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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 3:41 pm Post #28176 |
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@Uncle Sanada-san: Well,it's different for my case because I used to feel great sympathy for everyone (no joke,I was like this person who had a big heart for the less fortunate,etc) and would always do everything I could to help.I still do have that desire to help those in need but now I just don't feel like giving a damn about everything,with a few exceptions. Haha,I was afraid that I'd end up posting way later after you so I typed faster.I rarely explode with anger nowadays (first time was when I was 14) but when I do,it's a really scary sight.And then I get extremely depressed after that.
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| Ryuzaki | Thu Apr 30, 2009 3:41 pm Post #28177 |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 3:47 pm Post #28178 |
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I'm bored despite the fact that I'm multi-tasking right now,and feeling exhausted.What is going on with me nowadays...
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 3:49 pm Post #28179 |
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I used to feel no sympathy for anyone before, I was a heartless bastard and didnīt feel anything for anyone else. You could say I only cared about myself, but thatīs not really true since I didnīt care that much about myself eihter but I have improved a lot on that |
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| Sanada | Thu Apr 30, 2009 3:52 pm Post #28180 |
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I only cared about my brothers... ![]() not myself, not anyone else, just my family, specifically my brothers
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:03 pm Post #28181 |
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@TrasH: I understand that.I should have said this earlier: I am a very complicated and contradictory person (I'll explain in the next few sentences).Like I said,I used to be this person who felt sympathy for everyone,but at the same time,I was selfish too and cared about my own needs above the others. In a way,I have both a superiority and an inferiority complex at the same time.I hated everyone around me (people in general) so whenever I went out of my house and naturally saw many people on the streets or in school,I would think to myself, "What right do you have to even discriminate against me for my looks etc when you don't even have intelligence.You're nothing but a piece of ****,just die and get out of my sight.You're an eyesore,and you're also blocking my way and taking up precious space.Get lost." (No joke,this is the kind of thoughts I have whenever I go out.There is a reason for me to hate crowds). Sorry for ranting on so long,lol.Now this is a long wall of text. However,right after that this thought would surface, "What right do I have to even exist in this world,let alone be near this people?They're everything I'm not; they're more intelligent,likeable,successful etc.Compared to them,I'm nothing.I have no right to even exist." and I would power-walk to an area where I could hide at a corner and ignore everything.My superiority and inferiority complexes work against each other every single time,so I end up being this arrogant yet depressed person (I still am,actually.Just that I'm a little better than last time). I admit that I am still a selfish and arrogant person,but at the same time I'm also someone who cares a lot about the less fortunate,those in need etc.Friendships mean a lot to me but I am still someone who cares about myself first,even though I would literally do anything for my close friends.Complicated,no? I AMa contradictory and complicated person.Even I do not know myself completely. |
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| Sanada | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:09 pm Post #28182 |
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sounds like my school life
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:15 pm Post #28183 |
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@Kitsune: I can relate to several parts of what you said. I usually compared myself with others wich made me feel like I didnīt deserve to be here, didnīt matter what I did, I knew there was always someone better then me, and the fact that others always compared me with others didnīt help either. |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:16 pm Post #28184 |
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Oh really? Haha,I'm known to be a shadow because I usually appear or vanish without a word or sound...which scared the crap out of my classmates and friends. I like to be alone (reflective thoughts are best pursued when one is alone) most of the time so I'd usually walk off suddenly without anyone noticing.Actually scared the crap out of my classmate back in secondary 3 (15 years old) when we had an adventure camp. Our class was in charge of bringing the rubbish to the dumpster near the gate after dinner,and the long walk there was really quiet,dark and spooky.I grabbed a bag and walked towards the gate without making a sound at all,and my classmate was chatting with his friend in front of me.When I walked past them,they nearly had a heart attack because I was so silent,had this emotionless expression on my face and I'm naturally pale. I should have gotten someone to record that.@TrasH: Yeah...it didn't help that my sister often compared my results to her old results (due to personal family issues,we don't get along at all).My inferiority complex makes me compare myself with others too.
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:22 pm Post #28185 |
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sorry, donīt have time to comment that right now, dinnertime |
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| Sanada | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:23 pm Post #28186 |
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I don't like to be alone, but I prefer it to ridicule and exclussion, so I do it anyway ![]() I am sort of like a shadow myself. No one pays any notice to me, I am quiet and draw no attention to myself. really helpful in PE, Basketball ![]() I remember my twin bro and a friend of ours made a comment about how I came out of no where once when playing, when I got the ball ![]() I actually enjoyed Basketball, even though I suck at it ![]() and even though I was never passed to, didn't work well with the team and stuff
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| Avuneon | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:26 pm Post #28187 |
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HAHAHA!!!! In high school one of the guys kept calling me ninja, ebcause I would be able to walk into a room with no one noticing, even though I wore pants with a lot of chains on them, and made noise. Ahhhh, good times... You remind me a lot of me when I was younger, Kitsune-chan. |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:37 pm Post #28188 |
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@Uncle Sanada-san: I don't like sports so I'm always at a corner during PE lessons,lol. Only the teachers pay attention to me,and I've always found it easier to make friends with the teachers than with the class.@Avuneon: That's why I'm your Godfoxdaughter,dear Godfather.
