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Episode 9
Topic Started: Oct 24 2013, 07:57 PM (127 Views)
Michelle
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Congratulations on making the merge! This is a milestone, so take some time to celebrate and also reflect a little on your time in the game so far. How would you sum up your journey so far?

What is your biggest concern going in to the merge? On a scale of 1-10 how safe do you feel right now and why?

With potentially 2 idols floating around out there, how do you really protect against that? Any feelings of paranoia about it, or do idols not worry you ate all?

Last but definitely not least, give me your ideal boot target for the merge!


Good luck
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Hahaha, apparently I have a rather high opinion of myself :p I think I'm doing pretty good! Though according to Natalie I'm the most useless person here and I have no idea how to play this game. This coming from the girl who would have been 100% blindsided mainly to do with Sherri and the stupidest girl on the tribe.. I dunno, I find it rather amusing. I'm fine giving off the dumb girl image. Honestly, I'm not the brightest but... I'm not an idiot... even if I leave blindsided, you can't say I'm a useless tard.

Anyway, the game is about to dramatically change so I gotta either step up my game or else I'm going home.

:<3 :<3 REUNITED WITH TRACY :<3 :<3

I was so happy... she was the first person to message me and it's just so great to hear from her. I dunno what it is, but I really like Tracy. I think in RL she and I would actually be friends... she just seems to 'get' me, so I would love just to work with her...

But LORD... she has got to learn how to keep her fucking mouth shut. I mean, I might not be the best person for her to learn from because I can totally be screwing up my game like she has, but.. man, she just seems to say the wrong things to people and she's making herself a target because of it! Does she honestly think that this 6-strong woman alliance is still 100% intact, no questions asked? because.. it isn't! I mean, we could have been, but the first thing she does is start throwing Natalie's name around to everyone! I understand that she is pissed... and we all hate Natalie, but going to every girl and saying that.. especially when we've seemingly been a 'tight' group of girls... just seems stupid.

Anyway, she wants me to join her in an alliance of her, me, Julia, Erik, and Mikey B... now, I didn't say no because I want all the security I can have... but I don't know Erik and I don't know Mikey B, so why am I gunna jump in an alliance with them? two of the biggest targets on the male team? Anyway, I was flattered but I also suspect she could have made this deal with anyone else.

I asked Julia about it and she didn't think it was actually a 'real' thing, so how knows? First thing Mikey B says to me is 'I hear I have to be nice to you because you're voting with us.'.... uh, hello to you too! Erik is trying to be sweet to everyone, so I know that if he offers me something it won't be legit. Julia told me that Nat and Erik had made a deal to join back up at the swap... and since I did suspect that earlier, I'm inclined to believe it. Basically all the info I've really gathered from her tribe as been from Julia, a known hater of Natalie, so I do wanna believe it's true but.. I also don't wanna be stupid.

I would love to see Natalie gone expect for the fact that everyone seems to think this is a tribe vs tribe merge still... and if it is, we need to keep her around. I just think that we might miss or chance to get rid of her. Julia or Tracy might be more inclined to switch over to us if we take out the big bad bitch...

Anyway, nobody trusts Tracy which totally kills me.. I'm not about to fuck over Sherri and Mary for 5th place... Although I love Tracy, I can't do that to the two girls who've had my back (I hope) this entire game! I don't see how flipping over to Tracy is going to help my cause... but since she was dumb, she'll never have a shot of flipping back to us... Guh, Tracy.. I HOPE we can be together!
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Anyway, i think you actually had questions :P

How safe do I feel? Maybe a 5... I mean, I don't think I'm that big of a threat. I'm just poor, dumb little Alexis who can't do anything besides talk and be paranoid... obviously there are wayyyy bigger fish to fry than me. My only concern is that I feel like I could slip to any alliance at any moment. The fact that Sherri and Nat are online but not talking to me concerns me, but I do know Sherri is often online and doesn't talk. I think she just leaves her computer open...

Natalie... man, wish we had just voted her out....

Talk to me about idols in a few days... I don't wanna even consider them because they're so scary. look what happened to Alexis!

I would love to get rid of Natalie, but I'll settle for either Allie or Matt!

More to come :D

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OMG, do I look like a fucking idiot? Erik is all "Oh, Alexis, I just lov you.. you're so sexy" bla bla bla "Hey, agree to vote out two of your besties and I'll protect you".

Is he for real?

I love Tracy, I really do, but I am not going to be THAT person. I am not gong to knowingly betray Sherri and Mary... I would do Natalie in a heart beat, but I just can't do Sherri or Mary... this may very well costs me my game, but I can't do it.

I would also feel a whole lot better signing up for this is I could actually trust Natalie!

Neither side has the numbers, and if they do, and I vote against it, I'm fucked.... if I don't agree to this, I might be the one going. I wouldn't put it past Tracy... I honestly wouldn't. Natalie will flip on us in a second...

Bla....
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They're trying to pit me into a corner... stupid fuckers, honestly.. I'm so mad at them that I can't bother to PM them back...


ANGER! I need to vent out this anger. How fucking STUPID do they think I am?

GAH...

I need that HII...
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... me voting out my entire alliance and trusting the enemy is just the stupidest idea I've ever had presented to me in any game I've ever played...

I'm still SO mad....
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Great updates as always icon_fan I fell behind the past week but I think I read all of yours still except yesterday ;_; but this catches me up pretty good I think!

I loooooooooove that hat! omg can I wear it?!? And feel free to vent to me all you like gurl! Can you gimme a quick ranking...say top 3-5 bottom 1-2 or something like that? Best of luck in this too babe, I'm pulling for ya ^_^
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I can't even keep on top of what's what anymore.... Man, I wish I could trust Erik! He 100% knows how to get me on his side and has spent the entire evening building a relationship with me, making me feel like the greatest person in the world...*sigh*... if only it were true...

