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Retirement.
Topic Started: Feb 7 2013, 11:20 PM (90 Views)
Judas Dathan
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Okay, for those who've known me from my days in New Edge, I used to NEVER no show. I also used to never be the favorite in a match, but I digress lol. Basically, everything in my life right now is up in the air. I've deteriorated my health by excessive weight cutting for grappling, my social life is so fucked up I can't even begin to explain it, and then my depression has come back harder than ever. It took me realizing that if my grappling doesn't work out, I simply don't care about life, to wake me up and realize that I need to surround myself with people I love. I tried to surround myself with people I love, and I ended up getting hurt, duh. I got injured (my lower back) and really sick, and that's when my depression went out of control. Right now, I'm going through physical therapy, I'm surrounding myself with my coach, my family and his family, and I'm just trying to get by without breaking down everyday.

I've been doing this for four years, I've spent countless hours working on my creative writing, grammar and being around you great people. I've made great friends like Vanessa, Slater, Iser, Finelli and so many more. I want to thank you all for making me feel at home here, but I think it's time I pack up and go home. It's one of those things where I have to do this for myself. If I want to be a success, if I want to live a good life, I need to really focus, and spending two valuable hours writing a rp will not help that.


So I'd like to thank you all, for being good friends, and pushing me. If you'd have asked anybody in New Edge if they thought I'd be a NEW HoF'er, world champion among a champion in a high caliber fed like ACW, they'd laugh their heads off at you. And I owe that in part to people like Vanessa and Slater who dedicated THEIR time to me. However, I've been forcing myself to do this for too long, and as a result, I've been hurting myself in the process. I guess this is the end for now, I don't see this retirement going for a super long time, but I need to straighten my life back out.

Thank you,
Jimmy
WAR Slater - Prediction: Slater via whatever he wants EVERY time.
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Matt Slater
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Take care Jimmy. I know how tough depression can be to handle - at the moment mine is re-occuring based on a couple of primary factors - but you've obviously realized how to combat the effects. Just keep your head up and you'll be fine. Soon you'll be out of that slump and choking bitches out ... in a fair grappling contest that is. :P

Also, I was only helping out someone that asked for improvement. You gained the rest of those accomplishments on your own, and I'm proud of what you achieved. People might say you were overrated and didn't deserve those opportunities - even in a game - but I know you deserved them, because you worked hard and got the reward, just like your grappling career.

With that said, do what you have to do, but don't be a stranger. Visit us whenever you have the time. :)
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nick
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Hate to see you go, man, I'm gonna always enjoy the good times we had together (the Nick/Krisis interaction prior to Tension in Texas, the various chats) and not being able to work with you here is gonna be a downer, but hey go for yours and live life the best way you can. We'll all miss you.
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