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| Sanada | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:40 pm Post #28189 |
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yeah, I don't like sports much either, I often just sit in the corner, but I like to do something, since I hate being bored, so I'd rather be actually taking part. I ended up liking Basketball and Softball, and was quite good at softball and football ![]() but not enough to care about them outwith PE ![]() I always have trouble talking to the teachers, so I never talk to anyone really ![]() this years kinda different, only 1 class, only 1 teacher and 5 other students in my class, so easy to talk sometimes
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:47 pm Post #28190 |
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I'd mostly stand at a corner (because I'd be forced to participate by the PE teacher) and have this emotionless expression on my face.No one cared anyway,so it wasn't much of a problem. I've always liked to talk to adults because I find it easier to understand and discuss about things with them.It's also more enjoyable to talk to people who are more mature (apparently I'm way more mature than most people my age ).
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:55 pm Post #28191 |
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Iīm back. I like to talk to some teachers but not if I have any problems with my personal life, then I turn to friends that have been through similar things and/or can understand how I feel. At mondays when I have my bass lessons my teacher usually asks the others in my class if Iīm there, since Iīm sick a lot and they get there earlier then me, but itīs not often they are able to answer since they donīt notice it in the classes before that |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 4:58 pm Post #28192 |
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Welcome back twin.I usually talk to the teachers whom I'm close to,which is like...5-8 teachers in the whole school,I believe.I usually talk to my friends about my personal life,but sometimes I do talk to my teachers about it.Out of the 5-8 teachers,three of them are like my godparents,while the rest are my friends. |
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:02 pm Post #28193 |
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I see some teachers as friends too but I doubt theyīve been through the same as me so itīs easier for me to find someone that has and can understand exactly how I feel and might know what I could do to feel better |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:04 pm Post #28194 |
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It's hard for me to talk about some matters with my friends because like I've said earlier,my way of thinking is more mature than most people my age.Not trying to brag about it,but it's hard for them to understand what I'm talking about most of the time.Hence I talk to my teachers (aka friends).
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:13 pm Post #28195 |
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I might be a bit more mature then some people in my age (thinking of all the times people have thought Iīm 2-3 years older then I actually am) but for some reason I donīt talk about my personal life with them unless I have o, wich have been only once. Thay are understanding and so on but I need advices too wich I usually get from people thatīs already been through the same thing. Either that or someone that knows exactly what to say *cough*Selli*cough* |
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| Avuneon | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:16 pm Post #28196 |
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Yet another similarity, Godfoxdaughter! My classmates used to make fun of me a lot. I could never talk to them because I was an intelectual, and was used to talking with my father's philosophical coleagues, rather than peopel my age. |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:18 pm Post #28197 |
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People usually think that I'm 2-3 years younger than I actually am due to my face and height when I don't talk at all or when they first meet me. After talking to me for,let's say half an hour at least,they'll tell me that my way of thinking is way older than most people my age.It's like my brain is way older than my body,lol. ![]() @Avuneon: Perhaps we're somehow blood-related,Musketeer Godfather! Intellectuals like us have difficulties talking to most people,we thrive better when we're talking to older people because our way of thinking is similar to their way of thinking at that age.
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| Avuneon | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:23 pm Post #28198 |
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Kitsune... I was exactly like that too! Someone asked me how old I was, I said 17, and they TOLD me, "No you're not, you're 13!" "Umm... if you say so..." then I walked away.@Kitsune: Well, I was adopted when I was three days old... there is a possibility...
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| TrasH | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:26 pm Post #28199 |
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At first I though it was my appearance that made people think Iīm that old since I look older then most people my age, or atleast the ones here in sweden, but then I noticed that some people I talk with online thinks Iīm older too, but itīs still my apprearance people get fooled by the most. |
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| Kitsune | Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:30 pm Post #28200 |
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@Avuneon: Wow,we really have lots of things in common,huh. Conversations usually start off like this for me:Them: "By the way,how old are you?" Me: "...Oh.I'm 18 this year." Them: "Are you serious?! You look 15!Or even younger than that!"Me: "...What?Excuse me,I AM 18. I can show you my Identity Card as evidence."Them: "WTH lol...you seriously look 15.Or a few years younger than 15.Actually,you really look younger than 15." Me: "...........................What the hell." @TrasH: It's mostly my appearance and height that makes them think that I'm younger than I actually am. Edit: @Avuneon: Really? Hm...maybe I should go do some research on my family line.Been wanting to do it for ages.
Edited by Kitsune, Thu Apr 30, 2009 5:37 pm.
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I like to be alone (reflective thoughts are best pursued when one is alone) most of the time so I'd usually walk off suddenly without anyone noticing.
Our class was in charge of bringing the rubbish to the dumpster near the gate after dinner,and the long walk there was really quiet,dark and spooky.I grabbed a bag and walked towards the gate without making a sound at all,and my classmate was chatting with his friend in front of me.When I walked past them,they nearly had a heart attack because I was so silent,had this emotionless expression on my face and I'm naturally pale. 


After talking to me for,let's say half an hour at least,they'll tell me that my way of thinking is way older than most people my age.It's like my brain is way older than my body,lol.
Perhaps we're somehow blood-related,Musketeer Godfather!
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