Anyway, really tired tonight so my rant shall have to wait for tomorrow... but since I love you hosts so much, I'll answer your question, Christa! When I get voted off (shouldn't be too long) you can have my sexy hat :) I'll photoshop it into your avatar :<3 If the boys are't after you now, they will be there :<3

Ummm... ranking?

1. Mary
2. Sherri
3. Jason
4. Chet
5. Tracy
6. Erik
7. Julia
8. Natalie
9. Mikey
10. Allie
11. Matt

Surprising? Not surprising?

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Guh, people are annoying me so much... I'm so over this...

Natalie- Can't trust her whatsoever... She has so many side deals with some many different people. I'm almost certain she knows about the plan to blindside her... she has to by now.. I think she has every reason to flip to the other side because I know she has secret alliances with Mikey and Erik... but she also knows that Sherri, Mary and I will be screwed without her and if she flipped over there, the only friends she would have would be Erik and Mikey, maybe Matt... She would be voted out next, no matter what, so I do feel as though she NEEDS to stick with us.. but.. I'm a stupid fuck, so what do I know?

Sherri- I feel like I can trust her to do whats the best for our group. She really does seem to be thinking together as a group as oppose to individually. I dunno about her though. I do trust her a lot, so I hope it's returned... but she's always online talking to people.. god only knows what she's really into.

Mary- Wish she would actually talk to me more. I do feel that since she tried to set up a deal with me, her, Jason, and Chet, that she does trust me back. It's hard because she's never really online when I am? And I'm online a shitload, so we must just be living on different cycles or something. Anyway, I think she's better liked than Sherri, and I just hope she's actually loyal to me. I know Natalie says she likes her best and totally has her under her spell, but who knows when it comes to what Natalie says.

Jason- I've always liked Jason, I really have! he has barely been online this weekend because of personal stuff, but I can deal without him for the moment.. as long as he is loyal to me! he claims to be with the girls, but he's also saying things to the boys, so I dunno where he is actually... standing with his beliefs! I just hope he doesn't flip!

Chet- Has barely responded to a single PM all weekend and is just saying how overwhelmed he is by what he's missing out on. I get that he's busy but.. I dunno, it's annoying me. I don't wanna push him for anything, so I've stayed kinda quiet, but I need something from him.... I have no idea if he's oyal to me or not... it's too hard to tell.

Julia- Apparently she's 100% with the guys... or so I hear from EVERYONE! But then she comes up to me and is all 'I don't wanna vote you, Mary or Sherri out icon_cry" Well, if she doesn't wanna vote us out, why is she? She knows we'll drop Natalie as soon as we can... why is she sticking with the boys? Sherri convinced her she'd be seen as a traitor if she flipped.. fucking stupid Sherri! I don't even know what to think of her.

Tracy- I can't even start... I feel as though she knows that out of everyone I this game, I like her the best. I 100% think she believed me when I said that and I DO feel as though she's trying to use that against me. It upsets me greatly. Yes, I offered her a F2 deal but that was before I thought she was going to be working against me! I still think it's stupid of me to drop the alliance that has brought me here to go and join strangers who'll take me out the moment the can.. sure, she says that wont happen, and even if SHE is telling me the truth, her tribe will force her to cut me before she cuts any of them...

Mikey B- Talked to him for a few hours on Friday... seems nice enough, but totally closer to Natalie than he is to me... but since he didn't message me back yesterday, I dunno how committed to 'me' he actually is. He's just a dumb pawn of Erik's....

Erik- Man, I love this guy... but so does everyone else...I'm not an idiot.. every kind word and positive feedback is for the sole purpose of giving him even more numbers than he already as... he just wants me to join him.. and.. I'm a girl, who doesn't love flattery? I certainly do :<3 So, if he just wants to sit there and say nice things to me... I can live with that.. it's taking the stress out of the situation for me... which is only making me like him more... but then it drills in the fact that he's like this with everyone.. and I get frustrated again :P

Matt- Well the guy can't reply to my PM's without a 12 hour wait so.. whatever... I wanted to work with him but he;s not interested... clearly... so.. I've kinda written him off.

Allie- She claims she is okay with me, yet complains about hating me just as equally as much as everyone else to Jason. She's the swing... I'll do whatever needs to be done to get her over to my side, but.. she dislikes me, so whatever...

I'm just... annoyed... at this game :P stupid people... apparently Sherri is the target this week... I haven't told her yet because I dunno what I'm going to do....

I just feel like there's no good ending for me at this point and I don't even know why I feel so down about it. We have even numbers... but I'm not willing to go to rocks for this vote...

Now, Natalie wants to vote out Tracy and everyone seems to be down with it.. Getting out a girl looks better for us in Jason and Chet's mind... and since I'm still conflicted, I told Tracy.. and now she's paranoid... and... tod me how disappointed she'd be if I voted her out. I don't care about how she feels, but I more just concerned that she'll turn people against me.. Say that if she goes home tonight, never to trust Alexis because we had a F2.. now THAt would be bad for my game.

I dunno, I'm just pissed that nobody is willing to just... say what's going to happen.. everyone is so caught up in so many lies, myself included... I just wanna make it as far a I can in this game and I dunno who that's going to be with...
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Well, that sucks.. honest wished? That Sherri doesnt win this....
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If Mary and Sherri win that, I'm toooootttttaaaaaaallllly screwed..
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jeeze, wouldn't it be nice to see the clues I posted in earlier confessionals....

The game now begins anew, which of the past still hold;
alliances to be proven true - men and women, new or old?
Could you resist the tempation, the fear and the fury
Perhaps this alone will save you from joining the jury.

let's just assume this is an actual clue, not something fake erik made up... *le sigh*
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