what you couldn't have. And I know that if you can't see how awesome I am, it's your loss. But fuck, that's hard. Because I still like you. I still want you. I'm probably in love with you by now, it's been so long. You've been pulling on my heart strings for months and it's hard. So as much as I want to say "Fuck you, what's your problem? Why are you lying to me you cock-fucker??" But I can't. I won't. Because I care. So.. hopefully I'll feel better when I wake up. |
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| Roxas | Feb 4 2010, 11:08 AM Post #244 |
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I love you, you're cute, and I wouldn't give you up easily, but damn it if the stress you cause me doesn't make me resent you >( |
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| Xigbar | Feb 4 2010, 01:45 PM Post #245 |
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Cat Spy?
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You're so good... So why do you have to be so bad for me? :( |
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| Axel | Feb 6 2010, 02:14 AM Post #246 |
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| Xigbar | Mar 3 2010, 06:44 AM Post #247 |
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Cat Spy?
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dumbass dumbass dumbass you make me appreciate being single >: | |
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| Iphis | Mar 4 2010, 09:51 PM Post #248 |
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Professor B-----, I appreciate that you think economics is the most important subject. You've probably dedicated over half of your life to it, poured late nights and cups of coffee into books and papers and seminars and lesson plans, but you really need to stop TRYING to make INTRO difficult. I care, but you're just making me a pissy kitty. Dear queer community, Uh, you still suck. Dear I--, Putting aside that I actually cared for you, not just the idea of you but the person, putting aside that I'm watching you struggle through similar trauma that I did and aching, I really wish you had given me a shot. I get that you're raw and vulnerable and your ex is a douche on levels of T-Rex proportion, and so I rationally understand your decision to be friends {and my subsequent, survival-necessary decision to cut contact -- I told her, don't worry} has fuck-all nothing to do with me. But I'm a butch, and I've begun to notice that we all have the same urge to protect and over-give and wuff you 'til your liddle eyeballs pop out. And so, yeah, it hurt me. Also, we had potential. I mean, we had perfect couple potential. I can't tell what's got me more twisted up. Dear Psycho Lesbian, Sweetie, just because I'm technically "single" again {I was technically single for the past five months}, I don't want in your pants. I don't want to get near you. You've been playing closeted, unsure people: courting them hardcore and then dropping them when they get attached. Fuck you. You're a disgrace. Dear Campus-BFF, Why are we competing suddenly? Knock it off. Dear Professor-Mentor-Masculine Role Model, STOP ASSIGNING SO MUCH GODDAMN WORK. I LOVE YOUR CLASS, BUT IT'S LIKE DROWNING. Also, stop fucking men you either don't respect or don't treat you like you deserve. You cook and clean and probably fuck like the best kind of porn star {or like someone who enjoys sex and is capable of not being an emotionally stunted turd}: you can do so much better, even if he's a hottie. Dear Parents, We're fo' real over this time. I'm going to go through the process and prove to the college that I'm no longer dependent on you, whatever that means and takes. Dear Life, Time to improve. |
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| Walking Softly | Mar 19 2010, 09:56 PM Post #249 |
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Stealth Leo
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By all the gods. THIS MAN IS A JERKOFF, and I have never before in my LIFE used that term. Not even to describe jerking off. >> And he's my boss. He wants up to two hours of unpaid work for every three hours of minimum wage. This is utter, utter FRAUD. He defrauds the Job Connect system and encourages EI fraud. He cries poor but probably makes at least $7500 a month off his various tutoring branches. He claims now to not be able to pay my girlfriend without full subsidy, even though we'd originally agreed that she'd be volunteering only to end up being paid in no more than a month. Thankfully, I've already got at least two offers to bash his business in. I could have made so much of your pathetic little business, Dr. Alam. I could have doubled its income and made everyone there happy. Instead, you are going down. Goodbye [unless my employment counselor can work a miracle on Monday and make me no longer hopping mad]... |
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| Hilarious Consequence | Mar 23 2010, 06:36 PM Post #250 |
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I love him, but he loves me too much. I don't want a relationship beyond highschool, but I feel he's going to get too attached. That I'm going to get too attached. I don't want to end up like my mom. I love my mom, but she's leaving. She says she isn't, but she is. Things are never going to be the same. My dad loves me, but I can't feel anything but uncomfortable around him. We haven't talked in months. He's pretending like his little world isn't falling around his ears and it's pissing me off. Everyone's being supportive and awesome and inviting me to cry. But I can't. I've been expecting this for too long, preparing myself, steeling myself. I have to be strong now. I don't want to be, but I have to be. I'll have to leave my cat with my dad. I'm afraid he'll neglect her. I'm just so scared, and I can't admit it. |
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| Roxas | Mar 26 2010, 08:20 AM Post #251 |
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Do you know how much balls it took for me to do what I did, you stupid prick? I don't know what you're playing at, but you're playing it alone because I never asked to be a part of your game. You could have at least had the decency to offer me some closure. Fucker. |
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| Axel | Mar 28 2010, 10:50 PM Post #252 |
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That's not how you fucking run a business. |
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| Roxas | Mar 29 2010, 12:16 AM Post #253 |
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Dear Universe, Stop fucking with me. - Roxy. |
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| Preposterousity | Mar 30 2010, 12:16 AM Post #254 |
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Our doctors and dentists are shitty and only in it for the money, I have to pay $5000 to get my wisdom teeth pulled and braces. Braces. Which I can't afford, because LOL $5000 DOLLARS YOU GAIZ. So now I cannot use my speaking vocabulary to its fullest without tripping over my front teeth, and I have been reduced to filing my teeth down with a nail file. Fuck you and your mechanical society, America. We have artists as shitty doctors, writers as shitty doctors, journalists as shitty doctors, and pretty much everyone is a shitty doctor. |
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| xxxbirthdaymassacre | Apr 7 2010, 12:01 PM Post #255 |
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GAAH!! I want out! I had a meltdown today because I've got 3 tests over the period of today, tomorrow, and friday. And I've got four papers due on friday and I've know idea what to do for the biggest one... And it's just ridiculous cause I know I'm not coming back... I'm so tired... I only slept for like... 2 1/2 hrs last night.. I'm very much on edge... And.. I miss my ponies. A lot. I'm going to lose my mind over stress and no horses. |
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